#fadingkai

Send me a ■ and the muse will say aloud the first thing they think internally about your character.

I'M HURT!!!!!!

   1. Kissed a girl?

Yes.

   2. Kissed a boy?

Yes.

   3. Had sex in public?

Ha...yes....ahem.

   4. What’s your religion?

I believe in God sometimes.  

5. What does your URL mean? 6. Reason you joined tumblr?    7. Do you have any nicknames?

Ko, Kyung-ah, Little Red, Koko, Asscat, Kitten, Prince

   8. Do you like bubble bath?

I only take bubble baths

   9. Kissed in the rain?

No.

10. Dyed your hair?11. Soup or salad? 12. Vegetable or meat?13. Go out drinking? 14. Smoke cigarettes?15. Smoke weed?

No.. Roman never did the thing with me.

   16. Do any hard drugs?

Have before.

   17. Have you had sex today?

No.

   18. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

All the time.

   19. The relationship between you and the person you last texted?

Chanyeol is my best friend.

   20. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yes...

   21. Skipped doing homework to play a video game?

No. I was a nerd in school.

   22. Tried to commit suicide?

Once.

   23. The last time you felt broken?

Very recently.

   24. Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?

I didn't have to but I did.

   25. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?

I consider him to be mine. And only mine.

   26. Do you have Long hair OR short hair?

Short.

   27. First thing you notice to a guy/girl?

Their hands.

   28. Do you sing in the shower?

When I'm in the shower alone yes--

   29. Do you dance in the car?

No.

   30. Where were you yesterday?

Work..

   31. Ever used a bow and arrow?

No but I want to learn!

   32. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

I got an award in culinary arts once...so then.

33. Do you think musicals are cheesy?34. Is Christmas stressful? 35. Favorite type of fruit pie?36. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?37. Do you believe in ghosts?38. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?39. Take a vitamin daily?40. Wear slippers?

I have slippers that look just like bear feet...

   41. Wear a bath robe?

No.

   42. What do you wear to bed?

Here recently nothing.

   43. Do you want to get married?

Right now, no.

   44. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes!

   Relationship preference:

Boys preferred but I do like girls.

   45. How many relationships have you had?

Two.

   46. How can I win your heart?

You can't.

   47. What makes a great relationship?

Trust.

   48. Shy OR open?

Open.

   50. Religious OR non-religious?

Non-religious.

   51. Caring OR non-restricting of you?

Caring.

   52. Straight edge OR non-straight edge?

Non-straight edge.

   53. Piercings OR no piercings?

Piercings.

   54. Tattoos OR no tattoos?

Tattoos.

   55. Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?

i'm not gone anymore—i just thought you'd like to know that.

you really liked me, right? did it break your heart? did i psychotic break it?

nine to ten months ago, you were it for me. you had just landed on earth. i felt the same fucking way.

i love you. i don't know. never told you that before. felt like you deserve it—finally.

i'm sorry i fucked it all up.

i'm sorry i never told you i loved you. i was scared.

so if there's any benefit that nine months of forced rehabilitation has given me, it's saying these things.

left the part out about me blowing the alien who sleeps on my couch in therapy sessions. got out on good behavior and cooperation—if you'd believe me capable of doing either of those things.

then again it did take me about ten months.

being that i probably have no right in dropping the word 'love' on you—i've always had a lot of nerve—maybe i should just sort of disappear permanently? i loved* you. there that’s better.

i'm sure you've got great healthy-minded people in your life now. maybe even a lover. one capable of loving correctly.

i want my keys back. i need a place to stay that’s mine.

i am staying with a man named jason right now. he's definitely not all he says he is, but i let him think that i believe the lies. you know how these games are usually played.

i think that—maybe—i haven't changed much at all. so drop the hopes you’ve perhaps had.

and forget about me. for good. i know you. you’re all nostalgic and smiley.

goodbye, baby boy. live a stable, irrelevant little human life. that white picket fence kind of thing.

How dare you!!!!!!

Send me a ♬ and I’ll create a five song playlist from my muse to yours

-- "Blame Caelum"

-- "Robbers" - The 1975

-- "Flume" - Cœur de pirate

-- "Slowdance on the Inside" - Taking Back Sunday