#fatalbrunet

random flirty text messages that bestfriend!hollis sends

cw : sexual texts!

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are we into the text messages? comment !!!!

holy shit i feel like morgz

formal wear.

where 2hollis and reader go to a fancy event but get held back because reader cant control themselves when seeing hollis in a tie.

cw : mdni! - established relationhip, oral, f!receiving, fingering, face sitting, dirty talk, use of pet names, overstimulation, spanking dom!hollis somewhat mean!hollis?

smoothing out my silk pink floor length dress i walk towards hollis, whos red in the face from his tie "that bothering you baby?" i tease him, walking infront of him so im in his vision instead of the mirror "you know it is, i fuckin' hate these formal events" he mutters rolling his eyes "thats sad because i'd kill to see you in a tie all the time" i grab him by the tie, making him level with me.

fixing the tie for him hollis doesnt break eyecontact looking me up and down with a mixture of pure love and lust. "keep looking at me like that and my clothes are gonna end up falling off baby" i keep my eyes from looking at him to make him more feral than he is already. the room is silent, all i can hear being hollis's irregular breathing, "am i really getting you that worked up" i let go of the tie and looking him in the eyes keeping my hands on his chest. "don't do this to me"

"do what?" i turn and bounce away grinning, i know exactly what im doing. all i feel is hollis's big hand grab me by the waist. "you okay with being late?" he whispers into my ear with a sultry tone that makes my eyes almost roll back.

i nod biting my lips as i turn around connecting my lips to his. i feel like tongue take control as if my mouth was his life support. i hold back my smile and intensify the kiss trying to dominate, that was quickly shut down with his tongue fighting mine.

i let out a soft moan and i feel his lips turn upwards, a cocky signal that he won the fight. "dress off" he pants quickly attatching his lips back to mine. i rapidly take my dress off letting it bunch up against my feet, this is when hollis picks me up bridal shower, leading me towards the bed still not disconnecting from my lips.

"you wanna tease me huh" he pants in an animalistic way, i grin knowing that i'm getting exactly what i wanted "what you gonna do about it" i whisper licking my lips bracing for what was to come.

"over my leg." he stares me in the eyes with a sense of dominance. i hesitate working him up. "now." hollis growls, which immediately goes straight to my panties, feeling them getting soaked by the second.

i nod submitting to him, kneeling over his knee "keep teasing me" his rough hand rubs my asscheek, as if it was apologising for what was to come. smack i squirm, feeling myself getting wetter, if he was to continue at this rate i'd end up cumming in my underwear.

"you never know how to behave do you?" he grumbles with a rough tone to his voice, "no, i dont" i say in excitement for whats to come "i'll fuckin' teach you"

smack he hits the same spot, feeling a sting i let out a soft moan signaling him to continue "always teasin' me." smack i feel myself getting inpatient, the suspense of him actually pleasuring me was absolutely killing me "please hollis, do something" i whisper out of defeat, "no." smack "its my" smack "turn" smack "to tease you" smack

i move my finger towards my puffy clit, trying to pleasure myself if he wasnt going to, only for my hand to be pushed away "did i say you could touch yourself" i dont respond out of frustration "did i?" he squeezes a cheek causing me to let out a moan "no, no you didnt" i pant out of breath.

"up." i immediately obey, getting up ignoring the stinging of my ass. "on the bed. ass up" he directs as he loosens his tie moving his hair out of the way of his face. next thing i know hollis is pulling down my panties, i smile finally getting what i wanted.

"all i gotta do is spank you and this is how wet you get?" he gives a breathy laugh. "fucking slut, you love it dont you." unable to speak i let out a noise. feeling a hot tongue slide into my folds i let out a pornographic moan. all the sexual frustration pented up in me immediately leaving. hollis starts flicking his tongue, getting an almost musical pace. my throat feeling sore from all the noises i was making

"just like that holli" i manage to moan out i feel a long finger find its way inside of me making my back arch up and my face go further into the matress, trying to muffle my moans i hear a pussy drunk hollis slur "think you can manage two fingers pretty?" i manage to muffle out a hesitant yes.

feeling another one of his fingers slip into me my eyes roll back as he pumps his fingers in and out of me, not stopping the way his tongue is moving for a second. "gonna cum" i pant out trying to hold it in

"cum for me baby" he says muffled not stopping even when i said i was about to explode. i let out a loud moan closing my eyes afraid that my eyes will end up popping out my head from pleasure

expecting hollis to slow down after me cumming was something that i shouldn't of expected. his fingers and tongue going faster than before. trying to say his name i end up panting some sort of jumbled up noise. fingers still pumping he removes his soaked face from between my legs.

"cumming doesnt mean im finished. you know this" he licks his lips staring at me with lust in his eyes. he removes his fingers from inside me causing me to look back at him to see him signaling at me to get up from the position i was in. "sit on my face" trying to catch my breath he lays down on the bed, grabbing my legs and pushing me down onto his face.

trying to steady myself i use my hands to steady my pleasure filled body "feels so good" i scream, feeling a wave of pleasure coming my way. cumming twice was absolutely unheard of for me. "im cumming" i shout grinding on hollis's face to make it feel even better.

my legs and torso absolutely give up and i almost roll off hollis. panting i look at his glossy face. "you taste so good." he grabs me hugging me "can't fuckin get enough of you" he grins "you wanna stay home?" i whisper, kissing him softly to be answered with a nod.

fawns notes ⌖

fawn is introducing.. 2000's small town romance between sweetheart!reader and newkid!hollis. where hollis is constantly surrounded by coffee, grills and pancakes being the son of a new cafe owner, starting a new highschool of a small town wont be easy for him especially when everyone knows everyone. will sweetheart!reader help him out?

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taking a bite out of the slightly undercooked cookie, i walk towards the couch making myself comfy between addie and kieran, who i learnt was the name of the pretty boy who asked for my number. "the hair really suits you" kieran looks at me like i hung the stars. "thank you, i think you did a really good job on the piercings too" "i cant ruin a pretty girls face can i?" he swiftly responds giving me a slight smile.

feeling my cheeks warm up i bite my lip and involve myself in the girls conversation to ignore the flustered feeling. finding myself somewhat out of place i open up my phone seeing a notification from roman.

i put my phone down feeling it vibrate non-stop, focusing on the rookie, which shiloh put on after arguing with kat for 30 minutes, the safest option.

45 minutes later.

i feel a tap on my shoulder, hearing a soft voice, kats soft voice. "babe roman just called, hes 5 minutes away." i let out a soft moan, trying to fall asleep on whoever i was currently on. feeling a rough hand move a piece of my hair away from my face, "hey wake up, cmon" i open my eyes ever so slightly to be greeted with kieran, i was on his lap. i fell asleep on his lap. i feel my heart skip a beat, feeling as if i should crawl into a hole and never get out. "shit, im sorry" i mutter rubbing the fogginess from my vision.

"dont worry about it" he says with a southern twang he grins at me. "your not from here are you?" smiling i tilt my head staring into his eyes, seeing the green specks in his eyes. fuck he's beautiful i think to myself. seeing his mouth move everything he says goes into one ear and directly out the other, i shake my head trying to break free of the trance "sorry, can you repeat that" i squint my eyes trying to not show him how embarassed i am. "moved here a year ago, my sister goes to college here so i wanted to move with her" he looks at my lips moving closer towards me. i let out a breathy giggle. "can you go out with me? sunday night?"

i smile and nod "text me" he stands up holding a hand out for me to stand up too, pulling me into a hug he kisses the top of my head. "i need to go now" i nod still holding him not ready to let go.

i wouldnt call myself clingy, but when somebody makes me feel safe, i try to cling onto that connection with all my might. "bye beautiful" with his accent that single phrase makes me want to rip my clothes off with my teeth and never let go of him. shit maybe i'm just ovulating.

"bye" i whisper finally letting go of him. as he walks out the door i walk towards my bedroom, brushing my hair getting excited for roman to see my hair. "okay spill" kat squeals jumping off my bed towards me. i giggle "theres nothing to say i fell asleep on him and he kissed me on my head" i turn around facing the mirror, too flustered to say anything else. "oh my gosh do you have a crush" addie says standing behind me grabbing my shoulders shaking me. "oh my gosh i barely know the guy" i grin seeing my smile almost reach my eyes, something that was rare recently.

i feel like ive been all up in my emotions, when all i needed was a change. i just needed to become different. not everything he called me. i hear romans chattering and i quickly widen my eyes staring at my friends. "guys guys guys do you think he's gonna like the hair" i say barely breathing between the words, it suddenly felt like i had a burst of energy. i shake my hands trying to not giggle, or burst out in tears. happy tears i guess.

i hear roman yell out my name knocking at my bedroom door. "whats the suprise its literally killing me" i walk out the bedroom grinning at roman, seeing a blonde boy in the corner of my eye. "like it?" i fidget with my fingers hoping for his approval "holy shit." romans eyes widen "you look" he stops for a moment trying to figure out what word to use. my heart hurts in fear for him to not like it. "hot." he reaches out to mess up my hair "the piercings oh my god i've never been attracted to you but this is changing my mind" i laugh shoving roman "as if loser"

i turn to hollis, seeing his eyes looking me up and down with no expression on his face. i look down and my feet not knowing if i should feel offended with his expression, does he hate it? i feel like he hates it. i shove the negative thoughts out my head, well i try my best to atleast and face back at roman whos catching up with all my friends.

i hear footsteps coming towards me "you look good" he looks down at me with nothing on his face, no awe, no disgust, nothing. "thanks" i whisper. "who did the piercings they look good" he questions biting his cheek. "a friend, kieran. a new friend" his jaw ever so slightly tenses up "guy friend" he questions looking me into my eyes a bit harder. i watch him put his hands into his pocket as if he was trying to restrain himself

i knod and turn around trying to get out of this uncomfortable conversation. grabbing a cookie i take out my camera posing for an instagram post.

fawns notes ⌖

hollis pov next chapter, sorry for not updating! chaotic few months

ask 2 be on taglist

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trigger warning * talking about suicide. - please read at your own caution

its been a week since the incident. brent coming overs ruined me. i feel ruined. broken. my apartment which was supposed to be my safe space was ripped away from me. now every time i close my eyes i remember how i felt hopeless. zoning out, staring at the wall i was posted up against, beat bloody and blue i was suddenly distracted.

a loud knock on my door threw me back into reality. before i'd been able to walk towards the door, knowing it was my friends or one of my amazon deliverys but now i'm forced to live with the thought that it might be him waiting to get his revenge. i walk towards the door with jelly like legs, wondering if i should just hide in my bed and have a full blown mental breakdown. deciding against that i try to shake off the fear but that just makes it worse.

i stop in my tracks thinking it must be brent. my breathing getting unsteady and the person behind the door getting even more inpatient. i run towards my bedroom locking myself in my room, hiding under the covers for some sense of security i hear a door open.

theres no way he got a key to my house. right?. i think shaking even more. i feel a tear roll down my cheek once again. shit he is right im a crybaby. i hear a soft knock against my bedroom door and i immediately start shaking getting flashbacks. i start crying whispering to myself "please i dont want this." i was crying at the thought of having a panic attack. how pathetic is that.

on the other side of the door i hear a voice. the same voice which guided me through panic attacks before. romans voice. "y/n? i'm here to check on you. let me in please." i wanted to. i wanted to let him in but i couldnt move. "roman?" i say my voice laced with fear and muffled sobs. "yeah its me, let me in i want to make sure your fine." he responds. "i cant open the door roman. i cant move" i finally let the sob out, knowing that he wouldnt get mad at me for crying. "are you hurt?" he questions i hear the worry in his voice even though the door. "n-no i dont know whats wrong with me roman. i cant fucking walk" i say with an unsteady voice. "are you far away from the door? i can break it down." "im going to get in trouble with my landlord roman. im on my bed." "fuck your landlord" he responds.

i feel my body shiver when he kicks the door down, running to my side taking the blanket off my body. "hey its fine, let it all out" he says giving me the biggest hug. my safe space. i let it all out, ruining my fresh lashes with tears ive been holding in for the longest time. "i cant live like this roman." i hiccup feeling the lump in my throat harden. "i just want to feel okay. i wan-" i pause not wanting to continue my sentence. i cant take roman through that i think to myself. "you want to what" he whispers into my ear not letting me go.

"i dont want to be alive roman." i hear his breathing become unsteady. i shouldnt of said that. i cant. i shouldnt. "don't say that y/n. please don't." he responds after a minute of silence. "i'm sorry." i whisper "don't say that, you have nothing to be sorry about. i stop crying, no longer feeling unsafe. roman has that aura. whenever he walks into a room that im in i feel safe, hes the closest thing to a brother that ive ever had and he sees me as his sister.

"come stay with me and hollis y/n. we both know you should be in this apartment alone." he says letting me go and looking me into my red puffy eyes. "i dont want to be a burd-" he interupts me before i can even finish my sentence. "i promise your not a burden y/n." i give him a soft smile fidgeting with my fingers i nod agreeing at his proposal. "pack a suitcase okay? you can stay with us until you feel better." he says standing up and walking out my room. "ill wait in the living room okay?" i give him a bigger smile. "mhm."

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ask to be added to the taglist! , short part

" love has treated me so, so wrong >_< "

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thinkin' bout you : a 2hollis fanfic

when a broken girl meets a boy who wont let her down what happens. no matter how hard she pushes him away will he stay?

yearner!2hollis x hurting!y/n

1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 7 , 8 , 9 , 10 , 11 , 12

status : ongoing

one shots

formal wear. ¹⁸﹢

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other

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i watch hollis roll his eyes and place my phone into his pocket. "hey my phone?" i look at him eyebrows furrowing. "i have an idea" i look at him with questioning eyes signaling him to continue "i'll give you my phone, so we both wont be on our phones today and ill take you somewhere special." with one hand on the wheel he takes his phone out of his pocket putting it on my lap. it doesnt take a lot to convince me "whatever, where do you wanna go?" "i dont know if i should tell you" he looks at me giving a cheeky smile. "please! i wanna know" i plead. "i'll give you a hint" he says eyes still on the road, "its something we talked about while shopping."

my eyebrows furrow once again trying to recap everything we've talked about. suddenly my brain finds it "oh my gosh oh my gosh!!! are we going to the studio" i squeal looking at him with pure excitement in my eyes "your gonna sing"

at the studio >_<

"i think your one of my favorite friends now hollis" i say while looking around the blacked out studio "this is where the magic happens" he looks at me with a serious face "cringe." i giggle.

"you've ever written anything?" i place my bag down on a chair and turn around to face him. "a bunch, writing is my strong suite, i just dont know how to actually do the whole singing thing its really overwhelming" i ramble on "but like as i said i'd love to sing im just scared you know?" hollis looks at me like he wants me to continue but i stop awkwardly staring at him waiting for him to respond.

"i'll help you every step of the way. i promise" i look him in the eyes for the first time ever "you will?" "i will." "you know any of the songs off the top of your head?" i knod and step behind the booth stepping up to the microphone

"you seem to replace your brain with your heart,

you take things so hard then you fall apart,

you try to explain, but before you can start

those crybaby tears come out of the dark."

thirteen songs later ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

"holy shit." hollis mutters with a taco bell churro in his mouth "i feel like i was in a trance. your lyrics, your voice fucking hell." flustered i respond "thank you" i look up at the clock outside the booth 2:42 AM "no way we've been here for that long." "how rude of roman to not call us is he not worried about us?" i yawn before laughing at his sarcasm "im so tired can we go?" i walk towards where he's sitting to grab my bag

"oh i almost forgot, my phone please!" i put my hand out waiting for him to give me back my phone. "i can't do that" i look at him eyes widening out of confusion "are you stealing my phone?" i start fidgeting with my hands frustrated at the situation "i don't like this hollis please i want my phone back." my chest starts hurting and i feel my eyes tearing up

im not crying. im not crying. i repeat to myself internally. i remember what brent called me. a crybaby. "hollis." i look up at him with glossy eyes just to be met with him shaking his head "listen i can't." he sighs "i was told that i cant please listen to me." i feel a tear make its way down my cheek. this is the second time i've cried today, i think im reaching a record fucking hell.

"take me home please." i look down at the floor and walk towards the exit pouting. why on earth am i not allowed my phone. hes treating me like a literal child, i think to myself. i open the car door sitting down trying to face away from hollis so he doesnt see my eyes welling up with tears again.

"y/n i-" i cut him off "im sorry but i dont want to speak to you" i'll be honest i didnt think i had that in me. the brutality i'd be lying if i didnt say i felt bad. sticking by my words i look out the window as he drives taking in the view.

after the strangest car journey ive ever had i layed down in my bed not bothering to wash the makeup that remained on my face. i notice my ipad on my vanity vibrating. walking towards it i brace myself for whatever it could be.

99+ twitter notifications

i feel my breathing getting unsteady, i scroll down to check the replies

shit im gonna start crying.

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guys i swear it gets happier, just be prepared for the next few chapters....

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