#fangrl

I ws scrolling through Simon Snow stuff and just remembered that for my computer apps class we had to create a cereal box that we got to print out and tape/glue/staple together and my ultimate reaction was to create “Snowy Basil”

I threw it away because I hated who I was back then, but I remember that the discription of the cereal was “Lightly frosted cereal in the shape of basil leaves”

I want this one moment. It’s what I want in a relationship ... it's that thing when you’re with someone and you love them and they know it and they love you and you know it. But it's a party, and you're both talking to other people and you're laughing and shining and you look across the room and catch each other's eyes; but not because you're possessive or it's precisely sexual but because that is your person in this life and it's funny and sad but only because this life will end and it's this secret world that exists right there in public, unnoticed, that no one else knows about. It's sort of like how they say that other dimensions exist all around us but we don't have the ability to perceive them. That's what I want out of a relationship. Or just life I guess. Love.

Cosima: This is what we do. I push too hard, you do things without my consent. That’s our relationship.