Entry - 13/09/2017
So it has been a while since I posted last I’ve just had so much happen and now I’m questioning absolutely everything and I don’t even know where I’m going to end up anymore and it’s scary I have had few people tell me I should let some of my friends go because they don’t seem to care like I do for them but for me losing people in my life that I care about is petrifying. I’ve already lost a really important person in my life and to think I could lose anymore people well I don’t know how I would cope cause they mean so much to me and I love them all they just unfortunately don’t feel the same way anymore even if they did I never really got showed it. I do so much for people and I offer my support all the time cause I never want anyone to be left alone or down but yet some people are heartless enough to not offer it back or say they are to tired to put effort into you tonight. But I still stick around......WHY?
