Feb 9, 2025
Not what my blog is about but a small life update. I'm 2 months into anorexia/exercise addiction recovery!!! I had a cheeseburger tonight, which is a fear food. I'm so proud of myself right now. ❤️❤️❤️
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Not what my blog is about but a small life update. I'm 2 months into anorexia/exercise addiction recovery!!! I had a cheeseburger tonight, which is a fear food. I'm so proud of myself right now. ❤️❤️❤️
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Exercise is not about punishing your body. It is about making your body feel good and celebrating what it can do. You're allowed to listen to your body. Do what makes it feel best, and stop when your body needs rest. No matter what your body looks like right now, it deserves to be heard and to get exactly what it needs to feel good.
So I took a whole week off compulsive running/jogging...and today I thought:
"Urgh that's my week up, I better start running again today". And I felt so unenthusiastic about it!
But then I realised. I literally do not have to go running today. Not today, or tomorrow, or for a month. Even for the rest of my life if I don't want to. It's my body...and I don't need to make it do anything that doesn't bring me joy.
So I am not going on a run. And I don't think I will go on one for the next month. And that's fine by me.
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Still going strong and NOT going for any runs.
So far I have noticed..
It does get easier... and the thought of running feels more off putting, like my body KNOWS that running is bad for it right now.
The hardest part is walking past people running, but then I look around at nature and remember we are on different life journeys, and I don't feel as bad.
My weight and health haven't imploded.
I am still ravenous and eating A LOT.
Dare I say that my bloating is decreasing?