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Is there ever a point in the fic where kuroo is thinking over some facts in the case and struggles over whether or not to trust iwaizumi? Who does kuroo rant to? How does he reconcile his friendship with iwaizumi and his duty to be impartial in his job? I love your writing btw đ
Thank you so much! ^^ And thanks for asking about Kuroo! He was a very complicated character.Â
      Kuroo had been a police officer fora long time.
      Heâd gotten hired on when he wasstraight out of school, young and fresh and ready to make a difference. It hadnâttaken long for him to realize that maybe heâd been misinformed about what thejob was really about. There were only so many battered victims who refused help,drug addicts who were killing themselves, and unsolvable murder cases that anofficer could handle before getting a little jaded.
      The job had worn him down a little,but heâd stuck with it. Heâd thought that if he could help someone â anyone â then it would be worth it.
      He supposed it was that attitudethat had gotten him promoted to captain at a shockingly young age.
      Now he was quickly approaching thirty,with a decade of experience under his belt, and heâd finally found the casethat might break him
      It wasnât even the case itself thatwas so traumatizing. A few months before, heâd been on scene after scene ofyakuza-related murders, documenting blood patterns and photographing deadbodies.
      The thing about this drug case thatwas particularly exhausting was trying to deal with his fellow officers. Oneofficer, in particular.
      It was nearly eight p.m. and Kuroowas still at his desk, flipping through a file that was completely unrelated tothe drug case that should have demanded his focus. It was an employee file, onethat had been created nearly eight years before when the officer in questionhad been a new hire.
      Kuroo was looking for notes fromsuperiors, or reprimands that had been issued, or literally anything that wouldsuggest the officer had a history of insubordination.
      There was nothing. Iwaizumi Hajime,on paper, was a model officer.
      Kuroo had already known that. Evenso, the lack of explanation was frustrating.
      Heâd chosen Iwaizumi to help him onthis case for a reason. Kuroo was always on the lookout for officers who hadpotential, officers who would make worthy additions to his investigations team.Heâd been watching Iwaizumi for a while, and heâd thought that once they solvedthis case together, he would extend the offer for Iwaizumi to transfer.
      That wasnât going according to plan.
      Kuroo flipped the file shut andslumped back in his chair with a sigh. He didnât understand why Iwaizumi had tomake things so difficult. Heâd been through the evidence over and over again,especially after Iwaizumi had voiced his concerns. All of the evidence said thesame thing. Semi Eita was the most likely suspect.
      That also meant that Oikawa Tooru,who had old ties to Semi, was also blatantly suspicious.
      Kuroo supposed that had been the realproblem.
      âCaptain?â Yaku paused in the opendoorway, frowning at him with a touch of concern. âYou heading home sometimetonight?â
      âYeah, Iâm leaving soon,â saidKuroo. It was a lie. âHey, can I ask you something?â
      âOf course,â said Yaku. He steppedinto the office, casting a critical glance at the debris of files and paperworkcovering most available surfaces. âWhat is it?â
      âItâs about Iwaizumi,â said Kuroo.
      Yakuâs brows dipped lower. He lookedguarded. âWhat about him?â
      Kuroo frowned, puzzled by thereaction. âHeâs being difficult. I thought heâd jump on the chance to work thiscase but every time we get a lead he shoots it down. Weâre onto something with Semiâshistory, and the connection to Oikawa, but Iwaizumi just flipped his shit andsaid Iâm wrong. Whatâs his deal?â
      âI donât know.â
      Kuroo raised a brow, waiting.
      Yaku didnât say anything else.
      âOkay,â said Kuroo slowly. âHe wasfurious when I questioned Oikawa without telling him. I knew they were friends,which is why I did it, but⌠Do you think maybe they have, like, a thing?â       Yakuâs stare was flat. âAthing?â
      âYeah, you know,â said Kuroo,gesturing vaguely. âA thing. A relationship sort of thing.â
      âI wouldnât know, captain.â
      Kuroo sighed. Usually Yaku at leasttried to be helpful. âYeah, okay. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
      Yaku nodded and retreated. He lookedrelieved to be excused from the conversation.
      Kuroo thought maybe he knew somethingthat he didnât want to talk about.
      He stood and stretched his arms overhis head, muscles screaming from hours of immobility.
      Kuroo liked talking through hisproblems with Yaku. The detective had been a member of investigations longerthan any of the others, Kuroo included. He was smart and perceptive and an extremelygood investigator.
      But if he wasnât going to behelpful, Kuroo would take his problems elsewhere.
      Typically when the clock struckfive, Kenma was out of the office so fast that no one saw him leave. Tonight,though, he had a quick undercover job to do at a bar on the east side of thecity, so he was still there.
      Kenma was curled up in his chair,knees tucked against his chest, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled low over hisforehead. His eyes were on his computer screen, reflecting the bright light inthe otherwise dim office.
      Kuroo flicked on the overhead lightsand Kenma glared up at him.
      âWhat time are you leaving?â saidKuroo.
      Kenma checked the time. âHalf anhour.â
      âCan I talk to you for a minute?â
      âYouâre my boss,â said Kenma. âIguess you can do what you want.â
      Kuroo snorted and sat in one of thechairs facing Kenmaâs desk. Unlike Kurooâs office, this one was organizedneatly, not a single sheet of paper out of place. âWhat do you think aboutIwaizumi?â
      Kenma heaved a heavy sigh and turnedaway from his computer. âHe needs to sleep more. He has a lot of tension in hisshoulders. Last time I saw him, he was overdue for a haircut.â
      âYour powers of observation are veryvaluable for the job, but theyâre also creepy as hell.â
      Kenmaâs face didnât change. âThanks.â
      âWhyâs he being so difficult aboutthis case?â said Kuroo. Specific questions were more useful. âYou werenâtaround, but he was pissed when I brought Oikawa in here. It was part of the investigation.There was a good reason for it. Itâs like heâs taking it personally orsomething.â
      Kenma tipped his head to the side,pressing his cheek against a kneecap. âI donât know about that,â he said, âbutobviously youâre taking this personally, too. I doubt Iwaizumi is doinganything just to spite you.â
      âI know that,â said Kuroo, though itwas a slight relief to hear it. âI just donât understand. Heâs a great officer,he just got promoted, and I had high hopes for him, you know? I think thereâssomething going on with Oikawa that heâs not talking about. He didnât getdefensive about Semi until Oikawa was brought up.â
      Kenma just listened, piercing goldeneyes taking in every shrug of Kurooâs shoulders and twitch of his mouth.
      âDo you think maybe theyâre⌠youknow. Together?â said Kuroo.
      Kenmaâs eyes narrowed slightly. âWouldit bother you if they were?â
      âWell, yeah.â
      Kenmaâs eyes narrowed even more.
      âNot because of that,â said Kuroo,shaking his head. âBecause Oikawa might be involved with this case. Heâssuspicious as hell. If Iwaizumiâs too involved with him then that sort of makeshim suspicious too. I donât want to have to investigate one of my own officers.â
      âDo you really think Iwaizumi wouldbe involved in something like this?â
      âNo, but I could be wrong.â
      âYou could be,â agreed Kenma, âbutyouâre usually not.â His eyes flicked back to his computer screen and thensettled on Kuroo again. âWhat are you going to do about it?â
      âI donât know,â said Kuroo. Hesighed and ran a hand through his hair. âI donât want to confront him because Idonât know if Iâm right. I donât want to take him off of the case either, butif he keeps this up I might have to. Iâd really rather not. Iâve worked withIwaizumi for years. Heâs a good guy, and a good friend, and I just wish heâdstop being do damn shady.â
      âDo you trust him?â
      âYeah. Well, I did. I still do, toan extent, but the way heâs acting lately isnât building up my confidence inhim.â
      âHe hasnât really done anythingwrong,â said Kenma. âHeâs getting defensive about Oikawa, but that doesnât meanhe canât still do his job. If it becomes a problem youâll have to deal with it,but I think itâs okay for now.â
      Kuroo nodded. His tense musclesunwound a little, loosened by relief. âYeah, youâre right.â
      âI know.â
      âMaybe Iâll get you to go scope outShiratorizawa sometime soon,â said Kuroo. âYou can keep an eye on Semi andOikawa, and maybe watch out for Iwaizumi, too. I know he goes there a lotlately. If heâs being sketchy youâll know.â
      Kenma breathed a quiet sigh. âIguess if I have to.â
      Kuroo grinned. âThanks, Kenma.â
      He made a small noise of assent.
      âBe safe tonight, alright?â saidKuroo, standing and moving toward the door. âCall if you need anything.â
      âIâll be fine. Goodnight, Kuro.â
      Kuroo paced the hallway back to hisoffice, his mind still on Iwaizumi.
      Kenma was right. Iwaizumi hadnâtdone anything that would damage the case. He certainly wouldnât be allowed tohandle any of the case files related to Oikawa, but Kuroo could work aroundthat.
      As long as Iwaizumi didnât doanything else suspicious, maybe everything would be fine.
      Kuroo hoped it would be fine. If itwasnât, he would have to kick him off of the case; or worse.
      He didnât want it to come down tothat. He wanted them to team up and solve this case together.
      Iwaizumi was a good friend, andKuroo hoped nothing would happen to change that.
 Thisis just sort of a snippet from earlier on in the fic. As time goes on, Kuroogets more and more uncomfortable as he realizes that Iwaizumiâs involvementwith Oikawa and Semi may be more serious than he thought. When he finds outthat Semi had met up with Iwaizumi at Oikawaâs apartment, heâs almostcompletely convinced that Iwaizumi is playing a part in the drug case and heâsdevastated. Yaku is the one who manages to talk him down from that, although hecanât completely convinced Kuroo that Iwaizumi is wholly innocent. When theysearch Oikawaâs apartment and Kuroo suspends Iwaizumi, heâs still somewhatsuspicious, but heâs mostly decided that Iwaizumi probably isnât guilty of thecase. Oikawa, however, has his full suspicions, and Kuroo thinks Oikawa is justusing Iwaizumi to keep himself safe.
Hestill wants to be Iwaizumiâs friend, but heâs really conflicted about it. Heâsafraid that if they remain on good terms, heâs more likely to trust Iwaizumiand potentially miss something about the case that Iwaizumi is hiding, whetherintentionally or not. Although Kuroo didnât want to suspend him, and he wasextremely upset after he did it, itâs also sort of a relief because he nolonger has to worry about juggling Iwaizumiâs friendship and the need to beimpartial toward the case. But even after that when Iwaizumi continues to beinvolved, despite the suspension, things get a little more difficult for him.
I hopethis covered all of your questions! If I missed anything just yell back at me!
Hi is there a status update for p&p? I've seen a few posts about yet another zine scam in the bnha fandom and i just wanted to check on this one because its been a long while since we all preordered?
Hello! Do not worry! Please do look through the p&p tag on my blog, there are multiple updates and sneak peeks and I try to update every few months, at least. As a TL;DR: Book I is done, and weâre aiming for a final release near christmas, only two chapters away from finishing the whole thing, so we ask for a little more patience!
Itâs not a very concrete one. Actually this is probably the first time Iâve ever put it to words. But yeah... itâs along the lines ofÂ
âYour best is acceptable. Itâs actually amazing because it is simply your best.â
And itâs just my little mental reminder that what I have gotten done is still amazing. Could it be better yeah, but more more important thing is that it got done (to whatever various degree).Â
So like... despite fact that Graveyard Shift doesnât really sell well and could be better, the reality is that I have a successful kickstarter, I have sold over forty copies, I published my own original book.Â
And maybe I didnât answer all ten emails at work, but I answered six of them. Maybe abandoned that fic that I promised people I would finish, but I wrote the fic in the first place, I tried. I gave it my best shot and thatâs something to be proud of.Â
I decided my life has enough stressors without my brain adding more. And that if I just kept waiting and wanting it to be perfect, well then I would never get any work done. Sometimes you just gotta buckle down, bit the bullet, get shit done and accept what you do turn out and move on.
I have no idea if this make sense. Like I said, itâs a pretty vague concept in my head.Â
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Hi hi for the tarot ask can i request : hermit, wheel of fortune, and temperance? I love your fics btw :) have a good day!
Oh shoot, I did not see this at all? I have no idea when this was sent (in ref to this post). And thanks!!
the hermit: what is your favorite soda pop?
donât drink soda lmao i hate caffeine/cafinated stuff
wheel of fortune: first three songs that come on shuffle?
hh i usually use spotify but 1) our love is god from heathers 2) Chill from undertale soundtrack 3) paper crown by alec benjamin
temperance: can you describe a strange dream youâve had?
yes. bobblehead harry potter chasing me through a greco-roman style temple. no clue why bc i hadnât even watched all of the harry potter movie out at the time.
What genre do you like writing the most? Angst? Fluff? Mystery? Etc? And why?
A good mix of Fluff, Humor and lots and lots of bonding/family tropes fics. I get that people love angst and all, but my point of view has always been RL is depressing enough, I donât want to read more sad stuff. I wanted to read happy stuff and I write happy stuff and hopefully making someoneâs day a little bit brighter.Â
That said, I do hope to write a heart shattering angst filled multi-chapter fic one day. Just you know, to see how you guys react.Â
I also like writing mystery stuff, when I can actually figure it out. I love foreshadowing stuff. You know those crime tv shows where there is a board with all these pictures taped to it and a bunch of string connecting all the dots together? Yeah, I want you guys to do that and I count it as a big success if I even managed to get that.Â