#false miracles

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I haven’t gotten around to reading False Miracles, but I did a bit of research just for this ask and I’ve come to a conclusion (let me know if I’ve misunderstood)!

Lexi would have a lot of pity for Sebastia. She knows how it feels to have something so inhuman put inside of you by force, something that quite literally makes you a monster.

When a new proxy joins the ranks, if they share her opinion on their boss, Lexi will help them survive for the first month. But she won’t be nice about it—she’ll make sure to tell them that their little friend behind their eye isn’t going anywhere, so they better get used to it.

But Sebastia isn’t a proxy, nor is she a lost cause like them. Despite being harsh on her colleagues, Lexi will always seek to help others escape her situation, or situations alike hers. So she would dedicate a lot of her energy to Sebastia—protecting her from her “housemates”, teaching her anything she needs to know, basically acting like her shadow to make sure nothing bad happens.

As far as personality goes, from what I understand Sebastia is a bit naive, which would bug Lexi. Not because she looks down on her, but because she knows naivety is like catnip to those who seek to hurt her. This would result in a bit of “tough love” from Lexi, even though she can’t really love much of anything anymore.

@seireitonin we are tagging you because we want you to see this.

Seirei, this is not a personal attack on you or your character, however, we feel that it needs to be said from one mentally ill fucker to another.

You do not have the stability or emotional maturity to handle being a content creator. Especially not in a community such as the Creepypasta fandom.

You’re a human being. You’re going to mess up sometimes, and we’re not going to deny that, but we’re also not going to lie to you and tell you that what you’re doing, what you’ve BEEN doing, is okay. You’re going to slip up sometimes. You’re bound to. But when you do, you also have to hold yourself accountable regardless of your traumatic past.

You can’t point fingers and throw around accusations when others try to correct your harmful behaviour. That isn’t how accountability works.

Your understanding of consent is flawed. You have openly stated that you have experienced sexual trauma in the past, and we would never hold this against you. Especially because we know what it’s like to have our trauma used against us. However, we want you to understand that experiences like those can seriously distort your idea of what a consensual relation looks like. And it isn’t your fault that you turned out the way you did, however, it is your responsibility as an adult woman to understand and correct these distortions when they become apparent. Especially with a platform as large as yours.

We won’t deny that you go through misogyny, racism, ableism, and so on. However, most of the criticism that you receive (from what we have seen) is not based off the fact that you are a minority, but rather your problematic ACTIONS and the opinions you choose to voice.

We do not stand with the hateful portion of your criticizers. We condemn the harassement that you have had to go through. However, you need to understand that as a grown adult, you cannot hide behind your status as a minority and lump all criticism you receive together as one entity as a way to discredit those of us who disagree with you in a non-racist, non-autism hating, non-bigoted way. Especially if you claim to have the ability to take constructive/genuine criticism properly.

You cannot keep getting away with making 10 minute long videos (the maximum amount of time in a TikTok video to our knowledge) on teenagers because they call you out for having a flawed view of consent in sexual and romantic relationships. You can say that you’re accepting of proper criticism all you want, but when you’re behaving this way it’s very difficult for us to believe you.

We will reiterate what Tulip has attempted to communicate to you. We hope that this is articulate enough for you to understand.

Your “nipple piercing” headcanon was an SA headcanon regardless of if you intended it to be. Denying that piercing someone’s nipples in their sleep is SA is scummy and invalidating to those of us that may have gone through such an assault, even if you PERSONALLY don’t believe it to be a “big deal”.

Touching someone’s “private parts”, even if it’s to pierce them, and no matter which private part they are piercing, without the piercee’s clear enthusiastic consent is sexual assault.

It doesn’t matter if you wrote Toby to be “worse” than Nina. It doesn’t matter if you wrote Nina to struggle with boundaries and if she got no sexual pleasure from doing that, what you wrote Nina to do is SA. And you wrote it to be a cutesy funny quirky moment, and then avidly denied its gravity in the name of “they’re both mentally ill!”.

This is not a one time thing. While we do not follow False Miracles, during the short amount of time that we did follow your content, we have seen this pattern repeat itself in your project and in your rant videos. We chose to quietly unfollow you as it was repetitive, and clearly wasn’t going to stop any time soon. It seems that we were correct.

Tulip does not wish harm upon you. Tulip has not, and will not, use your past as an SA victim against you. Hell, they even tried to explain to you what you did wrong in a private manner before you decided to put a 17 year old on blast for giving you the criticism you claim to be able to take on so fucking well.

So we ask that you give Tulip the apology that they deserve. We ask that you take a step back from the internet and your projects, and take a well-needed break. Because this can’t go on. There is no world in which this behaviour can continue consequence-free. And when you return, perhaps you will have a fresh perspective on things, and perhaps you will truly hold yourself accountable for the way you have acted.

Tulip is not the first person, nor the first teenager, NOR the first friend of ours that you have unnecessarily “called out”. Maybe others have bent to your will in the past, and that’s why you feel comfortable doing this over and over and OVER again, but we promise to you that that isn’t going to happen with us.

Drawing Sebastia in my style after so long without drawing digitally was invigorating.

Sebastia belongs to ( @seireitonin )

Go read False Miracles!!

I drew my OC (which is still in development) because I didn't know what else to draw.

SEBBY FANART FOR @seireitonin BECAUSE FALSE MIRACLES IS PEAK!!! (also hii hiii im that person from the tiktok comment section who said they would draw her teehee)

Here are the concept sketches for the FM x PotO au. I’ve been kinda in a creative rut lately (with school work and just being generally busy) but as soon as I come out the rut (and find my iPad charger so that can make digital art) there will more of this au, trust

(Pretend it says “you” after “harm” in the second picture -.-)

I am looking forward to making the Masquerade designs

Btw, should I keep the traditional Phantom mask for Toby or give him his own mask?

LMAOOO this is the funniest question I’ve ever received!

If you’re thinking like Toby calling her the N word hard r while fucking, the answer is no. But I do think he would make jokes to rage bait her while fucking

Toby: eating Sebastia out

Toby would then stop and be like “your pussy is so seasoned, must be because you’re black.”

And Sebastia would hate it but unfortunately find it funny as fuck😭