#fangcore

• hey. i see u clicked “read more”. i just wanted to ramble a bit ab myself i guess

• i’m a white latina, sapphic (obviously), probably cis (not entirely sure, but i’m not eager to find out; i like living my life without getting caught up on trying to figure out what/who i am, just being who i am without giving it a second thought, and i do love womanhood yk) (just like i’m not exclusively into women, but i’ve only ever felt anything for 2 men my entire life — whereas i feel something for each and every pretty woman i see, always — so i like saying i’m bisexual but i also like saying i’m a lesbian. idk and idc)

• i’m probably autistic, im almost certain, and so are a few of my friends. but i’m also not eager to get a diagnosis; i don’t care. and i’ve been struggling with chronic depression since i was a small kid, it’s… really tough if i’m being honest (teared up writing this for some reason jfc). edit: got "accidentally" diagnosed with autism while also being diagnosed with PTSD, so, yk, there's that

• i’m in med school and one of my biggest special interests is pharmacology and drugs, how substances work on ur body, stuff like that. edit: because of severe financial and family problems, i had to stop med school (during my 6th and last year, when i had already been working in several hospitals, and had to result to my English degree to work in translation to pay the bills, so.... that fucking sucks)

• the only other special interests of mine that are as strong (or maybe stronger) than that are vampires and horror movies (but i’m not a fan of vampire horror, i like them best separately lol)

• i have a “tw: drug mention” tag so beware — and pls don’t follow me if you have strong negative feelings about harm reduction in general — in fact, FUCK OFF if you're the kind of person who has anything against addicts and don't see them as sick victims in need of help too

• i think that’s all! i wrote most of this when i was 22, now i'm 24 and have been through things I've never thought could happen to me — very traumatic things, that i'm not eager to talk about. i'll keep updating this post whenever something big changes in my life.