#exhaustedthoughts

You are only blissfully unaware, until you are not

You are only blissfully unaware, until you feel your stomach,

tie itself into a knot,

It was only blissful, when you was not aware, but now that you are,

I’m asking, do you care

I’ve accepted that we live this way,

Ignorance is the key,

When something’s bad happens it’ll wake you up to the,

world and it’s madness,

and all things below the surface,

I’ve been writing for months and I still don’t know how to word this,

because it’s tricky,

and there’s so many situations I’ve found myself in,

I guess I’ll describe them as sticky,

and it’s clear, without me saying,

that we all know what I mean,

I don’t know why I keep rehearsing speeches in my dreams,

As if I’m going to wake the world up to everything, the scenes,

daily occurrences, the reality, the screams,

here, take a look, take a look behind the scenes,

this is where you’ll see right through all the screens,

Here is where you’ll notice, not everything is true,

if you look to the left you’ll see a broader view,

don’t squint your eyes, it’s not as bad as you think,

but I suppose, if you read the shit their hiding from us, you wouldn’t sleep a wink

And I guess there’s a reason for everything

and we can’t keep getting sad at the news,

and you’d think we’d learn, or atleast expect to lose,

But we don’t, we live in anticipation,

And believe what we see,