#fanchon

1930 fanchon marco by Al Q

I hope one day you find out that this was unnecessary....the big break up...the tears...the yelling...the words we didn't mean. You didnt have to push me away. I accepted your crazy...but you never accepted mine. And i was really sad about it...i was distraught really. But your not the sun moon and stars..your not everything to me. In fact your miniscule...i gave you too much power. And im sorry, im sorry for making you think that you were important enough for me strip my identity. I hope you find your crazy, your unrealistic, high in the clouds girl. In the mean time I'm still searching for my queen...im not ready tho beautiful go graduate college first, get thru more break ups, learn about yourself, find yourself. I can't wait to meet you though, and i know you will make all my heart breaks worth it, even this one. I gotta stay positive relationships like these can tear you down while you have nothing, there is not rationalizion from people like you. And i hope i never see you again. But like my other exs your gonna come back, stalk me, write me and try again. I will try to push you away it won't work, you will get other girls but still say stupid shit like "i was the best" "i wont love anyone like you"....i get that a lot. That love isn't real. You knew what you had and you still chose to leave like my worst ex your venom. Your toxic. I knew it the moment I met you.