#everything is destroyed

recently i’ve been thinking about life and how we don’t have any control over it

last friday my mother had a problem and she was taken to the hospital, next thing I know she is in a serious condition and last monday she died

she was so young and so I am, I really don’t know how am I gonna keep living or what should I do now without her. she was my best friend, the person who I did everything with and now she is gone and I can’t stop thinking about it, no one can understand the pain I’m feeling right now

it feels like nothing is going to get better. ever. if feels like there is something inside me growing and making me feel terrible and sad, like it’s crashing my heart and my organs so it can grow even more until it destroys me

every single thing that I do, every single moment of my day makes me miss her

I really don’t know how to live without her and I don’t think I ever will know how to do such thing

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