it’s not stupid at all, dear. This is a huge fear of mine as well. Every time I get close to someone this happens. They forget about me and move on to someone else. It makes me fear getting close to anyone. So instead of losing people to them finding someone better, I lose them by pushing them away fearing they will do it. Don’t let the fear stop you from being friends with people like my dumb ass does.
I’ve been conditioned to believe it’s stupid. But when I was growing up, I was never anyone’s best friend. I was always the backup. and it hurt. I’m the opposite of you; I cling. When i get attached to someone, I cling because I’m not used to it, and I always worry that I’m gonna get left. But no, no, dear, don’t call yourself stupid. *hugs* I am always here for you