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유 :A role-play related instance that you regret/are ashamed/not proud of?

A few. I get too clingy quite often and since 99% of the time it’s a one-sided thing it ends in conflict, which I’m trying to avoid, but it still happens sometimes and I feel awful about it. (But the heart wants what he heart wants.)

♀ :A trope you catch yourself falling back too often?

Definitely Omegaverse. #noregrets. 

☿ :A trope you dislike?

Gender swapped things. 

✉ :On average, how long does it take you to write a reply that you’re pleased with?

Really depends on the plot. If I’m in a good mood, my mom’s not around to growl at me for using my keyboard and I like the plot… mmmm about 3-10 minutes? Depends on the length, really. Some days, I can throw out replies faster than the wind, but sometimes I have to think more than usual or need to see how I can write my thoughts into 5 paras. 

✔ :What drew you to the character you currently play? What types of characters are you generally drawn to?

Already replied, but will sum up. Loved Crowley, but was scared, but got talked into it despite thinking I would suck and I did, but then I got better and ahhhh, it’s the suit, the accent, the actor, the sass and the sad/dark past. I’m usually drawn to the opposite of Crowley. Soft-spoken, nervous little cuties with dark/sad pasts tho, who just wanna be loved….. ehe, okay Crowley’s my kinda guy anyway, but the snark and confidence surely isn’t what I usually look for in a character I wanna play, because I’m neither confident nor sassy. 

☯ :Greatest challenge to writing your character?

The sarcasm. And well, the way he speaks. Most of the time I feel too dumb to write him properly. 

✯ :A head canon someone else has inspired you to adopt?

Not for Crowley but for Chuck (I play Chuck, too.) Rob and Richard mentioned to me that they think Chuck is God’s vessel and I just.. it made so much sense when they explained and I just had to agree and love it and adopt it. I’m thinking what to say for Crowley, but I’ve actually inspired others to adopt head canons of mine, hehehehe, so... uh......ummmm.... idk really. I’m proud to say I thought of all my head canons myself. 

➳ :Do you prefer writing on your own, on tumblr/a forum, or on an IM platform? Why?

Tumblr. Definitely tumblr. The thing with chatzy and such is, that just because it’s not plotted out a lot and the replies are short, people think they don’t have to be IC or put effort in their stuff and that drives me crazy. I love love love group chatzies in which everybody’s a bit crazy, but I’ve seen things I’m never gonna be able to forget and that more often than I saw nice things. On tumblr, people know others are watching and they’re expected to deliver replies that are at least kind of quality. Past tense, grammar, not *slaps u* i h8 u. And I’m a very visual person, so I love tumblr for the blogs and the way writing looks, tbh. Most blogs are quite pleasing and make me happy and then I can write better. 

▲ :What sort of information do you like to see on someone’s role play page that helps you determine whether or not you would want to write with them?

If it’s an OC, it’s their story, who they are. I need to know how my muse could possibly meet with them, interact with them, Friends or foes, etc. 

In general, all I need is some OOC info though. Like, uh, how old is the mun, what do they like and dislike, are there triggers I gotta be careful of? Do they smut? Yeah, ik ---ew smut person. Thing is, I like writing smut and I get excited for it when a shippy thread’s going slow. I love slow burn love, but I need to know whether smut is a possibility when the chemistry is a yes. There’s only a few things that’s worse than being excited for something and then to find out i won’t happen. In general, the more I know about the likes and dislikes of the mun, the better. 

▼ :Are there popular head canons for your character that you disagree with? Why?

Yes. So much yes. The whole Crowley only likes hurting, torturing and abusing (raping) people thing. Ugh, I’m so fed up with being pushed into that. There’s so so so s much more to Crowley, but many people don’t wanna see it just to be able to request fanfics or threads with him doing just that. He does love torturing and hurting and manipulating people, I’m not denying he’s a sick little King, but that’s not 100% of who he is. 

✈ :What do you think is your reputation in your role-play community?

Am not sure I do have a reputation? I’m just a Crowley among many and I’m not even that good. (I’ve been writing him on here for 3 years and I’ve almost reached 2000 followers, but that doesn’t really mean much.) I’ve just recently been told tho, that my blog and writing is very intimidating. I actually haven’t been told that in a while and I hoped those days were over, but.. yeah, maybe that? Altho it depends on where you ask around, really. 

⌘ :Where do you get some of your inspirations for plots/head canons? Offer an example, if possible.

Often it’s the stuff I would like for myself. I twist and pull until it works for one of my muses. Other than that it’s movies. Sometimes it just clicks and I get nice ideas. Or it’s books, fan fiction. Like, for my wonderful life verse, I’ve gotten the idea from the SPN ep 2.20 -- What is and what should never be. For my basic Omegaverse and for the Hellhound Crowley verses/plots, it’s a destiel fan fiction I once read. The first fan fiction to make me cry and shudder and hurt so much I got physically sick. I loved it. I’ve been dying to write something similar, actually, but it either gets changed so much during plotting that it’s a 100% different plot or the people left me.

ღ :What sorts of plots/characters/scenes do you have the most difficulty writing, and why?

Cruel, cold Crowley. Characters who are unable to love and feel. Difficult are action scenes, fights and such, but I’m getting more comfortable at that. Things that are OOC for Crowley, but needed for plot/my partner’s wishes are difficult, too. Doable and I do them, but difficult. 

☂ :Spread some love: mention someone you’ve met that has influenced you or your writing in a positive way, and explain how.

3 people. Uh. @cmptybound for sure. I’ve never thought I could ship Crowley with a lady, mostly because I’m into slash m/m stuff, but also because there’s only few female characters I actually like on television. But since meeting them and writing with their Ellen, their Karen and their Billie, I’ve changed so much that I’m full-on shipping Crowley with all the ladies (although her ladies mostly because xR is awesome and I love her and her muses lots).

@enduringcaptain. I have never had a person accept my head canons for Crowley that quickly and like.. without any form of protest. Quite the opposite actually. No matter which of my muses, they never complained, they never argued, they listened to what I had to say, they thought about it for a minute and agreed. I’ve never had anybody accept Crowley as a dominant bottom right away before, not without explaining and pointing out stuff and poking and crying and groaning. You just make my day, ok. Every day we write.