#fallen hard

For you will always be my Lo & I your middle aged common man with a cigarette between my lips. I'd sit at an old creaky wooden desk with a pen & paper to scrawl on. A cup of tea always piping hot that you would keep filled to the brim. A packed briefcase full of old love letters addressed to your father the sea king tucked away in the corner where you always look, but never see. You left a castle to live in a ranch style cramped home full of love & unspoken words that warm us at night. Your brown eyes pierced through me to a place that was warm. Our love blooms as full as your garden outside. But this is just a dream. And you're not mine.

Man do I just wanna make you mine and just spend time with you and to hold, but don't know if you feel the same damn got me hooked on you...... If only I knew how you felt about me or if you felt the same

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Only thing keeping me going right now is my baby. I love him so so much whenever he looks at me and smiles my heart just melts 😍😍