when someone stoops so low they cheer an abuse survivor being killed by his own abuser, and say it was a “birthday present” for his soulmate.
apparently both t.wiiter AND tum.blr want to fuck my day today. x
i’m way too fucking tired. you wanna know why i don’t reblog ma.lec? you wanna know why i can’t STAND to go into the ale.c edit tag? why i barely reblog al.ec gifsets anymore? because of these people. because they ruined it for me. i’m sick and tired of seeing infinite clones of the same icon-url type of blog posting hate on every tag in this fandom. it’s ALWAYS the same shit. and it makes me feel disgusting when i see nice m.alec edits and things because what if i reblog from them and they’re just another hateful lil shit? this is gl.ee all the fucking over again. it’s honestly sickening how people do this, cling to a ship and treat it like it’s the only thing that fucking matters in the world.
yesterday my therapist after all classified my family’s behavior towards me as an abusive relationship, and said their emotional abuse and the fact they told me all my life again and again and again and again that i was angry, impolite, rude, abrasive, uncaring, selfish, that i never do anything for them, etc, etc, etc, is the reason i can’t fully believe i’m a good person as much as i try to. GUESS FUCKING WHAT? JACE IS FUCKING IMPORTANT TO ME. until i found him, i had never identified on this with a character, it took me 20 fucking years to even have someone tell me that what my family did to me was not ok and another 6 years to finally go to therapy and have a professional tell me the same thing.
EVERY TIME YOU INVALIDATE JA.CE, HIS SUFFERING, HIS RELATIONSHIPS it hurts like fuck to me, and i guarantee you it does to other people too. this is so fucking ridiculous because guess what? JAC,E IS NOT A FUCKING THREAT TO YOUR FUCKING SHIP. so why can’t you leave him and EVERY OTHER CHARACTER AND SHIP ON THIS FANDOM THAT ISN’T YOURS alone?!! i don’t fucking get it. you guys have EVERYTHING. NOTHING is denied to you, NOTHING is taken from you, the show has done so much fanservice they are both unrecognizable for book readers or s01 fans, and YET YOU FEEL THE NEED TO STEP ON EVERYBODY ELSE.
you want fucking representation? you fucking got it. stop taking it away from other people. just because a character is not important to you it doesn’t mean he doesn’t represent others and is not important to them. you have no fucking right to decide what is representative and good and what isn’t. so STOP. keep your FUCKING OPINIONS to yourself. or at the very LEAST don’t post them in the tags of characters that aren’t FUCKING YOURS TO CLAIM. ale.c does not belong to your ship and you and what you want. he’s his own fucking character, as is ma.gnus. people are allowed to like them and like other characters too without having to put up with your BULLSHIT. create your hate blog and post on it all you like but LEAVE THE TAGS THE FUCK ALONE. it’s not everyone’s fault that you get everything you want but is still butthurt inside, and needs to hurt other people to feel good.
