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It has been so cool. Less humid. Absolutely gorgeous. Dare I say, Autumnal! And then today! Today is cool, gray, breezy … leaves are spinning in the air! It’s making me feel all Halloweeny and ready to decorate the porches with witches and pumpkins!

Ok but what the FUCK is going on

last night, i watched first cow . i'll let it settle for a while, then i think i'll watch river of grass sometime next week

i dreamt a whole lived existence, a version of a version of my own life, but it included the end. i saved another's life, i was betrayed, i was in love, i died in a room with old claw-foot chairs covered in worn pink velveteen

today starts a month of intense anniversaries for me. moments when this lived existence turned and turned again

tonight, i'm going to eat orange peel beef in a restaurant, and read a new library book about color

i'm running late now, but i don't want to go

Don't forget to start prepping your autumn booklists, recipes, playlists, and watch list!