#euohoria

Pairing: Rue Bennet x Fem reader

T//w: Swearing.

The world is a cruel, cruel place. Many monsters hide behind innocent faces, they pretend to care, they pretend to love you but honestly they are just feeding their inner devil.

That’s what i think whenever i see that girl with my Rue.

She’s always stealing Rue away and i hate it. I’m Rue’s girlfriend and yet she always gets the attention. She want’s Rue to love her and only her but that’s the thing, Rue doesn’t love just her, Rue loves me.

“Babe? Babe? Y/N!”

I shifted my eyes away from Jules who was sitting across me in the table writing something. Why the hell does she always have to be there, i mean can’t she leave us in peace.

“Yes babe?”

“I was thinking, since your mom is going out Friday, we can watch reality tv at my place.”

“Okay. I’ll bring the snacks and-”

“Jules you still bringing the sweets and shit, right?.”

wait what? I looked at Jules who nodded in agreeance without even looking up from whatever the hell she was doing. 

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“Why invite her Rue?”

Rue let out a nervous chuckle before awkwardly looking at me. Jules looked at me as well, her eyes filled with confusion

“What do- What do you mean why invite Jules? She’s our friend and besides it was her idea to hang out.”

“So you didn’t wanna hang out with me? It was her idea?”

“I mean yes, no, Jules was the one who wanted to invite you.”

“What the fuck Rue?!”

“Ummm, i’m gonna go to the bathroom.”

With that she stood up and walked away leaving me and Rue alone. I hate being angry at her or having an argument but this time it has to be done.

“Why are you angry? Did i say something wrong.”

“What do you think Rue? Tell me i wanna know what goes on in that mind of yours that’s so fucked up to think i wouldn’t be mad at you for inviting your friend over when it’s our time to be together.”

“But it’s her thing Y/n.”

“Then let her do it herself, at her own home with someone who isn’t you Rue.”

“She  has no one else though.”

“You think she has no one? How about she text one of her random hook ups and she goes whoring off and leaves us alone.”

I maybe have just over stepped but i’m too pissed to even try and feel guilty right now.

“You know what, you’re being a bitch right now and being fucken dramatic. Don’t come over Friday, i don’t want you too anymore.”

Crumble. My heart just crumbled inside my chest. How can she even say that, how can she chose her over me...me?

“You know what Rue, ever since she came into town, everything’s been about her, you’ve given her everything  that you never did me. So i wont come over Friday, i wont come over ever. Never speak to me again.”

 I mourned the death of our love and she continued with Jules. She occasionally calls, sometimes she comes over but i tell Maddy to tell her i’m out or dead, either one is fine. 

“I like your skirt.”

I looked over my shoulders and some guy just decided to walk next to me in the halls. His hot i’ll give him that but wtf

“Gee, how sweet of you.”

“Lmao it’d be better of decorating the floor of my room though.”

“Fuck you.”

“Hell you just might.”

I rolled my eyes as i opened the door to my class.

“I’m Elliot by the way.”

“And i’m not interested.”

Then I was like, “Her play is just going to be the I hate Cassie show ft. all my messy friends and as a member of the Cassie hive, I really hate this play she’s doing.”

Now that I’ve really thought about it, I have came to the conclusion that I too would make a play about my awful life if I had the opportunity to.