#everythingwillbeokay

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Everyone's just to frustrated and unsatisfied with each other all the time. It's gotten to the point where the things that we do for each other doesn't come out of love anymore,we do it because we have to,it's almost like a routine. It's not love,it doesn't come from the heart anymore.

Maybe there is love somewhere in us, of course there is,we are a family, family is supposed to love each other right?

But why does everything seem so forced now? Why is everyone always sad and frustrated of each other. Why are we happier when we're away from each other confined in our own rooms. Why is it that the moment we get together someone has to shout,someone has to start a fight.

I think a break would really help us all. I think I need a break. I've had a lot in these past few days.

January 7th 177.1

January 14th 173.7

Total Loss for The Week: 3.4 Pounds

I’m super excited that I lost that much weight this week.  However, I’m bummed that I put on weight since yesterday, especially since I ate super good yesterday.  Although I do have to keep in mind that I haven’t been regular since I started this diet.  Plus I did a late workout last night and drank a ton of water.  Not the healthiest way to look on things but I have to remember our bodies change all the time.  Especially a female one  like mine.  ALSO, I always hit a wall around this part of my weight.  I will fight it though.  This week is going to be my week to get past 173 and get closer to 160′s. 

I had another mug muffin and coffee this morning.  The coffee helped me feel better to so tomorrow should be better.  Then I still have leftover pizza so I will probably eat some toppings off of that.  (I got the deluxe one for me and pepperoni for everyone else because my husband hates olives and then I get a whole pizza to myself.)  

Doing some grocery shopping today after spending my day waiting around for the new internet guy to come over and switch us over to a cheaper internet.  Then I get to break up with Comcast.  Like- literally break up with them.  I SWEAR!  I hate switching companies.  They give you a billion plus offers and an hour later while you’re trying to cancel and it’s like, “No Brian, it’s you.  It has always been you.  You’re high maintenance and you gouge me out emotionally.  I think this is honestly for the best.”  

Then AFTER you break up with them you get an obscene amount of junk mail later- begging for them to take you back.  WHICH BEGS THE QUESTION~ can you get a restraining order from your ex internet/cable provider.  Asking for a friend...