∯ IT WAS ME I DID THE SHAVING CREAM SHOES AND PENIS TOWELS AND GOOGLY EYES, IDK IF SHE'S SAID ANYTHING TO YOU YET BUT I AM WREAKING HAVOC AND IDK IF I CAN BE STOPPED. EVERY SINGLE BATTERY IN THE HOUSE IS IN A HOLE I CUT IN THE BACK OF HER ARMCHAIR. TONIGHT I'M GONNA CAREFULLY REMOVE ALL THE CUPBOARD DOORS IN THE KITCHEN AND PUT THEM IN STACKS LIKE CASTLE CARDS IN THE BATHROOM. I AM LIVING

∯ I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, AND HOPEFULLY REALLY GET THIS MESSAGE TO SINK IN, IS SOME OF THE SHIT YOU SAY SOUNDS LIKE ME WHEN I WAS AT MY ABSOLUTE LOWEST. WHEN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I DID MADE IT ALL WORSE IN WAYS I COULDN'T IMAGINE, AND ALL I COULD WISH FOR EVERY DAY WAS TO BE SOMEONE ELSE. YOU AREN'T DOING WELL. HIDING IT MAKES IT WORSE. ONLY THING IS, IT FEELS LIKE IT'S FOR DIFFERENT REASONS THAN ME. I DON'T THINK I CAN HELP AND EVEN IF I COULD, I DOUBT YOU'D LET ME. FIND SOMEONE YOU TRUST AND LET THEM HELP YOU, LET THEM SEE THE UGLIEST PART OF YOU AND FIND OUT THEY DON'T THINK IT'S UGLY AT ALL. LEARN TO SEE YOU FROM DIFFERENT EYES. YOU AIN'T WHAT YOU TELL YOURSELF YOU ARE. NOT EVEN THAT OTHER SELF, EITHER.

SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY THEY KNEW. JUST BY LOOKING, OR THE FIRST THING THEY SAID, IT'S ALWAYS "I KNEW, I KNEW IT, I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING ABOUT YOU."

I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE I JUST THOUGHT YOU WERE FUNNY

∯ I USED TO THINK THAT, ONE OF THESE DAYS, YOU'D WISE UP AND FUCK OFF. NEVER THOUGHT I'D TRY TO KEEP YOU AROUND.

∯ I THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL, MAN. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GO. WHY'D YOU HAVE TO JUST VANISH LIKE THAT