Hallo! My name is Fawn (they/she/fae), I’m a lesbian artist and writer who loves everything morbid, especially creepypasta. You can find me elsewhere here:
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I am the creator of Lexi Kills and her home CRP AU, Para-Archives! All relevant links, characters and projects are listed below.
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I have a question, you mentioned you don't really ship Cat hunter because of the creator's boundaries. But I've seen the creators of Jane Richardson and Jane Arkensaw mention their characters to be separate characters but since they're done weird stuff is that why you reacted negatively to people wanting to follow the creators boundaries. Or is the more fact they're kind of shallow characters on their known lol. No hate to you, their fans or the creators. I'm just curious why Jane gets sm heat lol. I'm sorry people were bothering you
Yeah it was mostly because I wasn’t overly sure on what to do with either version, to be honest. There are definitely aspects of both that would work for my AU, and some that I didn’t want to include, so using one and not the other was a difficult decision to make. Having both was suggested to me, but having two Janes felt like overkill to me 😭 So I used the Arkensaw version while incorporating certain characteristics from Everlasting.
Ultimately I decided to make my own version since it got confusing for most people, and that way I can fit her in perfectly with my AU!
And as a side note I wasn’t necessarily bothered by most of the asks! A lot of them just wanted clarification or would remind me they’re seperate characters as I wouldn’t specify I already knew as much. I did get a pretty scalding one once though, which is a contributing reason as to why I made my own Jane. I obviously don’t enjoy receiving hate asks so I think it was very necessary HAHA
why doesn't Jane hate Nina? Wouldn't she dislike her the most since Nina wants to be Jeff.
You'd think so, but that's actually not the case!
This is partly because Jane, despite her trauma, tries to avoid adopting a black-and-white outlook. But it is mostly because Nina doesn't actually idolise Jeff in my AU, at least not anymore.
To give a bit of backstory on Nina/Harley in my AU, she had a pretty shitty childhood that made her very mentally unstable in her teens. As a result, she was very receptive to escapism and harmful coping mechanisms, with a particular focus on gore and TCC. Through that, she stumbled upon Jeff/Killian and became obsessed with him, to the point that she created a blog dedicated to him, where she'd post fan art of him and write "love" letters (as she misinterpreted her admiration for him as attraction). Her blog became pretty popular, which is how Jeff came across it.
Jeff himself is pretty nuanced in my AU, and his actions towards Nina, while horrific, weren't initially malicious. But I'll explain that later; for now, I'll just detail what he did. Essentially, Jeff made an anonymous account and began responding to Nina's posts, which bled into private messaging. They became close friends, all while Nina was oblivious to the fact that she was actually talking to Jeff, and she eventually felt safe enough to tell him about her struggles. Which, as they closely mirrored Jeff's, made him come up with his plan.
Eventually, Nina told her "friend" about a camping trip she was going on. Jeff obviously showed up, revealed himself as her online friend and killed her father. He then convinced her to kill her mother and brother, slice her face and set herself on fire. Afterwards, he brought her to Conifer Down, where she was pressured into making a deal with The Man/Slenderman and changing her name to avoid the law. She ended up choosing Harley, as she also idolised Harley Quinn.
Jane is actually the one who led Nina to revoke her idolisation of Jeff. She didn't do it intentionally, but when Jane met Nina, the first thing they talked about was what Jeff had done to her. At first, Nina had ignored it, but as she matured, she began hating herself for what she had done, and began to understand why Jane hates Jeff so much.
Ultimately, Nina doesn't hate Jeff like Jane does—they still have some sort of friendship, albeit a complicated one. It wouldn't work without the trauma bond it's built on. And she certainly doesn't idolise him anymore. As for Jane, she feels deep pity for Nina and refuses to let herself hate her, knowing she isn't to blame for what Jeff did. That doesn't mean she doesn't hold Nina accountable for both her past and current actions, but she thinks it's pointless to hate her because of someone else.
Also, a small side note that my Jane is neither Arkensaw nor Everlasting. I kept copping heat for combining them, so I just made my own version for my AU.
I would join in on the ticcikills train but man hater lexi is my gospel...clockkills and katelexi you are real 2 me...
YURI FOR LIFE
Ship talk is very entertaining but in reality Lexi is absolutely strict as fuck when it comes to men 😭 even pre-proxy she was like that.
Jude got a pass as he’s a huge feminist and actually pushed Lexi to be more independent and let her lead what they were instead of just asking her out the second he got an inkling she was attracted to him. In Lexi’s origin he’s the only man she liked (romantically or otherwise) off the bat—even her own father had to prove himself worthy of her approval.
This is why I said in that post previously that I could see Lexi accidentally catching feelings for Clockwork despite their moral differences. Lexi already has incredibly high standards when it comes to men, whether that be for friends or otherwise, which makes it really hard for her to get along with any of them, but with women she’d absolutely be a bit more lax.
And again Lexi x Kate is already semi-canon so like. That could be a trauma bond but it also COULDN’T be, so do with that what you wish…
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It’s high time I actually start posting the foundations of my AU, so I thought I’d start with my interpretation of the Slendermansion. I hope you enjoy!
PARA-ARCHIVES
LOG 1 - CONIFER DOWN
Deep in the Pacific Northwest, there's a town. One not marked on any map. Shrouded in evergreen and fog, with timber cladding, flaking paint and dirt roads. The rusting sign tells you you're entering Conifer Down. It's old, yet nobody seems to know it—not the locals, nor the law. Stumbling across it is unusual, but if you do, it's easy to understand why.
There's something wrong with the residents.
Something deeply, yet indecipherably, wrong. They greet you with odd stares and careful words, but it's not their behaviour that creeps you out the most. Some wear masks, while some look like they should, and a rare few seem to have contracted a rare, undiscovered disease, as their left eye is in a perpetual state of severe infection. Most own the little shops dotted around, but for some of them you can never pinpoint their occupation.
From the friendlier of the bunch, you learn that the town is owned by the man in the manor—Conifer Manor, specifically—a mansion upon the peak of the hill, one of dark timber and moss-ridden shingles. The architecture is questionable, with rooms jutting out at all angles and levels towering to the sky. Sometimes, you think this town is driving you crazy, as you swear you'll wake up in the morning and notice a new—only in presence, not in quality—room mashed onto it like an afterthought.
The longer you stay, the more you wonder why you do. But there's something about this place that pulls you in. That wants to reclaim you. Skin from muscle, muscle from bone, until it weaves its roots so tight around your ribcage that you don't know yourself from the land. It terrifies you, because deep down, you know you aren't ever leaving.
LOCATIONS
Apart from the few residential buildings—most of which are empty—these are the few locations of note. Strangely, there's no school, despite the fact you swear you see children running around at night.
CONIFER MANOR - Home to the Man, the infected townsfolk and a few key others. You'll never see the inside, so don't ask. Seems to have a graveyard out back… quite a big one, at that.
SHERIFF'S OFFICE - A tiny building with only one cell that's always empty. Run by the sheriff, Mickey, and the only other officer, Harvey. Since when does the law have to wear masks?
SMILIE CLINIC - Owned by the general practitioner, Gabriel Evan Smilie; however, the residents refer to him simply as The Doctor. Staffed there are a surgeon, Dr Nyras, and a single nurse, Ann.
SMILIE PHARMACY - Also owned by The Doctor; however, only the virologist—as he calls himself—Liam can be found there. Everything on the shelves is labelled only by its function. No brands.
CONIFER MORGUE - Despite the limited number of residents, the morgue's chimney always seems to be puffing smoke… Nobody particularly seems to run this place, but one of the infected townsfolk, Lexi, is often here.
SPARROW BEAK INN - A humble inn by day, a drinking hole by night. It's a weird place—residents drink themselves into an early grave every night, yet seem fine the next day. Run by a nice, but often sad-looking, woman named Jane.
CONIFER GROCER - The only place you can buy the essentials, besides the gas station. Selection is pretty slim, but the owner—Samuel—explains that it's because the exports take ages to come through. Weird.
CONIFER GAS - The single gas station in the entire town that doubles as a merch stand, although the shelves are pretty barren in that regard. Sits on the outskirts, just by the town sign. Staffed by a man named Benjamin who never looks up from his PSP.
THE CHURCH - A small church that is mostly barren apart from a troubled woman, Dina, and the town's pastor, Father Liu. He somehow seems even more troubled than his helper.
CONIFER AUTOMOBILES - Despite its name, no cars are sold here. But they are certainly fixed there—at least, the only two that you've ever seen in town. It's run by a scaldingly sarcastic woman named Nat.
PINE CONE FARM - The grocer's owner, Samuel, lives here. It's the sole producer of all of Conifer's fresh goods. When not at the morgue, Lexi can often be found here.
LUMBER YARD - Presumably how this place makes its income—if there was ever anybody there. Trucks of timber litter the yard, yet never go anywhere. It always reeks of blood here. Weird.
RESIDENTS
Some characters use aliases for various reasons, which is why their names differ from their original names.
The Man (Slenderman)
Mickey (Masky/Tim)
Harvey (Hoodie/Brian)
Toby (Ticci Toby)
Kate (The Chaser)
Lexi (Lexi Kills)
Hunter (Cat Hunter/Rodrigo)
The Doctor (Gabriel Smilie/Dr Smiley)
Dr Nyras (Jack Nyras/Eyeless Jack)
Nurse Ann (Ann Lusen Mia)
Liam (X-Virus)
Killian (Jeff The Killer/Jeffery Woods)
Jane (Jane The Killer/Jane Sparrow)
Harley (Nina The Killer/Nina Hopkins)
Father Liu (Homicidal Liu/Liu Woods)
Nat (Natalie Oulette/Clockwork)
Benjamin (BENDrowned)
Helen (Helen Otis/Bloody Painter)
Dina (Dina Clark/Judge Angels)
Jonathan (Jonathan Blake/The Puppeteer)
Sally Williams
Samuel Laffayete (Shattered Sam)
Each character will be explored further in separate posts!
Hii! I really like ur art and your one of my biggest inspirations, I have improved both my writing and art thanks to you!!, im still much better at drawing traditionally, plus I don’t have an iPad or anything like that to draw on other than my pc, I wanted to ask what app and device do u use to draw? I hope u have a great day !!
Sorry for any mistakes or if you don’t understand what I said English isn’t my first language but I still hope my question was clear and understandable!
Hi, thank you so much! It always makes me so happy to know that I've inspired someone creatively :)
Most of the time I use Procreate on my iPad, occasionally Clip Studio Paint (although I haven't posted anything that I've drawn on there). Sometimes I'll draw traditionally and then go over it on Procreate, but that's pretty much it!
I hope this helped, and if you want any more tips just let me know!
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I really want to give Masky and Hoodie different names in my AU (not Tim and Brian, since they're separate people) for the sole reason that they'd tell Lexi their names and she would immediately be like, "I'm not calling you that".
Maybe she gives them nicknames. John Mask and John Hood.
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How to not stereotype Tourette’s (from someone who has it) PART ONE
PART 2 | PART 3
I felt inspired to write this post because a lot of people will write characters like Ticci Toby in an unfortunately stereotypical way, especially with the types of tics they give him and how they are portrayed. So I wanted to make a guide to hopefully help people change that!
This will be long, fair warning.
HOW TICS FORM:
First off, tics can develop for many different reasons when you have Tourette’s. Sometimes they come about randomly, sometimes they’re connected to something you do. (For example I developed tics from drawing and playing mobile games often, as well as due to certain conditions such as sensory processing disorder.)
They can also change over time. The tics I have now at 19 are very different to the tics I had at 12. Some can last for a very long time (like how I’ve had a nose scrunching tic since I was a young child) while others can form and disappear over the course of a few months to a few years.
The severity of your tics can change over time as well. You can have periods of only having a few minor tics to then developing many much larger more noticeable tics, then back to minor ones. This of course changes from person to person depending on the severity of their condition. Some will have minor tics for the majority of their life and others may have debilitating ones, others a mix of both. It’s very fluid and presents in many different ways.
HOW TICS CAN GET TRIGGERED:
Now, as for how they get triggered, that can be for many, MANY different reasons. Tics in general can be very sensitive and can get triggered from just talking or even thinking about them. They can also get worse with stronger emotions, louder environments, or stressful situations. Many are present all throughout the day, but certain tics will only come about under certain conditions.
For example, I have developed a tic where whenever I am drawing with my tablet I will press my pen down into the screen as hard as I can (yes, this has damaged both my tablet and my pen 🥲). It doesn’t happen when I’m writing, or when I’m drawing on paper, only when I’m using specifically my drawing tablet.
But there are many other minor things that can trigger different tics or make the constant ones get worse. Some people will get triggered from certain lights or sounds. Sometimes even certain colors can be a trigger! It can all get very specific and I heavily encourage you to do your own research if you want to include tics like that in your story/character/etc.
