#everything is moving

i’ve been hearing a lot of sentiments surrounding the idea that you would be less ambitious if you heal which is positively false. “unhealed” ambition is you trying to achieve something to fill the gaping hole of unworthiness in your soul. it’s coming from a place of lack. “healed” ambition looks like you trying things just to see how much you’re capable of or rather the fun of it. it’s unattached to your self worth and therefore you try more things because you’re less afraid of the outcome and/or embarrassing yourself in the process. and that’s much more dangerous. also, there’s no such thing as “healed” or “unhealed”. gn.

Vertigo is kind of a cool sounding word for a very shitty thing

AAA yes!!!! dissociation and insecurities!!!!!! this si the last time i drink a decent amount of coffee!! the crash has the walls moving and nothing is real!!!!! ^u^

High and tipsy at the aero port god save the queen.

Im so drunk.. fuck