With his eyes still closed shut, you waited. Giving his neck tiny little butterfly kisses, hands softly massaging his sides, waiting for him to arise from his impossibly deep slumber. His eyelids flutter slighty when you kiss his chest, nosing along his tummy and cheeks pressing against his lower abdomen.
He breathes out harshly when your lips ghost along his upper thighs, moving closer to the inside of his soft, sinfully smooth skin. You give an experimental lick on the baby soft skin on the inside of his right thigh and you receive a slight whimper in response. Motivated by his reaction you suck on the tender skin for a second. You are rewarded with a light moan.
He wakes up, tired eyes blinking against the lights of your living room. You giggle slightly at his annoyed little groans.
âWhyâd you wake me up....â he asks with an irritated pout on his face.
âAre you mad at me Baby?â
He couldnât stay mad when you called him that, it made his heart beat like a drum and his limbs go soft. His fingers would tingle and his whole body would go numb, ready to submit and please under you. He didnt know what it was or why it would happen. He didnt want to feel this way. He was your boyfriend, not some kind of submissive loser.
You saw his eyes shift from annoyed to confused, but you had no idea of the inner battle happening inside of him. You simply saw his cock grow harder inside of his boxers and his cheeks go red, as well as the tips of his ears. His hands began to shake and feel clammy. He wanted to listen, to obey to you so badly, but his pride stopped him from doing anything.
You got a glimpse of his inner turmoil when he whimpered slightly, sounding so broken, so utterly submissive. You could try, you had to try. You had been wanting this for so long, always too afraid to bring it up. But it seems as if Baekhyun had opened a door for you both without meaning to. You decided to try your luck and if it didnât work out youâd see what happens next.
âBaby, can i try something?â
Baekhyunâs breath hitched, his eyes almost immediately glazing over the moment you called him that word. He seriously started to question what was wrong with him. Why did his body react to this. But mostly, why did he secretly not mind?
He tried to calm down by breathing through his nose but it didnt work. So he just decided to fuck it, and let go for once. He hoped youâd be okay with this side of him. He also hoped he would be okay with this side of him.
âY-yesâ he almost whispered.
You looked quite happy with his answer, so he prepared himself for what was about to come. What you did next was not something he couldâve ever expected though. Normally when youâd kiss his thighs like that, a blowjob would be following quite shortly after. But you seemed to be having different plans this time.
Your fingers had glided across his inner thighs, all the way to be underside of his bottom. His eyes went wide, tears threatening to fall. He didnât know if it was embarrassment, or neediness, or perhaps a mix of both. He was confused, really really confused. His heartbeat was going crazy, almost pounding out of his chest. He was nervous, but excitement also strangely found its place in the whirlwind of his emotions at the moment.
You kept kissing his thighs to assure him it was okay, but he kept trembling. You were starting to think that this was a bad idea. You were about to move away to stop what you were doing until you heard his quiet protest, his thighs keeping your fingers locked in place. His eyes holding a pleading look, voice trembling when he almost whimpered his words.
âStay, please s-stayâ
And so you did. You stayed in place, waiting for his shaking hands to let go of the sheets, body visibly relaxing against the mattress. With a deep breath your fingers explored his bottom more. Kneading softly, earning you slightly embarrassed but nonetheless beautiful whines. You bite the inner side of his left thigh, leaving a few marks.
His shaky breaths continued throughout the entire thing, but the whimpers that mixed with them told an entirely different story. Once youâve completely settled between his legs, he almost curled in on himself. Youâve seen him like this countless times, this should be a normal thing by now. But for some reason neither of you could understand, this felt a thousand times more thrilling. It was almost exhilirating. Nerves and lust blending together so well, making a pleasing, almost sickengly sweet feeling flow through your veins.
You squeeze the fat of his voluptuous thighs, making his legs fall open for you, showing you a full view of his gorgeous body. He trembles a little more when your fingertips graze his hard on. He wants you so bad, needs you so, so incredibly bad. Heâs willing to risk it all just to get you to touch him more. To hell with his pride, he just needs more. He slides his body forward, closer towards your hands, your fingers, your touch. You smile a little bit, finally noticing his desperate action.
âDonât be scared okay baby? Iâm gonna take care of you so well, make you feel so, so goodâ
He nods, adamâs apple bopping up and down in anticipation. You kiss his left ass cheek, lips staying put just a little bit longer than usual, but Baekhyun really doesnât mind. Your fingers trail further down the underside of his balls, to his perineum, stroking tenderly up and down. One hand stays pressed against his perineum, making Baekhyun whine under you.
After a long time of debating, you take the first step. You experimentally kiss the place your fingers just were, his pink entrance slightly twitching from the attention. He gasps quite loudly, the unexpected action literally taking his breath. His reaction definitely satisfied you, so you do it again. This time, using your tongue. You lick a small stripe up his puffy hole, wetting it with your warm tongue. He sighs, relieve finally filling him after waiting for something for so long. You continue, alternately pressing a little bit harder against the muscle, and giving him tiny kisses and even smaller bites and nibbles.
His entire body has a soft red glow and a thin, very warm layer of sweat. He looks breathtaking. Youâve never seen him look like this, so undeniably fucked out, he looks exhausted, but in a beautiful way. He keeps pleading for you, âdonât stop, please please donât stopâ. So you donât.
His moans continue to get louder and louder, putting any pornstar to absolute shame. You squeeze his thighs as a silent warning before suddenly plunging your tongue into him. He almost screams, sensations heâs never felt before flooding his senses. Heâs incredibly sensitive, nipples hard and red from you playing with them. You continue, tongue moving in and out of him in an almost animalistic tempo. He starts rocking back onto your tongue, hips moving faster and faster each time.
You slap his thigh, handprint slightly visible on his pale, now red, skin. He keens, eyes rolling back, pleasure becoming too much. He tries to warn you, tries to tell you how close he is but words donât seem to exist right now. He canât even come close to forming a mumble, let alone a coherent sentence. He starts shaking again, but this time itâs different. Heâs not nervous, itâs almost painful pleasure taking over. His thighs close in on each other, trapping your head in between. You grin and grab his thighs even tighter, most definitely leaving marks.
His breath starts to get uneven, muscles straining and jaw clenching. His loudest moan yet sounding through your room as he finally comes, hole spasming and twitching, swollen and almost purple cock releasing spurt after spurt of warm, thick cum. You guide him through it, lips never leaving his overstimulated entrance.
Your right hand goes to stroke his tummy, calming him down, new and unfamiliar sensations too much all at once. Your left hand scoops up most of his sticky come.
Your sticky fingers rest on his cheek before pressing against his cherry red lips. He looks at you, about to ask what you were doing, when you spoke up.
He gasps slightly, his eyes starting to get wetter again. His mouth falls open at your command, tongue sliding out, lying on his lower lip. He never told you about his fondness of having things in his mouth, his oral fixation never a topic of conversation. You suddenly shove three digits down his throat, almost making him choke, but making his entire upper body convulse when he closes his lips tightly around your fingers. He immediately starts sucking like his life depends on it, the first throaty groans of the evening hanging in the air. You stay quiet, jaw straining from having to wait, wait and just watch while this pretty, absolutely angelic boy is sucking his own seed off of your fingers.
You start kissing his neck again, biting and leaving marks, licking down his sensitive veins. When you deem your fingers clean enough you squeeze his hand, asking him to let go and open his mouth. His eyes begin to water, head shaking left to right, his need to keep sucking and licking more than obvious. He is desperate to keep you where you are.
âBabyboy, I need you to let go. I promise it will be okay. Iâm still here and Iâm not going anywhere. Now let go okay Baekhyunnie?â
He whines loudly, a sob wrecking through him. He looks absolutely wrecked. His need and desire to keep your fingers tightly clamped inside his mouth stopping you from proceeding. You realise he needs something else to keep him satisfied, to make him feel safe again.
You remember something youâve had in your closet for a long time. Never used, bought for a hot and steamy night, to be used on you. But the thought of it never really excited you, Baekhyun neither. But itâs worth a try. You just need to get him to release your fingers for a bit.
You coo at his form, his shaking, trembling and needy form. You try to coax him into letting you go, the other hand that was rubbing at his perineum now squeezing his baby soft cheek. You pry his lips apart, rubbing the roof of his mouth with the tips of your fingers. His jaw unlocks and you use the opportunity to release your fingers from his warm and wet cavern.
He cries out, upset and desperate for you.
âShh, itâs okay baby. Iâm gonna get something to satisfy your need to suck okay? You can keep it in your mouth for as long as you want, thatâs right babyâ
He nods again, head falling back, resting on his pillow.
After a long minute of searching, trying to ignore Baekhyunâs whines, you find the item you were looking for. You walked back over to your bed, the small white ball gag between your fingers.
When he spots the object, his eyes blow wide. His mouth instantly fills itself with water, he canât wait to have that in his mouth. He pants, tongue falling out of his mouth.
âAre you excited baby? Youâd like this in your mouth?â You ask him with a big, fond smile on your face. He is so cute.
You calm him down for a bit by threading your fingers through his hair, scratching against his scalp. He keens, soft and satisfied gasps escaping from him. He seems perfectly content like this, still floaty and warm from his first orgasm of the night. You were almost going to stop doing what you were doing and just let him go to sleep, until he whined again, asking for the gag.
You, of course, werenât going to deny him. A single tear fell down his face, making you coo at him again, he was so desperate, so, so frightened you werenât going to give him what he craved. You tilted his head and instructed him to open his mouth and unlock his jaw. He did so eagerly. You laid the sillicone ball on his tongue, letting him feel the weight of it on his tongue for a while. Teeth playing with the ball, he giggled. A happy glint in his eyes. Yes, yes yes this was what he wanted. This was heaven. A soft bed, post-orgasm glow still prominent. You caring for him, treating him like a porcelain doll, and his mouth filled.
You clasped the gag shut and asked if it felt good like this. Was it too tight? Was it not tight enough? Did it hurt his jaw? Was he able to breathe? But again, he nodded happily, feeling better than ever. You sighed, feeling so relieved. He was as into this as you were, who wouldâve thought.
His grabby hands were also starting to become a problem, and you decided to take care of it. You got one of his black ties, which he never uses, and grabbed his hands. Still feeling floaty and giggly, teeth playing with the ball gag in his mouth, he barely noticed you moving around until he felt his hands being restrained. His eyes went wide, breath halting for a second. He moaned out very loudly when he saw what you had done. His arms were raised above him, wrists tied with one of his neckties. He suddenly felt hot all over again. His half hard cock rising completely at the occasion.
âHmm~ i see you like that, huh?â You chuckled, eyebrows raised.
He shrugs, shoulders rising and dropping slightly. His cheeks turn a lovely shade of red. How adorable.
âHow about.. you watch me get myself ready for you and then i fuck you. Hardâ
His moan, though muffled by the ball gag, still loud enough for you to hear. He thrashed around, needing you close again. But you were so far away. The walls were almost closing in on eachother, he felt so alone even though he knew he wasnât. But you werenât right there next to him, you werenât touching him, you werenât-
âShh shh baby itâs okay. I told you before, Iâm not leaving you, Iâm staying right here. I promise. Iâm not going anywhere alright?â
He felt like he could breathe again, and all it took was your touch, your voice and your presence. He relaxed again.
The moment you knew he was fine again, you started touching yourself. You both slept naked, so clothes were already off anyways, and you had to admit that you were getting quite desperate yourself. His eyes were almost entirely pupil when the first finger slipped inside you. His and your breathing were getting rougher, both so turned on and needy.
You were three fingers in when you couldnât take it anymore, core already shaking, you whined when you pulled your fingers out, feeling empty and needing something to fill you again. Your wet fingers glistened in the bedroom lights, and you could see Baekhyun eyeing them greedily. He mumbled something incoherent through the gag in his mouth. Your clean hand unclasped the strap of the white gag. Baekhyunâs jaw unlocked immediately, saliva spilling from his mouth onto his face and chest. The sight of him making you moan.
âI wanna suck your fingers please, please please let meâ he cried.
Your fingers glided into his mouth, he immediately clamped his jaw shut, effectively trapping your fingers inside. You laughed, forever amused by his eagerness. He swiped his tongue around your fingers, moaning, loving the taste. When heâs done, you press against his cheek as a signal to release you. This time he listens.
His eyes twinkle, heâs so happy for making you proud. He blushes again, and you squeeze his apple cheeks.
âYou know Baekhyunnie, I think Iâm leaving this gag out tonight. I want to hear you scream for meâ you whisper in his ear.
He shivers, chills running down his spine. Yes, he would love that. An appreciative moan comes out of his mouth.
âCan you please f-fuck me now?â
You oblige happily. You grab his hard member, giving it a few harsh tugs before slowly sinking down on it. Your walls try to accommodate his size and girth, and it takes you a moment to get used to it. You use that to slap his thighs a few times and bite on his nipples, which gets you loud whines from underneath you.
When you deem yourself ready, you pull yourself up entirely before slamming down hard. Both of you moan loudly.
âYes yes yes, oh my god yes, ah ahh hnngâ
Heâs never been this loud during sex, but Baekhyun canât even make himself care. Heâs never felt this good, this wonderful. Youâve had sex like this thousands of times, never getting enough of one another. But this is so, so much better. You love the fact that you can control the pace, slamming down hard or teasing him by swirling your hips around or slowly grinding against him.
He loves this helpless feeling, this feeling of completely letting go, of surrendering to you and being literally tied up. Heâs higher than heâs ever been. And he knows now that you both have much more to tell each other, and that thereâs no going back to vanilla, ever, and he couldnât be happier.
Your thighs begin to shake, core clenching and unclenching. You also feel Baekhyun inside you tensing up, cock twitching. He spills inside you, screaming your name. Moments later, feeling his warm release deep inside you, you also come, a throaty and high pitched moan coming from you. You fall forward, thighs trembling. You snuggle into his neck, kissing alongside the thick veins.
You take a few deep breaths and get yourself moving again, untying his wrists and rubbing the blood back into them. You both cuddle up to eachother, both incredibly satisfed. You share a wet, sloppy kiss and whisper some sweet nothings into eachothers ears before falling asleep, soft puppy whimpers escaping Baekhyun and filling the air.
