#evil man.

you would subconsciously reach for ethan's hand whenever you're sitting next to eachother and place it on your thigh or waist ANYWHERE just to feel his big hands, warm on your skin

fidgeting with his fingers wanting to feel his fingers along yours

ethan would get so cocky one he understands whats going on GAAAWDDDDD

you're ILL.

doing it subconsciously is what has me SPIRALING because he's just so warm and strong and comforting that it's so natural for you to seek his touch. you know that you can't just keep him chained up in your basement or sit on his cock whenever the urge strikes you, so you take whatever you can get, and you've learned over time that he'd never deny you if you wanted to hold his hand.

at first, he finds it endearing when you blindly fumble for his hand while you watch a movie together or pull on his wrist mid-conversation with someone else to wrap his arm around your waist. he'd be a bit sheepish when the driving force behind your clingy behavior initially becomes clear, but now that the truth is out in the open, the more his confidence grows.

you're so REAL about him getting cocky, bc to know of your desperation and desire for him would be a huge ego boost for him. you think it's unfair, the way his behavior adjusts accordingly. you're out here hoping for the bare minimum, willing to absorb whatever attention you're offered. and suddenly, the amount of attention you receive increases.

you place his hand on your thigh while he's busy scanning his textbook, content with simply feeling the weight and warmth of it on your leg. the only sign that he's noticed it is a tiny glance he casts your way, so you're surprised--pleasantly so--when he casually slips his hand into the crevice between your closed thighs and allows it to rest there. his pinky finger is dangerously close to where you need him most, yet his hand remains stationary. you're so focused on not distracting him and keeping your hormones under wraps that you don't even realize that he's been skimming the same page for upwards of five minutes.

he becomes even more touchy-feely, wanting to see how you'll react or if you'll even act on the opportunity. he'll place a hand on your lower back to guide you around or gently move you aside--definitely not so you can witness firsthand how large his hand is. he offers to massage your shoulders to give you a break from studying. he takes the initiative to reach for you a lot more instead of letting you take the reins. he mindlessly traces his fingertips up and down your forearm while listening to you talk or while talking to someone else. he's just so UGH

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LIATHA NEMPOL

- favorite play is The Hanged King’s Tragedy

- he’s NOT your friend