Relationship 101 (Evan Hansen x Reader)
@markimoo28: “THAT SMUT WAS L I F E HOLY HELL, do you think we could get a fluffy Evan x Reader?”
Ahh it was shit but tysm!!! I’ve written smut before but it’s usually way kinkier and in role plays tbh but I’m glad you liked it!!!!! Here’s some cute awkward Evan trying to be relationship-y 😁
Plot: Evans not very good with doing coupley things, but y/n helps calm his nerves and teaches him. (Worlds shitiest description)
Warnings: awkwardness and adorableness
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You sat cross legged on your boyfriends bed, watching a Rick and Morty rerun and laughing at a dumb joke in the show. Said boyfriend, sat cross legged too, your knees about three inches from eachother, the two of you sat on nearly opposite sides of the bed. You sighed a bit, thinking about how you and Evan weren’t very coupley and how you wished you were. Of course you didn’t blame Evan, he wasn’t very good at that type of stuff and was just generally awkward and avoided PDA and you couldn’t get upset at him for it, but sometimes you just wished people knew you were together. You weren’t hiding your relationship or anything and it still took Jared about a month into the relationship to discover you two were together.
“Are you okay?” You heard a soft voice break you out of your trance. You looked over at Evan and could practically see the thoughts racing through his mind. Were you planning on dumping him? Did he do something wrong?
“It’s… it’s nothing,” you replied, picking at your nail and looking down at your hands in your lap.
“A-are you sure? Because you seem pretty distracted and distant and I just wanted to make sure you were okay and that I didn’t do anything wrong or something,” he spoke fast, His voice getting softer at the end as he ran out of breath a bit.
“No it’s not you… Well, actually it kinda is,” you said, looking up at him and continuing to speak quickly before he started to get anxious about what he might have done wrong, “it’s just, we aren’t very coupley, you know? Like we rarely hold hands, we’ve never kissed, barely ever hugged, and never, like, just cuddled. I mean look at us now. We’re watching cartoons sitting as far apart as possible. Do you know what most teenagers are like when they have a whole day home alone with their significant other?” You said, chuckling on the last part and seeing Evans ears tint red.
“Y-yeah I do, I’m sorry, I just, I-I mean I didn’t know you were ready for th-”
“Woah there, Evan. Babe, I like you, but I’m so not ready for that, that’s not what I meant at all,” you laughed, holding up your hands to stop his train of thought. You see him let out a breath of relief, knowing he was nowhere near ready for that.
“Okay good I-I’m not either,” he said, mentally slapping himself a bit afterwards, “I’m just, I’m sorry I’m just not very coupley i don’t mean to be it’s not like I don’t want to be I just… i don’t know how, I guess,” he shrugs a bit at the end of his statement.
“I could teach you,” you smiled and but your lip slightly, “where would you like to start in Relationships 101.”
“I mean, I guess we could, uh, we could kiss now?” He replied timidly, “but only if you want to of course.”
“Evan of course I want to silly,” you laughed before adjusting your position o face his directly, Evan doing the same, “Okay, just follow my lead.” He nods. You lean closer to him, his cologne now more noticable. You close you eyes and lean more, feeling his lips graze you’re lightly. Evan sees you’ve closed you eyes and follows suit, leaning more into the kiss as well. You rest your hand on the back of his neck, feeling him tense up a tiny bit before relaxing into the kiss again. He tentatively placed his hand on your cheek, you both moving into the kiss now as he gets better at it. You eventually pull away to breath, you opening his eyes to meet his blue ones. You exhale happily, grinning and biting your lip again a little bit. You can tell what he’s thinking and answers his question before it’s even asked.
“That was amazing,” you reassured Evan, him grinning now at your statement. “Want another lesson?” You giggled.
“Uh, sure,” he replied, seeming a little off from the kiss.
You giggled again at him being flustered, finding it adorable, “How about you learn to cuddle?” You suggested.
He nodded, “Yeah, sure, okay.” You smiled and laid a few pillows at the head of his bed for you two and directed him to lay on his bed. He followed your direction obediently. Pulling his right arm away from his body you laid next to him, practically on top of him, and pulled his arm back around you. You gently laid your head against his chest, his heartbeat becoming very apparent.
“Is this okay?” You asked him, making sure he wasn’t uncomfortable.
“Y-yeah, it’s fine,” he stuttered.
You giggled, “Then why’s your heart beating so hard?”
“I, uh, b-because you just look really cute like that,” Evan admitted, His face turning red as he looked down at his lap. You grinned, grabbing his cheek and pulling him down to kiss you again.
I can get used to this, you thought.
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hope y'all liked this cringy cute imagine. Idk I kinda liked it but @ requester I hope it’s what you wanted!!!!
