Journal - Wednesday, February 14th, 2018
Letβs talk about Tuesday Night. Started out alright. Blue Ox was good. Me and Austin had a few drinks then headed to Brooklyn Bowl to watch lettuce. We get there and hang and get some more drinks. The band was awesome and we had a great time. But I just donβt know when to say no. I end up drinking way to much and drive to my dadβs house where I get so upset with myself, and should should have been upset at me. But yeah. I wonβt be driving that car again. Iβm not even sure If I ever drink heavily again. Probably shouldnβt drink at all. I want to no feel embarrassed anymore. Lent. Iβm a day late but Iβm giving up my beard for lent. Iβve bee nwanting to be cleaned shaved for a while and hereβs an excuse. Also giving up drinking and jerking off/porn. I feel the beard will be the hardest next to drinking then jerking off last. but if for some reason I get a girl, I have to not cu, but id be still down to make them cum. Just let them know whatβs up. I feel if I managed to get to that point with someone Iβd have no problem telling them that. So yeah. No beard, No drinking and no Jerking Off.
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