#f.facts

drunk honesty hour!! 

“Oh no.” he’s giggling, a palm pressed to the side of his face and edging closer and closer to cover his eyes ( which are bloodshot and puffy ). his cheeks are radiating heat, the splotchy pink spots traveling down his neck and into the collar that his other hand is tugging at. suddenly, it feels tight. 

force my muse to spill their secrets x || felix || @casimirwolff

🖤- for something they secretly wish they could do with your muse 

his brows knit together in discomfort. the words that come to mind aren’t quite… correct. they don’t encompass the nuance that lies between i want him to be my friend and i think there may be more to it than that. what felix geller wants is somewhere so deep in that vast void of unknown that he isn’t even sure a word for it exists— 

he has considered the possibility more and more that this is some side effect of being newly alone, but current habits leave little room for self reflection. so, he lingers in limbo.

“I wi–ish we c—ould f-figure thi–ings out wi–thout c-caring what it m–eans.” 

force my muse to spill their secrets x || all

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike || andy

“I mean, this is kind of a dumb answer, but I talk a lot of shit on, like— intimacy, y’know? Not like fucking, like… having someone around who you trust all the time.” 

“That’d be pretty cool.”

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about || felix 

“Wh–en I wa–s fi–ifteen I stole a b–bottle of w–ine from my pa–arents.” 

“I go–ot drunk and br–oke my a-ankle.”

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about || andy

“Every night before I go to sleep, I check under my bed for monsters.”

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others || johnny

“I think I could win a goddamn award for braiding a busy-bodied little kid’s hair.”

🏹- For a talent they wish they had || adam

“I’ve always sort of wished I could do something like… well, like sing or dance. Something performative. But then — even if I could, I don’t think I’d ever do anything with it.”

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone || johnny 

“One day, I’m going to get a knock on my door and it’s going to be my ex old lady. She’s going to tell me she’s real tired of being a grown up and that it’s my turn to be a dad.” 

force my muse to spill their secrets x || felix

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs

“One d–ay I wa-ant to go ba—ack to s–peech therapy.”

force my muse to spill their secrets x || johnny

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

“When I bought my first real car — an old Shelby — I crashed it less than two days after I got it off the lot.”

force my muse to spill their secrets x || adam

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

“Smoking cigarettes really is one of the best of the small pleasures, isn’t it–??”

force my muse to spill their secrets x || andy

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

“I used to sneak out in my backyard at night and sleep under a tree. Man— I don’t know why the fuck I did that, it was miserable as fuck.” 

force my muse to spill their secrets x || felix

🖤- for something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

“I th–i–ink th–a-at’s ob-obvious.”

force my muse to spill their secrets x || johnny

🖤- for something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

“Now I guess this is gonna sound a little cheesy, but — “ 

ask my muse any question, but they can only answer yes or no! x || felix

“No.”

ask my muse any question, but they can only answer yes or no! x || johnny 

“Yep.”

ask my muse any question, but they can only answer yes or no! x || adam

“No.”

ask my muse any question, but they can only answer yes or no! x || andy 

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! x || all 

biggest turn on || felix 

his eyes squeeze shut so hard that it causes a dull ache behind them and when he finally opens them back up, his jaw is pulling off to the side again —- he could blame it on the ( rare ) sobriety, but really, he’s just embarrassed. “I — uhh — l-like wh–hen sh–e’s i-in cont–rol.”

biggest turn on || johnny

“Now I know it’s a little… mean soundin’, let’s say… but I love it a girly knows I’m in complete control. Y’know — the lord giveth, the lord taketh away kinda thing.” did he just ?? refer to himself as god ??

biggest turn on || adam

his fingers knit together tightly, cheeks flushing a splotchy pink. even on his weekend escapades, he’s a bit tight-lipped about this sort of thing. doesn’t feel proper, or something silly like that. “I’m not very–er, very adventurous or anything, really,” 

“I think it’s really just… being there, to uh– provide, er–pleasure, I guess. Yeah.”

biggest turn on || andy

“Look — judge me if you want, but I’m just really into feet—” she can hardly finish uttering the words before a laugh comes spewing out. 

“DAMN.” Questions for Muses. x || all 

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears? || felix 

felix’s worst nightmare is more like a memory. when he was eighteen and on spring break ( his first spring break as a grown up college student ), he found himself sitting between the dead bodies of his mother and father with only a faceless stranger to blame. it was supposed to be a run of the mill break-in. 

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears? || johnny 

call it cliché, but above all else johnny fears that way that he can literally feel himself grow older as each day passes. no longer is he that sixteen year old cowboy — he’s an old man now, who has to buy expensive cars to compensate with how useless he’s growing to be.

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears? || adam 

when one lives in complete and total secrecy, the fear of one wrong person finding out is nearly all consuming. forget trusting anyone — and absolutely forget ever feeling truly at ease with those few you were stupid enough to believe would never tell. 

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears? || andy