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Jesus says it’s a better day for me today. I have a cold that decided to settle into my joint’s but it’s good for now. How does that happen? Well God says I have a little attitude with God but not. I say this. It just settled into my joint’s because it was an inflammation of my body from this virus I got over the weekend. It’s getting better moment by moment & I give God Jesus the Glory & Credit for all of it. I know I will be fine tomorrow but not one hundred per cent for about two more days. I can say this. My time with God is absolutely great. I try to give God all of the time I have but I’m not into Sermon’s now but I will be in time. My life is great & I know I should be saying God’s Heart is with me to like many & I do. That means I don’t think I’m a very good Sermon giving person but many have said I can give a really good Sermon now that they have seen me on youtube with God in my heart. It’s not that I have been into giving Sermon’s but I want to give Sermon’s to God to help me to get better. Some people have a gift to say God’s Heart but I don’t think I’m a very good person to speak in front of people but God says I’am. We all are when we have God with us & giving us all of the words from Him through The Holy Spirit. I won’t be the only one who says it from God Alone. God has said His Disciples did it from the moment they had The Holy Spirit in their life but not me. I couldn’t get in front of a person to say what I wanted to say for God but I remembered God saying that we would be given the words from God through The Holy Spirit. With my time with God so much now I know what that means to have God give us all The Holy Spirit to say what God needs to say for many to be Saved. How that is for all down here is not for me to say. It is for God to say. I know this. I want to do a great job but God says I have already done a great job here. It’s good practice for me to say what God wants me to say with His Heart with me to say it right all of the time. We all can be with God Jesus that way. His Disciples loved to talk about God Jesus non-stop. I know what that feels like now that God says it to me from Him through The Holy Spirit. I know it sounds like it should only be God’s Disciples that The Holy Spirit is with & not us now in this new day & age but God says it’s good we say that we all can have that same time with God to. It’s not good to be here for us to say we can’t be with God Jesus like His Disciples were. It’s awesome to say we all can be here like God’s Disciples were. I haven’t had a moment when I told anyone you can’t be with God like me. God is with us different through The Holy Spirit. I say get into your life with God Jesus & say He can be with you to through The Holy Spirit to & more if God says He will be. I don’t know about anything except this. I know I’m not with God as much as some people are but I’am. I’m with God to the point of knowing some things He says to me but so do many people around this world. I’m here to say this to me daily; Praise God, Pray & follow God Jesus as God Alone. That’s me for me to grow with God Alone. I don’t want envy in my life for someone who is having a great time with God Jesus to through The Holy Spirit. God has room in our life for us each individually as well as all around this world now. God Is Infinite God Alone. He Is God with God Jehovah & The Holy Spirit. No one can be with God Jesus too much. I know I want to be with Him more in Praise but I want to share God’s Heart with as many people as I can through writing for God. I never thought I would be writing for God Alone but I’am now. I can’t wait to say His Name here as God Jesus because that’s Who He Is to me & all around this old world. I don’t want people to be left behind but they will be. I know I will be in Heaven in a instant & I won’t know anyone down here who will be left behind but I think about it now. That’s why I’m here daily to say God Is Jesus with God Jehovah. I know that They are One God Alone but Still Three in the Presence as One God Alone Infinitely. I have to say this for a bit. God shows no sign of doing anything for me for now but He says it will be a surprise like the news of our new grandchild was to us when were told not long after our son was Married to his lovely wife from the Philippines. They are excited but nervous like we all are for our first child. It will be fun to have them so close to us as our first grandchild in our life for about maybe the first year or two. It’s good to see it done so well in their life to be with us to for their first child. We have a son that is trying to make ends meet & a child was not in the future so soon but I’m so excited that I can’t wait to be with them our grandchild which is a boy. God told me today we will be close because we have a heart for God Jesus. I will talk with our grandchild a lot about God Jesus but I won’t be with Him like I think. I will have a life but I will be with him a lot in my life here on this planet. It will be a great time but I will be with me & my family & friends & get busy with stuff but I will have my grandson with me a lot in my life in my heart & I will be with them more then I think. I will be with him to the point that I will say; Okay mom says you have to go back home now. I know I’m sad to but we will see each other real soon & grandpa to. Okay that is just too much fun to think about. I have no way of saying how much I will take him into our life but God says I won’t let him out of my sight to much from the moment he is born into our family. I know he has a family that loves him already in the Philippines just as much as I do & my husband. He will be their first grandchild to & my daughter-in-law is excited to go to her home Country as soon as she can to be with her family & her son with them his other grandma & grandpa. I have an idea I will be following him to the Philippines to with mom & dad & my husband to will be with us. It will be so much fun but I won’t be into that place but she will my daugher-in-law. That’s because her family will be there & her familiar time there with her family is an okay situation with me. I will take as many pictures as I can for me to have of her family, my family to. That’s what got her mom to say she will be okay here in the U.S.. I said you are my family now to. She thought that was awesome for me to say to them from where I was talking with her the day before the Wedding. I was just in the bedroom where our daughter-in-law was talking with her mom & dad just before the Wedding & I asked if I could talk with her mom & dad. What sweet people. They couldn’t get over how much I wanted their daughter to be our daughter to. I know this. It’s not easy to say I was enthusiastic when I first heard of my son going over to another Country & then to say he was Marrying someone I had never met. That is happening now daily for people. My heart is with God Jesus a lot. I Prayed a lot for her safety to come here & God says she was skeptical that we would except her as her as family but when I gave her that first hug. Her doubts were absolutely given to a way of saying; Whew that was a good hug for me to be a stranger & to meet my mom & dad here in the U.S. for the first time. God watches peoples heart. She knew God was my Jesus in my life. I brought Jesus God into our conversation from the first time I talked with her & her mom & dad. They love God Jesus to. My grandson is more like her in heart but more like me in Spirit which is a good combination for God to be with from the get go. I’m not disappointed but I can’t be anyone but me. God says He says this to me. I’m not gentle. I’m straight to the point which gets people to their feet but if it wasn’t for some of the things I have said to some people down here it wouldn’t have caused some change enough in them to move over after I leave & think about what I have said to them of whatever it was. I know I’m not gentle but I’am gentle now. It worked out for me now but it just happened so it’s a good time for me to say I’m glad our grandson is going to have more fun with me now but in time he will go out on his own & have more fun with his friends. That’s the way it works but I will make it the best I can before I go home to Heaven. He won’t be sad to see that. He will say; Okay grandma I know you are in Heaven waiting for me to get there to Forever with God Jesus & grandpa to. Okay that is fine with me but I won’t be in Heaven for a bit. I have some work here left God saved for me. What that is, is not for me to know really it’s up to God. I know I will be here for a bit longer but not much with God when I see my grandson & then a lot when I’m not with my grandson. Typical for us people but God says that’s okay with Him. He will see our grandson grown into a beautiful young man for God to send out for all to say; Oh isn’t he so nice. Not like his grandma. He is so nice from the get go. I know it hurts to hear that but I’m saying it the way it’s going to be but God says He’s laughing already. I know I’m straight up for God Jesus. People say I’m so nice to but boy when I say God Is Jesus. They don’t ask me any questions at all about God maybe being in Existence. God says He needs us all down here to be who we are for Him for people to reach people with God’s Heart. I know it’s a man’s world but I know I can say this to anyone even a Pastor who says I have something different. I can say words from God’s Heart to me for God to get the job done. I’m not saying I won’t do as well as a Pastor but God says in time even better the way I’m going with God’s Heart now. He’s not putting up with men whoever they are saying I don’t have any right to say I’m with God Jesus & they are not as much. I’m saying they are as much with God but they don’t act like it not with me ever. I have asked to be with Pastors. I have asked them questions & they don’t offer me anything more at all with God’s Heart with them like me supposedly. I had one Pastor who said I know things but he said he knew things to with God’s word that I didn’t. That has nothing to do with Who God Is. It’s the heart that talks & his heart talked a bit & then went away like all Pastor’s I talked with. I never met a Pastor who took his Sermon beyond his stage like atmosphere in his identity of him being a Pastor & him or her saying I’m here & your over there. I’m here to do my thing & that’s it. If they have gone beyond their stage from the podium of Teaching God’s word it’s not much & only with people who they feel comfortable with. Usually another man if it’s a man or a women if it’s a women Pastor. I talk with both in like a way that a Pastor heard me Teaching someone how to talk in a Prayer language that God said to say to them & this Pastor was not buying it. So he said he had to go & to let this women to be with him for the remainder of the time I was with her. God said to me; Hold your ground with this rude Pastor. He said to me again, that is God, I have Blessed you & you will be with all people who said you were making this all up as you went. I will be with people like crazy soon but not until God says it will be the perfect time for me to be away much from our grandson. I’m willing to wait because God knows when I will be ready to be gone a lot but with our children to with us but it will be busy & I know that I like to establish some fun time with our kids around me. I like to have fun with our kids around us now as in nephews but I will have that time with my grandchild. I was just Blessed because I know I can be an influence like his mom & dad about God Jesus in his life. Okay that was awesome to think about. God says He is done for now. I will be here in a bit for God’s Heart to say it was as usual fun to be here to see what He has to say. I’m here to say God Is Jesus with God Jehovah & The Holy Spirit. I know they are Three in the Presence as One God Alone Always. I know that there are many out there now wanting more with God Jesus in their life. Say; Hey God I want to be with you a lot to & God will be with you to a lot. Praise God daily as God Jesus & God Jehovah as with The Holy Spirit. Pastors don’t like me much but there is only a few who say I’m making this up. The rest of them say I have God’s Heart with me just like them. Good then invite me to your Church to have a Sermon time with you. That won’t be for a while but I  know that when I’m some place in time the Pastor won’t have me there for a bit. He will say; Let’s make this a steady thing for you to be here with God Jesus with you like this. I will say I have to be with God on that. God will say; No your going out of this Country after today. They have had their time once & now it’s time for others to have their time with you with God Jesus through The Holy Spirit. There will be a lot of Pastors not happy about this one line God will give me now but I’m here to say it for God Alone. You had your chance but now it’s mine to say it for God Alone from now on. That’s it for me I’m in on anything God says to me when He says it to me to others by His writing. However that is for God Jesus I’m good with what I just said. Oh & by the way. That one Pastor who said I was making it up as I go for that Prayer language when I was Teaching his student from jail. She needed that Prayer language for her healing but God says she will be healed by Him anyway by me using The Holy Spirit. When he see’s me in time I won’t know him but he will know me. Will he say anything to me? Not one word of how to do his Sermons better. He won’t ask me at all. That is the pride of men when a women takes God’s Heart & runs with it like crazy. You will never catch up with me with God’s Heart in mine. God says I took His Heart a ways back & I’m not going to ever give anyone else a chance to be with God the same as me but God says He’s with all different anyway so it works out the way God says & not me. Okay bye for now. Don’t get that thing into your hair. I know I have said this before but Goldie is not listening to me. Hey get Kurt & get on over here to my place like asap. Okay I’m done. Hey Angie, you know who you are. What is your problem? You know God Is Real. Get into your kids heart & let them know God is Alive & with them but not you. Okay that is not good for you. Because when God says that it means your denying God already again. Okay we need to have a long talk. I hope your ready for the talk we will have soon. I will not give you a break because you live in a real palace or mansion & mine is just a joke but I will make sure you will be with God Forever. That’s up to God on how I will say this to here & mean it; You will be left behind & your kids & me will have to be in our hearts about you being like left behind here if God Returns before I see you. You had better be in your life with God, Goldie & Kurt. I won’t be easy on you either. Bye & good luck with that story you stole from this site. I Pray it goes NO where because when you steal from God’s Heart your stealing from God’s daughter here that is me. Go do it yourself ALL of you thieve’s & get into your life now. God says Hollywood buzz town is not good for Him now at all. That’s because all you babies in Hollywood buzz town say this site is not making any sense but God’s not done with me on this site of blogs. Now that they make sense it’s not worth being here. Hmm I wonder what that means for me with God’s Heart here saying it all by Himself? I’m here be ready to go any place anytime God says. It’s His time now Hollywood buzz town. Pay off all of your bills. You won’t have much money left once you do but you won’t be on a street corner begging for money. And I don’t give out my money to those God says don’t deserve it. Okay now I’m done. Hey you Pastor the one who said my beautiful PRAYER THOUGHT’S would be tossed in the garbage if I handed them out at the door to people just out of jail. You know who you are. You haven’t basically known why but God said my heart was taken away with God at that moment after you said God’s word for people to Praise God daily. You said it was garbage to people that they would just throw them out. Well you were wrong. God says many of them read them to this day. They won’t be in the garbage ever. All of those people I gave PRAYER THOUGHT’S to well they just took them & put them into a place never to be read. They didn’t think that they were very good but God says you Pastors who said that about God’s word to me for them to get one to with a Cross I made just to give to you to with PRAYER THOUGHT’S. Well God says they won’t be Blessed but they will because I gave them to you for free from me my heart. That is not good enough when you are a person & people say I’m not of your congregation but I’am. I’m part of God’s Heart like all are but you people in Churches want more from your congregation to like say; Wow your great but you aren’t. That’s because you say it & then you just leave your congregation to think you are the great one for Sermons & not them. Well I’m not smart or talented but I’m here to say it for God Jesus Alone. Okay I know many do this but not for God Alone when He says it to them He says it to people to be them but not for them writing for God Alone. I know I would say she is conceited to but I’m not. You met me. You told me my PRAYER THOUGHT’S were not for you & that’s fine but all who have read PRAYER THOUGHT’S online will never be the same. Okay then I have some money coming? God says a bunch. God says it’s truth in advance called Prophecy. Okay I’m good with that God Jesus. Go see God Jesus in your life & Angie don’t be so flipping conceited with me okay? I’m not here to say anything to you personally. That was God saying you are very conceited with Him as God Alone with you. Okay I’m done. Bye for now but God says it’s still here to be for now.