#exilivm

Dear, Father.

Even if I am writing this letter - and I suppose you are reading it now - I wish you’d never have to read this letter.This is farewell. It pains me to write this and already it gets hard to put words on this paper. I wish it had never come this far, but here you are and there I am - already on the go. I probably took Abel with me and the most important parts of my belongings, which shouldn’t turn out to be much.Yes, this is my way of saying, that I will leave Nohr. I have no clue where it will take me - somewhere where I can stay, hopefully. But then again - I sincerely hope that my deed is not done until my dying day. I do not wish to leave this home behind, to leave my my mother and you. Especially you - the person I always looked up to, the person I tried to be so hard throughout all this time that I spent in Nohr with mother and you. I fairly well know, that I am a coward for just leaving you this letter and not speaking to either you or mother face-to-face about this. I tried. I thought about it but I couldn’t. I simply couldn’t bring myself to look you into the eyes and speak my farewell.

I am sorry,  Father.I failed you as a daughter, probably but I promise I will come back one day. One of these days, when I earned my right to step under your eyes again. I will come back, brave, strong and capable of doing your legacy honor. But for the time being - I need to walk this path alone. I need to find myself, focus myself and grow to something that I can be proud of myself.

One last time ; Farewell, Father.- Sophie.