#fanfucs

~3 Hours Earlier~

*Jimin P.O.V. *

We stepped out of van finally at the place where we would hopefully win an award. When we got inside I saw my buddy Sungjae. I haven’t seen him in a while so I went over to say hi. “Hi Sungjae! How are you doing?” I asked as I walked up to him.

“Hey Jimin! I’m good, how are you?” He responded as we hugged. I felt eyes glaring behind me but I chose to ignore it.

“I’m okay, just a little nervous. What if we don’t win anything?” I lightly pouted.

“You have nothing to worry about, Jiminie! You guys are definitely going to win. I mean, how is it possible for you not to win when there is someone as cute as you in Bangtan” he cooed and pinched my cheeks as I blushed. He put his arm around my waist, but I don’t really question it because he is just a person whom enjoys a lot of skinship. He leaned over about to whisper something in my ear but we heard a loud cough. We looked over to where it came from and saw Taehyung and Jungkook glaring at us. I shrank back slightly into Sungjae because of the intense anger in their eyes but they only seem to be angrier.

Jungkook walked up to us and growled out, “Jimin-hyung, we’re needed by the stylist noonas.” He then grabbed my wrist and started to pull me away from Sungjae, I barely even got the chance to wave goodbye. Once we got closer to Taehyung they both held me by the waist and pulled me closer to them as we continued our way to the dressing rooms.

                                ~1 hour earlier~

We just finished getting ready for the award show and still had some time to waste. I decided to get something to drink before it started. I started spacing out while I was looking for a place to get a drink and accidentally ran into something, or more like someone. I looked at who it was and instantly bowed, “Sorry! Kyungsoo-sunbaenim!” I squeaked in embarrassment.

“It’s okay, also you can just call me hyung, Jimin,” he smiled at me.

“A-ah okay…hyung,” I blushed slightly.

“So what are you doing wandering around?” he asked me curiously.

“I was trying to find something to drink before the awards show started, since I was thirsty.

“I can show you where the drinks are if you’d like,” he offered with a smile.

“If it’s not too much trouble, thank you so much hyung!” I smiled so wide that my eyes turned to crescents, and it looked like his face had tint of pink in it but I’m probably just hallucinating from dehydration.

As we ventured to wherever the place to get drinks were, they chatted and got closer. I believed that I could call Kyungsoo my friend now. That’s why when I felt a hand on place itself on my lower back I didn’t think much of it.  We finally found it and I got a bottle of water. My hands were a little sweaty since I was so nervous about the awards, so I was having a hard time getting it open. Kyungsoo-hyung offered to open it for me and I allowed him too. He handed it to me opened and I thanked him and took a sip of it. I felt his eyes on me so I offered him my water bottle since he looked thirsty. He shook his head and just said that we should head back.

We were heading back and his hand was still on my lower back but it didn’t really bother me. We were halfway down a hallway towards the dressing rooms when we saw Hoseok-hyung and Jungkook. I waved at them and they smiled at me, but their smiles were quickly replaced with frowns.

“Hello, Kyungsoo-sunbaenim, what are you doing,” Jungkook asked with a tense smile, I wonder what’s wrong with him.

“I ran into Jimin on my way back from the bathroom and he was lost so I was helping him,” Kyungsoo-hyung explained.

“Thank you for helping our Jiminie, sunbae. But, we should head back the rest of the group is looking for us,” Hoseok-hyung smiled, just as tense as Jungkook.

“Ah! Sorry guys,” I smiled apologetically, “Bye, Kyungsoo-hyung! See you around!” After I waved good bye, we started our way back to the rest of the group. Hoseok-hyung had an arm wrapped protectively around my shoulder, and Jungkookie had an arm around my waist.

               ~Present~

I was super happy! We won an award for best dance! My face hurts from smiling so much! The awards show was finally over so we started to head back to our dressing room. On the way there I ran into Jackson-hyung. This only made me happier since I haven’t seen him in a while, “hey hyung! Congrats on your win!” I exclaimed.

“HEY JIMINIE!!” Jackson cheered, “thank you! Congrats on your win too!” He ruffled my hair. I just smiled and started asking him how the rest of Got7 was doing and what promotions he had left. While he was excitedly telling me about some prank Bambam and him pulled on Jaebum-hyung he put his arm around my shoulder, and I felt eyes glaring holes at us from behind me. I decided to ignore it and pay attention to the end of Jackson-hyung’s story.

“And then he chased around the dorm for a good hour with flour all over himself!” Jackson finished with a laugh and I joined in. Suddenly he leaned close to me and was about to whisper something, but I was yanked away from him and into someone’s arms. I panicked until I realized it was Jungkookie. I leaned back into him slightly.

“Hyung, everyone was looking for you again! We’re about to leave, c’mon,” Jungkook murmured into my ear, while glaring at Jackson-hyung.

What is his problem today, why is he staring daggers at everyone I talk too! Why is he in such a bad mood? I’ll have to ask him when we get in the car.

“Ah, okay” I mumbled, “Bye Jackson-hyung! We should meet up sometime, when we’re both free from schedules,” I smiled brightly at him. Jackson licked his lips and I felt the arms around my waist tighten.

“Y-yeah definitely,” he breathed out.

“Let’s go before the other hyung’s get agitated” Jungkook steered me away and towards the car. Once we started walking away I felt Jungkook’s hand sliding to rest right above the curve of my ass. When I looked up at him his face was expressionless but I could tell he was furious.

Once we got to where the rest of the hyung’s were, they glanced at Jungkook and could basically see him seething inside but decided to leave him alone for now, knowing when the maknae is angry you should leave him alone. We started filing into the car, it was Namjoon-hyung in the front next to our manager. Then it was Jin-hyung, Hoseok-hyung, and Taehyung in the next row of seats. And finally, it was Jungkook, Yoongi-hyung, and me in the middle. After we were all settled and on our way back to the dorm, I felt a hand place itself on my thigh. I looked over at Jungkook since Yoongi-hyung was asleep with his headphones in. Jungkook was looking forward with an expressionless face. I felt the hand tighten its grip on my thigh. I leaned up and whispered in his ear, “hey Jungkook-ah, what’s wrong?” He just looked at me and tightened his hand again.

“We’ll talk about this when we get home,” he grounded out through clench teeth. I started to get worried.

Was it something I did? What did I do?

Once we got to the dorm, everyone climbed out of the car and wished our manager a good night as he drove off. As everyone started piling into the dorm, Jungkook held my wrist to prevent me from going in with the others. I titled my head in confusion.

“How do you not notice?” he sighed distraught.

“Notice what?” I questioned not knowing what he was talking about.

“The way everyone was looking at you today!” he exclaimed exasperated.

“Like they look at everyone else!” I huffed getting annoyed.

“NO! They look at you like you’re a piece of meat that they want to devour! It’s frustrating because you just let them touch you and flirt with you! You may not notice it but I DO! How am I supposed to feel when I see a bunch of guys and sometimes girls flirt with my boyfriend!?” Jungkook yelled as my eyes widened from his outburst. “The worst part of it all is that you don’t even realize it, they take advantage of you, and you don’t even know,” he sighed rubbing a hand down his face, clearly upset. I hugged him and put my face into the crook of his neck.

“I’m sorry…” I mumbled, how had I not realized? I caused Jungkook all this pain, I feel horrible. “I’ll try to be more careful, and I won’t let just anyone touch me,” I breathed out apologetically against his neck.

“It’s okay,” he sighed out and pulled away from the embrace and looked at me, “You can repay me for the frustration you caused today,” he smirked at me.

I felt a shiver run through my whole body, “how,” I said breathlessly even though I already had an idea of what he meant. His smirk widened as he pulled me into a kiss. It started off slow, but soon turned heated when I slightly opened my mouth. When we pulled away my face was flushed.

“Let’s go, Jiminie~” he pulled me inside the dorm and closed the door.

                                               ~The End~

Hoseok sat there watching as Jimin looked at Jungkook as ifhe was the most precious thing on the earth. He had a scowl on his face feelinghis stomach churn with envy. He continued to watch Jimin hug and hang all overthe maknae. As soon as Taehyung came into view Jungkook gently pushed Jimin offand ran towards Taehyung and started showering him in affection. Jimin lookedso heart broken.

Why do you keepchasing him? When I’m right here and would always pull you close.

Jimin walked over to Hoseok and frowned when he saw hishyung’s face. “Hyung are you okay? What’s wrong?” Jimin asked, upset to seetheir resident hope so upset.

“Nothing Jiminie I’m just tired,” Hoseok smiled and pinchedJimin’s cheeks. Jimin scrunched his noise in distaste but still laughed. “Hyungstop it” Jimin giggled and pushed his hyung off. As he was pushed off Hoseokfelt his heart break a little more.

“Jimin hyung!” Jungkook called and Jimin quickly left Hoseokto see what he wanted.

Why do you always goto his every call but he leaves you in pain? I would always make sure you’re happy.

Hoseok watched the maknae line play around. He turned aroundsuddenly the pain in his chest too strong. He should be used to it by now. Jimintrying to kiss Jungkook. It happens often enough. Even though it will neverhappen. Jimin keeps trying and Hoseok feels like he’s slowly being torn apartinside. Having to watch the love of his life trying to kiss someone else.Knowing that he probably will never be on the receiving end of said kisses.

Why won’t you let mehold you in my arms just once?

He sat quietly across from Jimin and Jungkook watching asJimin sat on Jungkook’s lap smiling happily at the situation right now. Thedorm to the door room opened and Taehyung came in. Jungkook quickly took Jiminoff his lap and ran t great his hyung. Jimin sat there devastated. He lookedover to Hoseok who had been extra quiet lately, which was very unlike the ballof energy and sunshine he normally was. They didn’t say anything. Just sittingin silence looking at each other. Waiting for someone to break the silence. “I’mtired…good night hyung…” Jimin whispered as he got up and left. Hoseok sighed.

I wish you loved methe way I loved you. I wish I could just get over you. I wish you weren’tperfect. I just wish that my heart will stop hearting. I love you park Jimin….butyou’ll never love me….