#epyap

the fury of a thousand suns

mac tapping dennis's butt in this postcredits

INSANE storyline. they were dating, for months!!! the planning and work and investment that went into it. the remote anal beads. the closest to carnal fulfillment of sexx'ing your roommate without compromising yourself through the physicality. johnny ghosting mac so that he comes home dejected to dennis, who then gets to be the one to comfort him. dennis only ever being able to express his real squishy feelings through a persona. mac falling in love with johnny so hard because at the end of the day it is dennis...

and gets his heart mottled with years of mac's macho stupidity and raging homophobia. when he finally comes out and is open about reciprocating his interest it's decades late and not in the ways dennis wanted. why couldn't you like me back the way i want to be liked? how could you not see it? you don't ask your friend to move into your place and spend every waking moment of every day with him, watch his favorite movie thirty times in the past two months, pay for his stuff share all your things, tolerate his idiocy and his insufferable blindness to the acts of care you put out unless—

whose thighs!?

i'm epsee / shanen. gonna use this as a dumping ground for art and ramblings too vulnerable for elsewhere. mac and dennis are so real and have infested my brain