#escteric

The eyes have it!!!

A common idiom of mine has always been in reference to my “other eyes”.  Now obviously I don’t have eyes poking from any additional ocular openings in my head.  Like the vast majority of Us, I have the requisite two; one on either side of my nose.  It is however a very accurate reference to the experience of having “sight”, or being “sighted”.  The mystical, metaphysical, magical, psychic, ESP, gift and or curse of seeing things differently than the accepted norms.

For as long as I have been alive I have always seen Our world differently.  As a child and well into my adolescence I experienced this “sight” much as overlays.  If you can remember back to the days of elementary school.  Our teachers often used an overhead projector to display visual aides associated to the lesson of the moment.  Usually these displays also came with overlays of various kinds to illustrate some pattern or function applicable to the image. This is much how I saw the world.  It thankfully was Not a continuous experience.  Generally there were two overlays, I saw the physical world as everyone else did or does.  While in the moment seeing typically two overlays, the common configuration was one in front of what my physical eyes saw and one behind.  At other times the configuration could be of any variety of types say both in front or both behind, or only one and on very rare occasions there may be three or more.  In other situations I would see various overlays of places and times not associated to what my physical eyes were seeing concerning the physical “real” world before me.  I learned I could lift the overlays as I pleased in real time, to acquire a distinct comparison of what I was seeing.  So that as a person was speaking to me, I also saw them saying something else or a stream of additional information.  I quickly learned how common it was for adults to lie to children and how much trouble I as a child could get into if that discrepancy was brought to their attention or that of my parents.  I also quickly deduced that different images many times dealt with different elements of our world, or aspects associated to the different tangential realities that compose Ours and create the moment (I refer the individual to my other essays/posts to be found here also).  After seeing my Death and accepting my appointed calling as it were at the age of nine. Shortly thereafter I began to box up and store away my various gifts/curses (a process I attended to between the ages of 13 – 16), as a consequence; how my “other eyes” perceive or function has things changed.  It would be several decades before my appointed time was upon me.  Therefore, I elected it would be best if I Live as a Man in Our World, (as normal as may be possible).  Meaning the various abilities and gifts had to be pack away till needed.  This not withstanding, I continue, even now to receive a trickle of continuous input and other sensory feed throughout my Life. Additionally at a young age I learned to block out this feed from those closest to me.  Think about it, constantly seeing or knowing any of the petty thoughts that cross the minds of family or close friends as you live with them.  It would at the very least tend to make “family” life more contentious. 

Due to these ubiquitous qualities and others having been woven throughout my Life, it is a subject integral to every aspect of that Life.  As such the topic shall be visited and revisited time an again in one form or another as I attempt to make this autobiographical account. Though I shall remain mindful of continuity, my ongoing situation will no doubt complicate the process.  Not to mention my emotional investment in events past and present demand their due; or some immediate happenstance is best served by a cathartic exposition.     

Currently events require that I begin to awaken as many of the skills and abilities that have Long been mostly dormant.  It is a slow and arduous process.  Complicated by the ongoing harassment, human experimentation on me and torture by the Shadow Government, the Luciferians and elements of Our Military Intelligence.  The only reason presumably I am not already dead besides my own unique abilities (and a promise from G-d) is that there are factions that wish to keep me in reserve (they would prefer as a “collared” asset), should those that are coming fail to abide by the terms of the treaty.  A treaty the rest of us are not party or privileged to know its details.