#excerptfromabookiwillneverwrite

I may be able to write a letter with thousand words and with equivalent number of papers; flying 7,154 miles conquering the unstable condition, but still, those will never be enough to describe what is happening between the both of us.

ESP #??

maybe I struggle with breathing because I feel that inhaling deeply would widen the cracks I feel in my heart. 

What would you do at the end of the day!

He gave me everything I ever thought I need the most. On my ugly days he was the one who dried my tears. Whenever my world seemed to collapse he pushed it right back together. He called me beautiful like it was my second name, let the sun rise on rainy days. When I went through hell he tried everything to go this way for me and to take away the pain. But then I met you. You let me doubt everything I ever thought I would need. You were anywhere and anything. Kissing him made me miss your lips. Whenever he looked at me like I was his whole world I wished you were mine. Talking to you for the first time I realized you're everything I really need for a happy life. But how should I tell him you're my sun now, while he isn't anymore? When we met again I wanted to tell you about it but you already knew. "I...", I said but you interrupted me: "I know. Me too, so much it hurts." You breathed in deeply and continued: "Maybe I seem to be anything you want right now but he's everything you need. I'm just a shooting star but he's the sun. Without him you can't live. I'm only a part of your life, while he's your life."