#famuly

Today was a really nice and relaxing day. I just let myself be soft and lazy. And it was nice. I got to spend time alone. And see my brother and eat food and play with the dogs and it was really good.

I had weird dreams again last night. I didn't sleep as poorly but lots of dreams. I woke up in the middle of the night had to get changed because I was both hot and cold so I put on the new robot. That's wonderful. I'm sad that I can't bring it home this time just because I have nowhere to put it but I will enjoy it tonight at least.

But I woke up in the morning and I had slept in till like 10. Not my ideal time but it was fine I don't have anywhere to be. I lazily got up and got dressed. I was wearing one outfit and I change them for the outfit of my photo but I eventually changed back into the original outfit. Because it was way warmer outside than it was in here. But I had my cereal and watched videos for a while. My brother came over to get the car from my dad so he can go to a job interview. And then my dad also went out and my mom was already gone for the day. So I was home alone.

And it was great. I got to be in the house and it was quiet and I kind of just existed in here and I eventually I got changed and I went outside to sit under the umbrella and enjoy. I watch dr. Phil and played with the dogs. Then my dad came home. And he came and sat outside with me while he ate lunch. And then eventually my brother came back. He was a little bit later than he anticipated but it was fine I wasn't in any rush.

My dad gave us money so we can go to Five Guys for lunch. My brother drove us there. And I told him the whole story about ships and what happened. It sucks I'm sad that I have to leave the job but it's nice to have everyone around me and supporting me and my decision and the reasoning behind it. And it was really good talking to him. He showed me his tooth that he had a root canal on the he never got a cat put on and it is absolutely falling apart it looks horrible and I'm very scared for him. But thankfully he still has insurance and he's under 26. He needs to get that fixed because it looks at me my Temple Health it's already screwed up but he's thankfully not going to have to pay thousands of dollars out-of-pocket for it. And he told me everything else that's been going on and I got caught up and it was nice. I love him a lot and I'm glad we got to spend some time together where I didn't feel like he was in a million other places.

We went to the park and sat across the Creek from our old house. And I took pictures of my Shelby with flowers because the whole park was unkempt and it was beautiful. Just Flowers everywhere. And he tried to do a pull-up on the monkey bars and smashed the top of his head. I won't be surprised if he has an egg on there tomorrow. But it was really nice spending time with him and telling stories and talking about stuff. Finally another family came with their big old dog and we have to pack them but we laughed. We came back home and we were all laying in Mom's bedroom with her and the dogs and Dad came in and we were just kind of a nice little family. Dad offered to order us food and right before that Steve's girl Felicia came over and it was good to see her. They were cracking each other's backs and it was horrifying but it was nice to see her.

They all kind of ate our meals separately but it was good. I kind of bounced between the kitchen and my bedroom. And then sitting in the living room with everyone else telling each other facts about stuff. I'm watching a World War II documentary in half arguing about what is appropriate to post on Facebook. It was nice being all together.

Around 9 I eventually took a long bath. And I feel much better now. I did some laundry so all of my clothes going to Jesse's house tomorrow or going to be clean which is ideal. And then I went out and sat with Mom and Steve and watch this really interesting PBS talk about reconstruction after the Civil War. It was really cool. Love learning about black history. I learned about American history like that too.