#f.stella

🍻+ “ who are you, really ? ” // felix 

what a fucking question. were he sober, the answer would be felix geller --- a not particularly clever avoidance of the question’s implications. but with a little (or maybe a lot) of booze and a few unmentionables in his system, this question cannot go unanswered, no matter how much he may regret it after the warm buzz in his head has settled to a dull and throbbing headache. 

“Who a-am I?” he lets out a heaving sigh as he tries to gather the racing thoughts. there are so many funny ways he could respond, but every half-formed punchline evades him for a much less lighthearted answer. his tongue, loose with vodka, works against him.

“---I-I’m a failu--re of a wr--iter. Everyo--one I’ve ev--er loved has di--ed in fro--ront of me. I ca--an’t keep my l-lights on. I can’t st---op do--ing drugs----” 

this is an old-ass meme || felix || @scvrpions 

“St–ella i-s a g-good friend.” 

force my muse to spill their secrets x || felix

🖤- for something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

“I th–i–ink th–a-at’s ob-obvious.”

force my muse to spill their secrets x || johnny

🖤- for something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

“Now I guess this is gonna sound a little cheesy, but — “ 

for every ⭐️ I get my muse will say something they admire about yours x || @scvrpions​|| felix 

“Uh–” 

“Sh–e ha–as r–eally g-good taste in m–usic.”

for every ⭐️ I get my muse will say something they admire about yours x || @scvrpions​|| johnny

“Just one? Now that’s nearly impossible.” 

“Hmmm — She’s got this real hollywood starlet kinda feel to her. Like Grace Kelly or some lady like that. Really captivates the whole damn room when she opens that pretty mouth of hers.”

for every ⭐️ I get my muse will say something they admire about yours x || @scvrpions​|| adam

“She’s an awfully good listener, really.” and a great keeper of secrets–but that doesn’t seem too much like a compliment a priest should be bestowing on a prostitute.

for every ⭐️ I get my muse will say something they admire about yours x || @scvrpions​|| andy