#familiar spirits

I have been a spiritless witch at the beginning, years ago, only including deities in my practice. It felt... Empty. Lonely. Not right, too. Now I can't believe in a life without spirits. They make my witchcraft whole.

This is one of the most meaningful talismans I've ever created. It is a Linked Fetish to the Altar I keep in honor of my Magistellus—my soul bound Spirit Mate. He has been with me from my earliest days, though he chose to walk beside me cloaked in flesh for 13 years. He is dearest amongst my Spirit Kith, and I trust him with my very life.

have a little spooky(ish) mm romance

(Damn it. Just now realizing that I should made it a pun. Like a love story you'll be dying to read or something... ah well.)

Nothing More Certain Familiar Spirits Book Three

Emery Elward returned to his hometown with no desire to renew past friendships, but someone is determined to draw him out of the cemetery he hides in. Trinity Creek is a magic town and no one in it is more magical than Ezra Bell. If anyone can convince Emery he is wanted and that magic is real, it’s Ezra. Emery may be stubborn, but he is about to discover that nothing is more certain than Ezra.

m/m romance

The Familiar Spirits Series

Hidden in small towns, witches live and work alongside the unaware. Theirs is a world of covens, ritual, and familiars, where some are strong enough to control the weather and others are content to read predictions in a cup of tea, but all of them are still human, and still struggle to find happiness in love. No matter how ancient or powerful their magic, all must overcome their fears to reach for who they want.

Hello Anon, this is actually the first ask like this I've seen about my synchronicities posts that isn't so critical of what I'm saying lol (or borderline calling my crazy). So this depends on the nature of the synchronicities and your view of said celebrity or celebrities I think. Some show up for me with others but not to the level of Jared and Gen.

It even drove me to try doing an astrology synastry reading to try to see why these synchronicities happen with Gen a lot for example. Because Tumblr search on the phone SUCKS, I'm going to try this when I'm at home to link to the synastry post. In short, there were A LOT of conjunctions in our chart (20 something), yet we were born over 9 years apart. The ones that stand out to me the most were her sun conjunct my Midheaven (and my Saturn); her Lilith is conjunct my ♏️ mercury, sun, descendant (relationship angle) and ♎️ Venus; my Jupiter is conjunct her North Node (guru-disciple relationship as other sources put it); and a borderline telepathy conjunction being my moon is conjunct her ascendant (also her Neptune and Venus). I believe a big part of this is because part of my mission here is to expose her dark witchy ways. Many in the spn Fandom on here and Twitter may think I'm crazy but I'm not here for social clout.

This post below, someone essentially tried to tell me to "back off", as to what their motives are I don't know. I've seen multiple asks similar to this come my way, even had 3 asks in 1 day last fall calling me delulu (and I blocked all 3 users after receiving said asks). Someone is clearly provoked by my posting about Gen, even went ahead as to say astrology must be true for once it says you're delulu (no it actually doesn't lol).

I would have to know the nature of the synchronicities you speak of, who you're sharing them with and what you feel towards them. Have you met them at any cons for example? Do their roles speak to you for some reason (or a role you haven't seen them yet but you need to see)? I've had a lot of people ask me about their synchronicities with Jensen Ackles, more than Jared actually by a long shot despite the fact I don't post about Jensen much anymore these days. My overall impression in those cases was they should meet Jensen to see WHY NOT. I say this not to be mean or anything but it just seems there's way too many women who seek out Jensen and I feel it's somehow black magic related.

With Gen and Jared's stuff, I have said this multiple times. Normally, I don't care what celebrities do. I generally have lived under a rock with keeping up with social trends and what the entertainment news says for a long time. That's why these synchronicities are driving me absolutely crazy. Here I thought (or was hoping) meeting Jared a couple times would... make it stop or calm down? NOPE, just got worse 🤣

It's funny because I first saw Jared on Friday the 13th ages ago but then pretty much forgot about him for a LONG time. The story as to how I joined this Fandom is pretty funny and fascinating to say the least. In short, I essentially was pushed into watching SPN through higher powers talking to my twin sister. She wouldn't shut up about the show. Then... suddenly, after I started watching the show, they.... stopped talking to her about it so much, even agreed to let her stop at some point during season 8 I think because of the demon tablet story line and such.

Anyways, I don't know how many of these posts you've seen of mine. People call me crazy for daring to say they read the blogs. I've had other Tumblr bloggers tell me about the wives reading their old pages and such before. Danneel made it clear she goes on Tumblr during a live video. She said something like "Tumblr is on fire right now" with the winchesters tag or something. Someone else even they were anti Gen told me during COVID they criticized Gen's uneven eyebrows. In a video the next day or so, she brought up her EVEN eyebrows. Just knowing this popular anti Jensen blogger and Jared stan account "used to be" anti Gen and seeing them kiss her ass these days makes me laugh. I think deep down she's a very good person overall, even though she blocked me after I called out her attempt to discredit the nanny article when I already clearly stated it is a weird source.... I mean, one of those "weird sources" turned out to be correct about other things like Jared being in a clinic for 2 weeks despite Clif or his brother trying to say no (LIAR!) back in 2015 via X/Twitter, so why can't this possibly have truth to it too? I even showed other comments from Facebook showing they were in fact between nannies at that time per Jared himself at the Pittsburgh con last August.

Some Anon last month tried to tell me they have ppl from their circle messaging me to feed me stuff in order to attempt to start discrediting me, and advised Jared and Gen keep close tabs on what people are saying about them, specifically said the "discourse" about them. I don't know what the purpose of trying to discredit me would be, as I'm a pretty small time blogger. Why try to discredit me if I'm just crazy or "delulu" right? I've even seen screenshots of who I KNOW for a fact is that same person message a very popular anti Danneel blogger straight up making things up I've apparently said... and this person didn't give me the benefit of the doubt by actually asking me about their claims, yet they tend to be "dubious" about other claims without proof. Hmmm... also wouldn't explain an awful lot of things they've said in the past on podcasts that shed light on their issues. I believe someone is provoked enough to try scaring me into not posting about her any longer. Again, if nothing I say is true, I'm "delulu", and no one important cares apparently, why would anyone come my way to do these things?

This would NOT explain the weird synchronicities by a long shot by the way... especially the fact I wrote about Lions Gate, Larimar being a Leo stone and also called the dolphins stone back in August (one of my crazy long posts mind you)... only for Jared to wear a ring with a dolphin AND lion on it (and the word "FREE" written in Greek style font) for his Sexiest Man Alive issue interview 2 months after I posted about the lions gate stuff and whatnot.

This doesn't seem like an unfriendly nod to me if you ask me but I could be mistaken... and I will say this outright: I 100% am convinced Jared himself has sent me some asks looking for actual divine insight about himself and other things.

One synchronicity I've written about in also referring to with Charlie and myself involving my talking about Greek letters in the "God is Greater than the ups and down" post I made and him talking about an upcoming Nia Vardalos talk merely within a couple hours after I made my post. Hmmm... I'm also pretty sure these things are discussed at least a bit BEFORE these kinda things are announced. Is someone gonna tell me that one of Gen's friends fed this Greek related info to me to start discrediting me, or that Charlie used Bemomentus' business ties to celebrities to specifically target Nia all just to discredit me all within mere hours? Lol... yeah no. Make it make sense please...

I do not at all believe he is sending me unfriendly messages on here or elsewhere with his little nods. One very curious ask I got about Jared's divine match AND if him leaving the CW was a good move for him or not rolled into 1 ask is to say the least very interesting. I received this ask within 3ish weeks of the DiDario podcast being aired. Pretty weird combo of things to ask at one time I would say.

Jared did say during the 2025 Nashcon main panel he apparently overcame his middle crisis from "about a year and a half ago through his curiosity". I say he still hasn't overcome it yet. HMMMM... we know Walker was canceled early May 2024 and he was very upset it was canceled even to the point of calling the CW cheap and "fuck it, they can't fire me again". He made it clear he was depressed about Walker ending in the DiDario podcast, mentioning he has up and down days about it. The ask I got was sometime in July I believe, again within 3ish weeks of that podcast airing. See why I believe it's very likely Jared could've came to my page and sent me some weird asks (not just that example) to "overcome" his middle crisis about a year and a half ago through his curiosity?

Gen/Jennifer on the other hand, she absolutely is provoked by my mere presence on Tumblr. I know for a fact she's even tried cursing me in recent times and that I've admittedly been under "spiritual warfare" with someone astrally attacking my sense of self worth, my looks, etc. To try making me feel disgusted with myself and unworthy. This was revealed to me by my guides to be Gen's astral self and even my son's dad's astral self. I would say they are in a way "familiar spirits" trying to act even through others I've tried dating and some random people who have attacked me in person and online alike.

I do believe Jensen even has tried taking my advice on things with closing and selling his brewery (or PMs exchanged with someone I used to talk to who apparently knows Jensen personally and I believe to be telling the truth, Rust (curiously, 10 days after I made a black magic post he withdrew from the role due to "conflicting schedules" [but he didn't seem actually signed up for ANYTHING at the time and I believe he only had a couple days left on the movie for his former role]), etc.

As for the stars (astrology) being demonic per some Christians, this doesn't explain why the 3 Wise Men used the stars to find Jesus and to save him from a king who wanted to kill the said savior because he didn't want Jesus to steal his throne. I'm sharing this because I believe another mission of mine is to provide spiritual guidance and lead people onto the righteous path for them. The main astrologer I follow, Sal from Starseed Astrology, is a Christian mystic who believes in guiding people to God not away from God (as does his wife Amari).

To be clear, I don't aim to specifically predict the future but instead understand there are in fact many possible futures in our divine blueprints... and that we see divine signs in our daily lives that try to point us in the right direction. I'm not here to try enrichening myself or anyone else. I also was never able to "know" everything about someone the second I meet them, identify things about their "soulmate" immediately, and I frankly was never able to contact so called dead relatives of people and have been asked multiple times. I believe after seeing some things from multiple Christian bloggers that this is because so called familiar spirits aren't communicating this stuff to me and that my guides are in fact truly divine. They never even claimed to be THE ruler of anything but that they are merely helpers delegated by their ruler to do the work of the true God so to speak.

When I ask things about the Pads and other stuff with why certain things took place, I always ask from a divine point of view, never what physically took place in conversations and where and such. True deities (NOT so called "deities" that are demons in disguise) and other benevolent entities actually do not reside on Earth at all, even in the astral planes. I'm aware of what Earth is and its role in Creation and such. This is why I've been told by my guides to NEVER use tools like tarot cards or pendulums to ask about where to find a lost object, what someone is physically wearing or saying, where someone currently is, etc. It seems they were conveying to me demons answer when we ask these things and were in words I would understand "familiar spirits" aka annoying demons are who tell us about these things in real time.

I believe it isn't so much the tools that are bad unless a demonic entity is attached to them but it is the intent of the guides and even HOW they advise you that says if they're of God or of Satan (Good vs malevolent if you will). Why am I saying this? Because like I said, I believe I'm meant to give divine insights and guidance to some people. I believe some of those people just happen to be celebrities, whether that's just through my blog or even beyond one day remains to be seen. I've seen this mission of mine be suggested in my own natal chart based on my Midheaven aspects and 9th house stellium/alignment in ♑️ (also including my late ♐️ moon that's conjunct my Uranus in ♑️) amongst other things.

I'm also going to be blunt here. I've read that so called psychics telling you who your future husband/wife will be end up "forcing" this connection one way or another. Christian related posts about this topic seem to align with what I've said about this to some of my dear friends. I believe familiar spirits are who spoke to Gen's psychic friend Peggy Rometo from her childhood. Told her he will be a producer, is intuitive, etc., and "forced" this connection to happen via black magic. I also have written numerous times why I believe Gen used black magic to also make this happen. I also believe that while this palm reader who spoke to Jared YEARS ago on a blind date probably at times speaks to familiar spirits also does receive divine insights from divine entities that are of God. I 💯 agree with the first Anon below, Jared was misread as being intuitive because frankly I too think he can be very naive. He may pick up on some things but his divine hearing is rather muted. The reasons for this go back to some 5th house placements of his, his Venus and NN placements, etc.

For example, she indirectly mentioned creepy box magic stuff was mentioned by her in one podcast suggesting this is absolutely true. Who the hell else besides a dark magic witch garbage dives to take an alcohol box and put in photos and such of THEIR relationship after the fact and buries it in a closet or underground? Yeah, this was discussed before I even knew Gen existed, I'm just saying...

I apologize for the long post. I say to explore your possible connection to these people, what kind of synchronicities you're seeing (and how close together they're happening), etc. Sure, we may be paying more attention to what's going on but I also am of the viewpoint that we see these things more because we are supposed to, not just because "I am closely following them and therefore am going to see more". I know us humans want tangible reasons for things and not go beyond that because that means venturing into the unknown which is harder for many of us to grasp. One of my missions here also is to show people that there's both tangible and abstract reasons for these things, and it's not one way or the other. I do say to some people things like "why can't it be possible there's a God who does act through evolution?" as atheists will say "IT'S EVOLUTION" and creationists "IT'S GOD'S DESIGN".