#exactly !!!!

life is a curious thing. he has seen the pain, and the joy it can bring. he’s seen the celebrations, and the failures -- both in himself, and his friends, his family. he’s sure he cannot count on both hands the amount of mistakes he’s made. but, they were his mistakes. ones he chose to make -- all by himself. ( an angel with free will seems to be a dangerous thing. ) despite them all, all the failings and misfortunes, he still finds himself a spot at the small kitchen table. softened eyes watch the other across from him. he watches as dean’s hands wave as he speaks -- an exaggerated story pouring from his lips. and, by the corner of his eyes, cas spots the crows feet beginning to show. there’s a soft flutter in his chest he notices, but he decides to keep it to himself. cas adjusts in his seat, his elbows moving to rest against the table, as he leans closer to dean. “so, you jumped off the roof as well ? why would you do that ?”