Been overcoming some challenges.
I had 2 hours between the first stream and the second, I didn't allow myself to do any scrolling beyond 5 minutes but I did allow either work on my platform or work on art. I didn't do any art, but I did work on my platform and made some progress updating the videos.
I wasn't very "productive" but I feel more focused on a direction, I can start tracking what I get done in the break inbetween just for data collection.
The collecting idea is fabulous, I am almost addicted to collecting lol. And collecting data about myself is fascinating and motivating. I listened to a tarot reader talking about how writing is going to be important, it already was the only "art" medium I was working in regularly and still kinda is, but I'm branching out with pen. I'm still recording my life how I use to, but writing has the most clarity. Its the most clear I've been about my life. That's a real testimate to how safe I feel again.