#fearoffailing

My life right now. I didn’t think I made it this far. But right now I’m one step away from success. It’s still so difficult and I could fall down the stairs but... Praise the lord... 

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He does make good points in this video. I have a lot of fears one of them is finding a place to live before winter hits, I learn not to let fear and negativity (A lot of that come from my half brother.)  not let it take over you. Just keep looking froward and not give up.  It been a hard year for me and it will end soon I am almost close to get into my parents and I a home to call it our own and we don’t have a fear of the place getting sold on you that you have to move, because that happen last year around in the meddle of Aug (We have been renting that place for 7 years). We had to stay with a friend just about a year. there was a few times we give up and then we got back up again. It’s hard finding a home and a good real estate agent, that does not push you away and finding some better for bigger amounts of money to buy a home with. We are grateful that we found a person to help us and keeps update with the home we want to get and so on. 

Jack, You are a wonderful human being. You try you absolute best in everything you do and I respect that fully. I totally understand where you are coming from, creativity is something best expressed though a range of different outlets. Even if that means doing terribly at something you haven't really tried before. The most rewarding part of it all is that you tried something new and you enjoyed making it. I honestly love all the videos you do but mostly the ones out of the norm. Not because I don't like that, Its because we can see that you are having fun doing them and how much creativity you put into them. Keep going at it and keep trying new things! Don't let anybody tell you no (even yourself) because who knows what amazing opportunity you could come across in the future! Keep doing you and have fun doing it! Hope this made you smile, Maddie Jacks video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QB8TKv_2UrQ

This simple quote really resonated with me. Making sure that everything is perfect can make you lose sight of what's truly important. Who are you making it perfect for? And why? Sometimes it just will never BE perfect...and that's okay! I struggle with this. Do you? @brenebrown #lovethis #fearoffailing

School starts back tomorrow. Between family crap and the amount of nerves I have about starting a new class...and the latter kinda out weighs the former. This coming week is going to be highly stressful. Hopefully Tuesdays swing will be a bit of a de-stresser…