hi sorry for being gone i was like, super depressed for a while, ive made quite the recovery for a week. i’ve stopped putting myself in so many stressful situations. i need to relax. everything will be okay.

i won’t bring up anything private that happened specifically because i wish those people well and i wish not to involve them in my ramble or specifically drop any names for the sake of leaving people alone

but i’ve definitely become better in terms of what i need to work on, this isn’t a post that dictates i’ll be like, returning to full time posting. i still need therapy but soon over this summer you’ll see me be a lot less “lay in my bed all day” and more mentally sound if i can :)

thank you!

hello, my name is failboat. or.. i think it is.

recently, i woke up in TNT Town with zero memories.. except that i lived here at one point, and that it's all been reduced to rubble.

i'm using tumblr as a platform to keep my thoughts straight during all this, it's really the only place i can see myself being able to keep an internet diary, and hey, maybe allowing people to ask me stuff will help me regain my memories.

rules...?

i am not a robot, if i don't respond immediately, or feel uncomfortable with your ask, i may not respond.

do not send me nsfw or gore... because why would you?

i may not be active here because sometimes i'm focusing on wandering around this place, ok? i'm looking for clues on how everything got this way.

feel free to ask me anything about myself, though, i may not have informed responses. i only remember so much.