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I don't know if I will ever stop loving you, I don't think that it is possible. I'm so very frightened that this shall be the case, but even more so than that, I am frightened that it shall not be. For a world where I do not love you is a world where my heart does not beat at all, and oh how terrible that would be. Perhaps I am scared most that you are the only person I shall ever know to love, and that all the others will be mistaken cases of temporary fixedness. Perhaps I am scared most that if I stop loving you, I shall therefore stop loving.

I want to give you the world, but all I have is myself so I’m going to have to try and make that enough

a field of flowers in all shades of pink lay before me and I ran through it, free and in love with living. I no longer needed your bouquets because I had my own field here, and I no longer needed you because I was beautiful on my own

When chaos meets chaos worlds fall or stars are formed

I thought we were different to all those sad stories of people who didn't last. All those people who were 'so close' and then one day they were 'just friends' again. I never thought you'd decide that you didn't love me anymore, I never thought ours would be another one of those sad stories because we were too close for that, too perfect for that. We were forever. But here we are and you just told me that we weren't as close anymore, that I'm just not that special to you. And all I can do is wonder how I didn't for one second believe this shit could happen to me, believed we were different from everyone else, that things couldn't change in a mere second. And I wonder why it's so easy for some people to move on and leave others to cry alone. I wonder how one day people love someone so much they would do anything for them, and the next they're the ones hurting them and they don't even care enough about them anymore to care. Yeah now we sound a lot like those typical sad stories, and I said we'd never be one.

When she smiles she looks so beautiful, but not only that... When she smiles it means she is happy and that means I don't have to worry because happiness is all I've ever wished for her