#expectingtheworst

And with less than four hours of sleep, I'm back here at work. May the force be with me. Bring it on Tuesday! 💪 #ExpectingTheWorst #DoOrDie #LetsDoThis (at Eastgate Centre 169 EDSA,Mandaluyong City)

what a silly girl i am to still have hope in people who shouldnt have it. i will forever miss the ones i thought i knew. i had a great 18th by the way, thanks for asking..or wishing..or telling.. so kind. so kind. now i know that it’s really time to move forward. for the best. 

Lyrics i find it hard to believe that you ever cared about me, you disgust me.  i still remember the time and the place  and the smirk on your face when you forever changed me.  in a bad place but i'm recovering.  its a sad place for social stuttering.  i know i should forgive you but you know its like they say  people never ever change so i suggest you stay away.  i took your pictures off my wall  and it didnt hurt at all.  it wasn't hard and it felt right.  it must be something that i lack  compassion or a heart intact  i was bored and you were right.  i had a feeling that something was up  we stopped talking everyday  you were busy  it was strange  i went from seeing you almost everyday  to seeing you sometimes at shows but hardly ever said hello.  now that i think about it  i guess it was stupid  all along you were dropping hints  i refused to accept them  whats really going on?  i took your pictures off my wall  and it didnt hurt at all.  it wasn't hard and it felt right.  it must be something that i lack  compassion or a heart intact  i was bored and you were right.  its 9 am.

Smalls - Cali's Worst Dancers  Expecting The Worst http://www.facebook.com/smallsofficial http://www.twitter.com/smallsofficial http://smallsofficial.tumblr.com http://www.instagram.com/smallsofficial http://smallsofficial.bandcamp.com i always feel bad about myself  and you are never any help  i spent the whole night by myself  wishing i was someone else.  i was never your type  all we do is fight  everyone was right  and finally it occurred to me  that you're not worth my time  you pull me down.  you've got to be  got to be kidding me  you're always pissed at me  and i never know your reasons why.  its you not me  and i rarely sleep  go ahead and try and find someone better than me.  you've got to be  got to be kidding me  you're always pissed at me  and i never know your reasons why.  its not just me  we're out of sync  go ahead and try and find someone better than me.  you're the match that lights my way.  is that what you want me to say?  its not right  we just fight  i am not your type  the blames on me  but then you'll see  you're bumming me out  i'm tired  you're pulling me down