#everyoneneedsit

These last 2 years I have been living abroad. Between India, South America, and the states, I have called them all my home. So much to reflect on. So many trials and tests. Many new faces and some old. Some came and others left. Sometimes it hurts but in the end I just take the good and release the bad.

It all started when I was young. Household was a little lonely but my mom always sent me to stay with family to make my world grow. The courage to get on a plane by myself at the age of 12, it took guts but my mom raised me for that moment. That moment that I would say 'see ya later' to my family for a month, 5 or even 8. And still I continue to jump on not knowing what lies ahead but just ready for the adventure.

But what happens when I come back to where I spent most of my life? How am I suppose to perceive this world around me? Is everyone suppose to understand the last 2 years of my life or what it has taken me to come to this point?

Well, communication is key, right? But who to communicate with? Now it's time to see who cares. Who wants to even know and understand. Well, the pickings are slim but reflecting on those who stay and those who go, I try not to look at it personal. People come in your life for reasons, seasons, and life times. I'm not mad or sad about any of those people just grateful. Knowing that all those relationships make me who I am today. Unfortunately, I am not what people probably think I should be. But I am who I need to be.

There is so much more I can say but who is listening? It's just me, sitting here. Maybe one or two on the other side of the computer.

If you're there, know you matter! The world is huge and the adventures are endless. Accept your faults and mistakes and move forward. Be who you always wanted to be! Dance when know one is watching. Sing even if some one is listening but most of all just be YOU!

I cannot be anyone else. I am just being me. And ME is someone still far away but all I know is day by day I am getting closer to her.

Thank you for the journey Krishna. Some how or another I know you are behind this all...

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