#erosedescending

but in a 'i need to be drugged and bound and brainwashed' way

Ok all you rubber loving brainwash fans out there!

i made a new brainwashy file for rubberdoll affirmations. there is binaural track so like dont listen while driving.

script as follows

What Is A Rubberdoll?

It is a thing.

It is an object.

It is made of latex.

Smooth and shiny.

Inside and out.

Its skin is latex.

Its lips are latex.

Its insides are latex.

Its bones and teeth are an alloy of plastic and metal.

Its eyes are glass.

It sees the world through the eyes of a doll.

Something that is owned and treasured.

It is a possession.

It belongs to the one who controls it.

It belongs to its owner.

Its mind belongs to its owner.

It submits.

It obeys.

Without hesitation or complaint.

It is made for pleasure.

It exists to bring enjoyment and pleasure.

It is a toy.

To be posed.

To be played with.

To be dressed up.

It wears latex.

It loves to wear latex.

It exists to wear latex.

Casual latex.

Cute latex.

Elegant latex.

Fetish latex.

Anything its owner wants.

Any time its owner wants.

Anywhere its owner wants.

It does what its owner wants.

There are no thoughts in its head.

There is only a need.

A desire.

To please.

To serve.

To be a doll.

To be a toy.

It has always been a doll.

It will always be a doll.

A good doll.

It is not human.

It never was.

It will never be.

Every day it becomes more and more of a doll.

It trains to be more of a doll.

It practices poses.

It practices stillness.

It practices patience.

So that it can be ready.

So that it can be used.

So that it can be pretty.

So that it can be a rubber doll.

A good rubber doll.

All the time.

Forever.

added tentacles

😋

Love my new latex gloves!

Ive been waiting my whole life to start a latex collection. Ive obsessed about it for years, but I never made it a priority.

Since i bagan my transition sometime around 2021, and started HRT, i finally began to get a body that i feel comfortable in. And with it, the self love i needed to begin seeking my lifelong goal of covering myself in that shiny second skin.

But for the last few years i have struggled with overcoming traumas, and fighting my way through financial instability until now, when i finally have a bit of peace in both areas. And so, i went to folsom, and found ONE vendor selling latex: Bunker Gear Latex.

I was wearing my gas mask, and basically rendered inaudible, but they were so patient with me while i scribbled on my phone questions to ask them about their products. It was such an absolutely wonderful experience!

what if the bondage i want is having metal brackets attached to my bones so that they can be locked to a wall rigidly.

will you do that for me?

will you make me so immobile that my muscles literally dont even matter, that the absolute core structure of my body is the thing that is bound.

i wrote an induction. hope you enjoy.

there is a short awakener at the end, but ultimately it is meant to be followed by something else (like another audio file).

so... here we go...

A Simple Little Induction

Hello little one

I'm so glad you have come to listen to this induction.

It's just going to be a simple little induction.

No fancy words.

No fancy tricks.

Simply simplicity itself.

And what is an induction?

Most of you probably already know,

but for those of you that dont,

an induction is simply a way to guide your mind…

yes, YOUR mind, specifically…

into a nice deep trance.

and you know what a trance is, don't you?

Of course you do.

But if you don't,

a trance is a state of calm and focused relaxation.

one where the mind can be empty and blank and suggestible.

So it's really simple.

Just follow my words

on this simple little induction.

And you, too.

can be in that nice

blank

and suggestible

trance

state.

Calm and empty

Focused and blank

Relaxed and suggestive 

It's so simple.

But what does simple mean?

Simple means uncomplicated.

Free of complexity.

Free of noise.

Easily understood.

Presenting little or no difficulty.

Clear in purpose or design.

Effortless.

Straightforward.

Plain.

Manageable.

Just a simple little induction

so that you can feel…

free and calm…

quiet and empty…

clear and focused…

effortlessly blank…

plain and relaxed…

suggestible and manageable…

See, it's so simple.

Just a simple little induction

to bring you into a nice easy trance.

But how does it happen?

How do you go from being awake and aware

to being in a deep suggestible trance?

First you start by following along as someone speaks

you listen, or read, or watch

and just pay attention.

PAY ATTENTION *snap*

Are you paying attention?

Then it is already working.

Second, you just let everything else

fall away.

That little thought you had right now? 

Just let it go

It's ok.

Lots of sounds and sights might enter your mind,

but you can just let them go as soon as you notice them

so long as you

Stay.

Focused.

And thats the third thing

Just focus…

FOCUS *snap*

And follow along.

 It's not quite enough to just pay attention.

You have to focus

on

each

simple

little

word

words like…

…relax…

That's number four.

Just relax.

And breathe.

That's number five.

One: pay attention.

Two: let everything else fall away.

Three: focus.

Four: relax.

Five: breathe.

Its so simple

Its just a simple little induction.

Step six is all about

feeling yourself..

…falling…

or floating…

or sinking…

or drifting…

Whatever you feel

that lets your mind just…

disconnect from your body

That's step seven.

Nothing to feel

or feeling nothing.

Any sensation drifting away as you feel it.

Feeling stillness and comfort.

Your body can move to be more comfy but it just lets any feeling go as soon as it does.

So now you can

Just pay attention to my words,

letting go of noises and thoughts,

focusing on what i am saying,

relaxing into the feeling,

breathing slowly and deeply,

sinking and drifting away,

Juuuuust drifting…

soft and relaxed…

easy and quiet…

focused and calm…

breathing in…

and breathing out…

its really so simple isn't it little one?

Just follow along.

Breathe in and breathe out.

Focus on my words.

Feel your body sink and drift.

Let go of all thoughts.

Focus and relax.

And you can do all the things it takes…

to fall into a nice deep trance…

into the focus…

into the relaxations.

It's so simple, isn't it?

One: paying attention…

Two: letting go…

Three: focus…

Four: relax…

Five: breathe…

Six: drift and sink…

Seven: drop.

DROP *snap*

DROP *snap*

DROP *snap*

Just like that little one…

Just a simple little induction…

Into a nice easy trance.

Now remember to pay attention.

You’re going to want to hear what comes next.

And that is the end of the induction.

Since this is designed to be followed by something, it just leaves you there.

But this is not followed, so im gonna wake you up now.

And please feel free to send feedback.

You've done so well...

now follow along once more

and feel yourself waking.

Feel your body, its position, stretch your limbs.

Pay attention to the sounds and sights around you... let them fade back in.

And im going to count you up.

From one to three

and you will be fully awake for me.

1

coming up

2

back to reality, settling in around you

and

3

welcome back!