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hearing the crunching of leaves beneath my feet i put my earbuds in turning on kiss me by sixpence none the richer. putting on my gloves i speed walk home after a long day of school. if i could describe myself with one word it would be fall. it just described who i was as a person.

my favorite season being a season where everything was dying was ironic. but for my it was symbolic in a way. showing that after everything, everything dies, including some parts of nature.

as the song comes to an end i pull out my key and walk inside. "hey sweetheart." i hear a masculine voice making me jump "shit dad! your meant to be at work" i yelp, "they let us all off early, supposed to be a thunderstorm i was told" he walks away towards the kitchen, cooking something that immediately fills my nose.

"oh my gosh are you cooking tacos?" i place my bag down and run towards him looking at the stove to be greeted with my favorite. i look at him to see a childish grin on his face, "what else would i be making" i give him the biggest smile ever pulling his large frame into a hug "im gonna go get changed" i muffle running upstairs.

throwing off my uggs and flares i put on plaid shorts and a black tank top lighting a candle before rushing back downstairs to see dad sitting down at the dinner table.

"bad news and good news" he looks up at me before taking a huge bite. "spill you know i hate suspense dad" he puts a finger up signaling for me to wait while he finds a way to explain. "hate to break it to you but halles cafe was sold." my face immediately drops, my lips turning into a scowl. "your fucking kidding. poor aunt carol." "language sweetie" he gives me a firm look "sorry dad" i look down at my plate. "so whats the good news?" i try to sound excited while picking at my food. hearing that news made me lose my appetite completely.

halles cafe was our tradition, the only thing consistant in my life ever since mom died. its where they met, aunt carol, the old owner was like a mom to dad hiring him and being the reason why my mom and dad met, he was serving pancakes as a seasonal job and mom asked him out. he was always to scared to make a move on her, calls her the prettiest girl he's ever met. well she was atleast.

learning how to navigate through life after mom died was lifechanging. snapping back to reality i hear my dad continue. "it was sold to an old friend of mine and mom's." i feel a lump in my throat.

"thats good for him." i try to give a geninue smile to be met with a frown by my dad. "he has a son your age" i look up at him trying to blink the tears away. "nice to hear, whats his name?" i scratch the wine red nail polish off my finger nails, "hollis, i trust you to make him feel welcome" i hum a mhm before excusing myself from the table "gonna go take a shower, love you dad" giving him a kiss on his head i pick up my school bag from the entrance and rush upstairs, feeling like im about to throw up.

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short first chapter!!!!! i actually cant wait for autumn >_< ask to be tagged

fawn is introducing.. 2000's small town romance between sweetheart!reader and newkid!hollis. where hollis is constantly surrounded by coffee, grills and pancakes being the son of a new cafe owner, starting a new highschool of a small town wont be easy for him especially when everyone knows everyone. will sweetheart!reader help him out?

formal wear.

where 2hollis and reader go to a fancy event but get held back because reader cant control themselves when seeing hollis in a tie.

cw : mdni! - established relationhip, oral, f!receiving, fingering, face sitting, dirty talk, use of pet names, overstimulation, spanking dom!hollis somewhat mean!hollis?

smoothing out my silk pink floor length dress i walk towards hollis, whos red in the face from his tie "that bothering you baby?" i tease him, walking infront of him so im in his vision instead of the mirror "you know it is, i fuckin' hate these formal events" he mutters rolling his eyes "thats sad because i'd kill to see you in a tie all the time" i grab him by the tie, making him level with me.

fixing the tie for him hollis doesnt break eyecontact looking me up and down with a mixture of pure love and lust. "keep looking at me like that and my clothes are gonna end up falling off baby" i keep my eyes from looking at him to make him more feral than he is already. the room is silent, all i can hear being hollis's irregular breathing, "am i really getting you that worked up" i let go of the tie and looking him in the eyes keeping my hands on his chest. "don't do this to me"

"do what?" i turn and bounce away grinning, i know exactly what im doing. all i feel is hollis's big hand grab me by the waist. "you okay with being late?" he whispers into my ear with a sultry tone that makes my eyes almost roll back.

i nod biting my lips as i turn around connecting my lips to his. i feel like tongue take control as if my mouth was his life support. i hold back my smile and intensify the kiss trying to dominate, that was quickly shut down with his tongue fighting mine.

i let out a soft moan and i feel his lips turn upwards, a cocky signal that he won the fight. "dress off" he pants quickly attatching his lips back to mine. i rapidly take my dress off letting it bunch up against my feet, this is when hollis picks me up bridal shower, leading me towards the bed still not disconnecting from my lips.

"you wanna tease me huh" he pants in an animalistic way, i grin knowing that i'm getting exactly what i wanted "what you gonna do about it" i whisper licking my lips bracing for what was to come.

"over my leg." he stares me in the eyes with a sense of dominance. i hesitate working him up. "now." hollis growls, which immediately goes straight to my panties, feeling them getting soaked by the second.

i nod submitting to him, kneeling over his knee "keep teasing me" his rough hand rubs my asscheek, as if it was apologising for what was to come. smack i squirm, feeling myself getting wetter, if he was to continue at this rate i'd end up cumming in my underwear.

"you never know how to behave do you?" he grumbles with a rough tone to his voice, "no, i dont" i say in excitement for whats to come "i'll fuckin' teach you"

smack he hits the same spot, feeling a sting i let out a soft moan signaling him to continue "always teasin' me." smack i feel myself getting inpatient, the suspense of him actually pleasuring me was absolutely killing me "please hollis, do something" i whisper out of defeat, "no." smack "its my" smack "turn" smack "to tease you" smack

i move my finger towards my puffy clit, trying to pleasure myself if he wasnt going to, only for my hand to be pushed away "did i say you could touch yourself" i dont respond out of frustration "did i?" he squeezes a cheek causing me to let out a moan "no, no you didnt" i pant out of breath.

"up." i immediately obey, getting up ignoring the stinging of my ass. "on the bed. ass up" he directs as he loosens his tie moving his hair out of the way of his face. next thing i know hollis is pulling down my panties, i smile finally getting what i wanted.

"all i gotta do is spank you and this is how wet you get?" he gives a breathy laugh. "fucking slut, you love it dont you." unable to speak i let out a noise. feeling a hot tongue slide into my folds i let out a pornographic moan. all the sexual frustration pented up in me immediately leaving. hollis starts flicking his tongue, getting an almost musical pace. my throat feeling sore from all the noises i was making

"just like that holli" i manage to moan out i feel a long finger find its way inside of me making my back arch up and my face go further into the matress, trying to muffle my moans i hear a pussy drunk hollis slur "think you can manage two fingers pretty?" i manage to muffle out a hesitant yes.

feeling another one of his fingers slip into me my eyes roll back as he pumps his fingers in and out of me, not stopping the way his tongue is moving for a second. "gonna cum" i pant out trying to hold it in

"cum for me baby" he says muffled not stopping even when i said i was about to explode. i let out a loud moan closing my eyes afraid that my eyes will end up popping out my head from pleasure

expecting hollis to slow down after me cumming was something that i shouldn't of expected. his fingers and tongue going faster than before. trying to say his name i end up panting some sort of jumbled up noise. fingers still pumping he removes his soaked face from between my legs.

"cumming doesnt mean im finished. you know this" he licks his lips staring at me with lust in his eyes. he removes his fingers from inside me causing me to look back at him to see him signaling at me to get up from the position i was in. "sit on my face" trying to catch my breath he lays down on the bed, grabbing my legs and pushing me down onto his face.

trying to steady myself i use my hands to steady my pleasure filled body "feels so good" i scream, feeling a wave of pleasure coming my way. cumming twice was absolutely unheard of for me. "im cumming" i shout grinding on hollis's face to make it feel even better.

my legs and torso absolutely give up and i almost roll off hollis. panting i look at his glossy face. "you taste so good." he grabs me hugging me "can't fuckin get enough of you" he grins "you wanna stay home?" i whisper, kissing him softly to be answered with a nod.

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taking a bite out of the slightly undercooked cookie, i walk towards the couch making myself comfy between addie and kieran, who i learnt was the name of the pretty boy who asked for my number. "the hair really suits you" kieran looks at me like i hung the stars. "thank you, i think you did a really good job on the piercings too" "i cant ruin a pretty girls face can i?" he swiftly responds giving me a slight smile.

feeling my cheeks warm up i bite my lip and involve myself in the girls conversation to ignore the flustered feeling. finding myself somewhat out of place i open up my phone seeing a notification from roman.

i put my phone down feeling it vibrate non-stop, focusing on the rookie, which shiloh put on after arguing with kat for 30 minutes, the safest option.

45 minutes later.

i feel a tap on my shoulder, hearing a soft voice, kats soft voice. "babe roman just called, hes 5 minutes away." i let out a soft moan, trying to fall asleep on whoever i was currently on. feeling a rough hand move a piece of my hair away from my face, "hey wake up, cmon" i open my eyes ever so slightly to be greeted with kieran, i was on his lap. i fell asleep on his lap. i feel my heart skip a beat, feeling as if i should crawl into a hole and never get out. "shit, im sorry" i mutter rubbing the fogginess from my vision.

"dont worry about it" he says with a southern twang he grins at me. "your not from here are you?" smiling i tilt my head staring into his eyes, seeing the green specks in his eyes. fuck he's beautiful i think to myself. seeing his mouth move everything he says goes into one ear and directly out the other, i shake my head trying to break free of the trance "sorry, can you repeat that" i squint my eyes trying to not show him how embarassed i am. "moved here a year ago, my sister goes to college here so i wanted to move with her" he looks at my lips moving closer towards me. i let out a breathy giggle. "can you go out with me? sunday night?"

i smile and nod "text me" he stands up holding a hand out for me to stand up too, pulling me into a hug he kisses the top of my head. "i need to go now" i nod still holding him not ready to let go.

i wouldnt call myself clingy, but when somebody makes me feel safe, i try to cling onto that connection with all my might. "bye beautiful" with his accent that single phrase makes me want to rip my clothes off with my teeth and never let go of him. shit maybe i'm just ovulating.

"bye" i whisper finally letting go of him. as he walks out the door i walk towards my bedroom, brushing my hair getting excited for roman to see my hair. "okay spill" kat squeals jumping off my bed towards me. i giggle "theres nothing to say i fell asleep on him and he kissed me on my head" i turn around facing the mirror, too flustered to say anything else. "oh my gosh do you have a crush" addie says standing behind me grabbing my shoulders shaking me. "oh my gosh i barely know the guy" i grin seeing my smile almost reach my eyes, something that was rare recently.

i feel like ive been all up in my emotions, when all i needed was a change. i just needed to become different. not everything he called me. i hear romans chattering and i quickly widen my eyes staring at my friends. "guys guys guys do you think he's gonna like the hair" i say barely breathing between the words, it suddenly felt like i had a burst of energy. i shake my hands trying to not giggle, or burst out in tears. happy tears i guess.

i hear roman yell out my name knocking at my bedroom door. "whats the suprise its literally killing me" i walk out the bedroom grinning at roman, seeing a blonde boy in the corner of my eye. "like it?" i fidget with my fingers hoping for his approval "holy shit." romans eyes widen "you look" he stops for a moment trying to figure out what word to use. my heart hurts in fear for him to not like it. "hot." he reaches out to mess up my hair "the piercings oh my god i've never been attracted to you but this is changing my mind" i laugh shoving roman "as if loser"

i turn to hollis, seeing his eyes looking me up and down with no expression on his face. i look down and my feet not knowing if i should feel offended with his expression, does he hate it? i feel like he hates it. i shove the negative thoughts out my head, well i try my best to atleast and face back at roman whos catching up with all my friends.

i hear footsteps coming towards me "you look good" he looks down at me with nothing on his face, no awe, no disgust, nothing. "thanks" i whisper. "who did the piercings they look good" he questions biting his cheek. "a friend, kieran. a new friend" his jaw ever so slightly tenses up "guy friend" he questions looking me into my eyes a bit harder. i watch him put his hands into his pocket as if he was trying to restrain himself

i knod and turn around trying to get out of this uncomfortable conversation. grabbing a cookie i take out my camera posing for an instagram post.

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hollis pov next chapter, sorry for not updating! chaotic few months

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knock, knock, knock, i walk towards the door really excited for a well needed change. opening the door im greated with addison, kat, shiloh and tazmin, "y/n!" addi immediately gets me into a bear hug making me feel safe "hi addie" i say muffled whispering feeling myselg again in her arms for a moment.

i snap back to reality, my whole life ive seen like as butterflies and rainbows but being with my ex made me realise that life hurts people every day. it breaks people down from the inside until they're just a shred of their old self. "you okay sweetheart?" kat whispers into my ear trying to not embarass me infront of everyone. looking her in the eyes i see her soft genuine eyes i nod ignoring the lump in my throat.

i walk towards the bathroom next to my room everyone following behind me "piercer said he'll be here in thirty" addison says smiling at me "anyways why so spontaneous." she continues. i look at her and shrug "desperately needed a change i guess" i sit on the toilet seat grabbing the hair dye and bleach and setting it on my lap.

"if my hair fries off im suing you guys fyi" i mention, "good thing i brought weed" shiloh grins reaching into her purse to bring out multiple perfectly rolled blunts, "got a pink one just for you too babe" i giggle reaching out to get her in a big bear hug.

twenty minutes later the bathroom is filled with smoke and five smiley girls. "i still can't believe that happened" taz gets out in giggles. i stand up to say "so are we gonna bleach my hair or what" just to be met with a bunch of yeahs.

knock knock "wait that must be the piercer" addi gives me a creepy smile, "you ready babe?" taz looks at me as we all walk towards the door. "fuck yeah" i laugh out sounding like an absolute mad woman.

a bunch of piercings, bleach, and hair dye later.

looking at myself in the mirror i feel like a different person, i cant even see my old self. feeling like i need to cry i smile at my friends and the piercer that i got along with and thank them. the high was still there, smoking more as the dye was processing, then when washing out the dye, then when getting pierced.

if i told myself a month ago i'd be smoking back to back i would of called you crazy, being a social smoker was who i was, not smoking multiple times a day. the change wasnt just in my apperance, but also in my character. i was a whole new person.

"you look beautiful" the piercer who i learnt whos name was kaden looking at him i smile and whisper "thank you" i look at my friends who are looking at me with eyes. i scoff to myself hiding it as a cough. "right we all need to go get water, keep her company" kat giggles winking at me.

"righttt" i drag out. "tell me if im over stepping here but, can i get your number" i look at him scratch the back of his head looking really nervous. finding this gesture cute i reply "sure" i giggle still extremely high giving him my phone.

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filler chapter! hollis next chapter guys i swear also you'll find out what colour and which piercings next chapter >_<

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random flirty text messages that bestfriend!hollis sends

cw : sexual texts!

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are we into the text messages? comment !!!!

holy shit i feel like morgz

" love has treated me so, so wrong >_< "

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thinkin' bout you : a 2hollis fanfic

when a broken girl meets a boy who wont let her down what happens. no matter how hard she pushes him away will he stay?

yearner!2hollis x hurting!y/n

1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 7 , 8 , 9 , 10 , 11 , 12

status : ongoing

one shots

formal wear. ¹⁸﹢

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texts with bff!hollis ¹⁸﹢

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its been a full week since the whole twitter fiasco, and to say i've been a mess would be an understatement. the whole weeks been a blur of ordering takeout, not stepping outside my room and writing lyrics. i had my notepad on my bed scribbiling random lines hoping they'd make sense. i heard a soft knock at my door which broke my trance. before i could say come in a tall boy walks in immediately speaking.

"i'm so sorry y/n, you've been through so much and-" i cut him off "im not your charity case hollis. stop treating me like one" i stand up leading him back to the door, silently telling him to leave. "i dont want to hear it right now." i mutter closing the door after him reluctently leaving.

i honestly cant wrap my head around the fact that he knew. he most likely knew about what was being said about me and didnt tell me. thats not what friends do.frustrated i slammed my head on my pillow groaning.

thats it, i thought to myself. i need to change, i need to become a whole new person. i tie my hair up into a disheveled bun, grabbing a huge hoodie that would cover my face. running to the sink i splash water on my face trying so hard to look somewhat presentable. looking at my face through the mirror i see a tear run down my cheek.

i cant be like this anymore i thought to myself. it'll only hurt me more. grabbing my purse filled with the essentials i run out of my room. walking past roman and hollis without saying anything.

"y/n where-" i close the door behind me pulling up my hood putting my face down.

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whos ready for y/n to become a bitch!!!!! next chapter will be long i swear

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trigger warning * - panic attack, domestic abuse, read at your own caution love you guys x

"what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck" my chest starts tightening, whys everything going so shitty, i stumble back towards my bed, ipad still in my hands. i felt my legs getting weak making me want to crawl on the floor and stay there forever. an overwhelming sense of dread hit me, i'm going to need to face everyone, a sinking feeling in my gut.

my breathing starts getting unsteady. why on earth would anyone lie about me. lie on my name. is this was hollis was talking about. wait hollis knew and didnt tell me? a wave of thoughts hit me which made me feel even more shit. i look around my room to find anything that could calm me down but im met with nothing. everything around me seems different. foreign. i look down at my hands that are intensly shaking. a tear falls down onto my palm cinematically.

this has to be a joke. my life has to be a joke. my heart literally hurts, like its being ripped out of my body actively. i wanted to scream but all that came out was jagged sobs. i couldnt speak.

"roman" i finally say voice sounding raw and broken "roman, i need roman" i awknowledge. i try to stand up but fall down to the floor. throughout years of therapy as a child i knew that all of this was in my head. my legs weren't actually jelly. but my mind made me believe they were jelly, making it a real thing.

more tears roll down my face because of how frustrated i was. the tweets, hollis being blunt, brent. everything finally hit me, everything ive been keeping in pretending didn't exist finally came crashing down. i let people in too easy i think to myself, i need to stop fucking hell i need to really stop.

i drag myself towards the nearest wall propping myself up against it. i hold my knees to my chest to stop my tremors. i dont know why i always let things like this get to me. i hear footsteps coming towards my bedroom and out of instinct i get quiet, i stop my crying and sob silently, i wasnt even crying about the tweets anymore. i was crying about the memories

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sobbing harder i look up at brents face "why the fuck are you crying?" he got closer to my face trying to intimidate me "its like you want me to hit you" he kisses his teeth getting away from my face looking down at me like i was pathetic

"you've always been a fuckin' cry baby, always wanting attention" he punches the wall i was leaned against making me cry louder, in moments like this i always went mute and all i could do was cry. my face snapped to the side, his palm making direct contact with my cheek. i felt my face start to sting causing more tears from me. another slap. this time i could feel blood in my mouth and my cheek heating up.

crying loudly was forgotten then.

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"y/n." romans voice snapped me back to the present, tears rolling down my face i grab him and hug him, not letting go "i'm sorry." i muffle my face on his chest "stop saying that you havent done anything wrong"

roman led me back to my bed sitting down at the edge. "listen nobody important believe those bullshit tweets" he reassures me "i'll try work on something to get it taken down" his words calmed me down. i try to deflect the whole panic attack situation he saw me in "how on earth are you out of everyone the one whos calming me down now" i giggle to myself "i actually hated you" i look at him smiling "you always know how to make somebody smile" roman rolls his eyes with a slight grin. "i just have that affect on people" "yeah whatever" he smiles.

"but seriously y/n, you need to talk to somebody, this isnt healthy" i nod at him trying to stop the conversation "i dont-" i pause trying to think of what to say "i cant speak about everything yet." i mutter feeling ashamed.

"its okay to not understand what your feeling."

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ok this is my fav chapter ive written, descriptive writing WHOO, last chapter of the night. ps. PLEASE COMMENT GUYS. xx - fawn out

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i watch hollis roll his eyes and place my phone into his pocket. "hey my phone?" i look at him eyebrows furrowing. "i have an idea" i look at him with questioning eyes signaling him to continue "i'll give you my phone, so we both wont be on our phones today and ill take you somewhere special." with one hand on the wheel he takes his phone out of his pocket putting it on my lap. it doesnt take a lot to convince me "whatever, where do you wanna go?" "i dont know if i should tell you" he looks at me giving a cheeky smile. "please! i wanna know" i plead. "i'll give you a hint" he says eyes still on the road, "its something we talked about while shopping."

my eyebrows furrow once again trying to recap everything we've talked about. suddenly my brain finds it "oh my gosh oh my gosh!!! are we going to the studio" i squeal looking at him with pure excitement in my eyes "your gonna sing"

at the studio >_<

"i think your one of my favorite friends now hollis" i say while looking around the blacked out studio "this is where the magic happens" he looks at me with a serious face "cringe." i giggle.

"you've ever written anything?" i place my bag down on a chair and turn around to face him. "a bunch, writing is my strong suite, i just dont know how to actually do the whole singing thing its really overwhelming" i ramble on "but like as i said i'd love to sing im just scared you know?" hollis looks at me like he wants me to continue but i stop awkwardly staring at him waiting for him to respond.

"i'll help you every step of the way. i promise" i look him in the eyes for the first time ever "you will?" "i will." "you know any of the songs off the top of your head?" i knod and step behind the booth stepping up to the microphone

"you seem to replace your brain with your heart,

you take things so hard then you fall apart,

you try to explain, but before you can start

those crybaby tears come out of the dark."

thirteen songs later ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

"holy shit." hollis mutters with a taco bell churro in his mouth "i feel like i was in a trance. your lyrics, your voice fucking hell." flustered i respond "thank you" i look up at the clock outside the booth 2:42 AM "no way we've been here for that long." "how rude of roman to not call us is he not worried about us?" i yawn before laughing at his sarcasm "im so tired can we go?" i walk towards where he's sitting to grab my bag

"oh i almost forgot, my phone please!" i put my hand out waiting for him to give me back my phone. "i can't do that" i look at him eyes widening out of confusion "are you stealing my phone?" i start fidgeting with my hands frustrated at the situation "i don't like this hollis please i want my phone back." my chest starts hurting and i feel my eyes tearing up

im not crying. im not crying. i repeat to myself internally. i remember what brent called me. a crybaby. "hollis." i look up at him with glossy eyes just to be met with him shaking his head "listen i can't." he sighs "i was told that i cant please listen to me." i feel a tear make its way down my cheek. this is the second time i've cried today, i think im reaching a record fucking hell.

"take me home please." i look down at the floor and walk towards the exit pouting. why on earth am i not allowed my phone. hes treating me like a literal child, i think to myself. i open the car door sitting down trying to face away from hollis so he doesnt see my eyes welling up with tears again.

"y/n i-" i cut him off "im sorry but i dont want to speak to you" i'll be honest i didnt think i had that in me. the brutality i'd be lying if i didnt say i felt bad. sticking by my words i look out the window as he drives taking in the view.

after the strangest car journey ive ever had i layed down in my bed not bothering to wash the makeup that remained on my face. i notice my ipad on my vanity vibrating. walking towards it i brace myself for whatever it could be.

99+ twitter notifications

i feel my breathing getting unsteady, i scroll down to check the replies

shit im gonna start crying.

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guys i swear it gets happier, just be prepared for the next few chapters....

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ding. ding. ding.

"somebodys messaging you. you gonna respond?" a voice breaks me out of my day dreaming "oh yeah haha" i awkwardly chuckle.

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filler chapter ! uploading another one soon again guys i swear it'll be longer. dont be afraid to comment plz!! tell me how you feel about this

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