A cold and broken hallelujah

//I quit tumblr rp.

The reasons why can be found in [this post], which is a drunken mess but it spells out everything I wanted to say so... I’m not gonna remove it, re-do it, or proof read it... because I cba to do that last one especially tbh.

The blogs won’t be deleted, they will still be there, just archived I guess. We can still chat and rp on discord, although I still won’t be very active tbh. Life be craycray, yo.

Basicallt...

I have too any hobbies..

I love gaming, I love cosplay, I love drawing and doiung art stuff. So I’ve beeen focussing on that tbh. I was slowly falling out of love of roleplaying and it was adding unnecessary stress to an already kinda stressfull life. Some parts were enjoyable but there was a lot that felt more obligatory than hobbyish (whoa I spelt obligatory correctly while intoxicated wtf fancy that). So I slowly... dropped it. And Im sorry for not saying goodbye or anything. But I come home from work so tired as it’s basically underpaid manual labour, plus extra bits that theyn want me to do because I ‘owe’ them for giving me a aprrenticship. so I havent had time to write because one high wuality reply takes me like... an hour to write. Which is time I dont have anymore.

So like... long story short, I’m gonna have to quit tumblr roleplaying if I want to go forward with my career....Whcih I really.... REALLY want to do. I want to become a world renowknowned horticulturlist. 

HOWEVER.

I do miss the roleplay partners that I have gotten close to over the years. You have become some close friends and I;m truly sorry for disappreaing without saying anything. The people from here that I am closest to are on my discord anyway, so if you want to roleplay or chat with me on discord, then please, P

So please contact me on discord. If you belive that we have gotten close and never got round to connecting on discord, please send me your details (im currently too drunk to remember, god im sorry) and we can roleplay over discord WHEN... I have time. I;m sorry but with my career and my chronic illnesses making me as low energy and fuckin possible, it’s hard. But I want to try for the people that have been my friends for years and have been there for me. 

Again. Im sorry for disappearing. It;s been a stuggle. But I truly do love you, I miss you, and I want to keep being creative. I mght not be able to do it over tumblr anymore, but I wont delete my blogs so they will always be there for reread purposes. I will cosplay on tiktok as I really enjoy it and it;s quickish for me to create, and I’m willing to rpoleplay over discord when and if I have the chance. 

I love you, I;m sorry, and I guess... Goodbye?

Nos da,

The sight Crowley opened the doors to was something quite enchanting. 

Enrobed in his pink and silver gown that slightly pooled around his ankles, Samandriel twirled and moved his body to the slow and sensual music drifting from the gramophone. His hips swayed from side to side, his body contorting and twisting in ways that boasted his flexibility. Eventually, he caught sight of Crowley through half-lidded eyes and smiled, but didn’t stop dancing.