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“Vibrant auburn cascading over full ebony attire,

Behold a most capricious, sanguivorous sire.

Donning a mantle so luxuriously detailed and defined,

Like a serpentine trail, it follows him from behind.

A most unfortunate fate for one to behold that horrible grin,

The next challenger merely to be a blood bag encased in tin.

His abode occupied by denizens assisting his sordid scheme,

The serpentine strands of Medusa eliciting many a scream.

And his azure and argentine-clad paladin,a prisoner as well,

An incarcerated soul forever condemned to his own personal hell.

Of indurate ebony and scarlet armor and a growing sadistic smile,

Such is the nature of this nefarious noble and crimson crocodile.

Basking in insidious immortality and caliginosity of his corrupted castle,

Woe upon all who must play the part of the unconsenting vassal.”

#ic musings;#poetic ponderings;#entries;#notations;#(I wonder whom this could be referring to ksdlfj)#(Nad keeping notes & tabs on various individuals throughout various verses/centuries lmao)

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06.17.16

there are mornings still where i wake up, and swear that it’s the middle of summer where we pretend that everything is okay and laugh behind curtains swaying in front of the open window morning sun peeking through on a cloudless day

when i stepped on your feet twice, and you elbowed the table. and we shared coffee instead of opinions

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there are no more lazy mornings with you, and the curtains i pull back in the morning don’t billow the same way ours once did but my love is genuine, and the sun still shines

i hope you find yours

#entries;#honestly i don't know what this is LOL but there's probably a headcanon i haven't written yet about her journal

Entry 001:

The thoughts that scared my mind,

It haunts me.

The image that blinds my eyes,

It startles me.

The whisper that's deafening,

It frightens me.

Stop, stop, stop ! My knees are trembling.

No, no, no ! My eyes are watering.

I can't ! I'm suffocating.

My heart, it won't stop shaking.

It hurts, it hurts.

I can't breathe.

Someone please listen to my silent cries.

Seven.

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ENTRY 1049

God, how long has it been? When was the last time I ever written the thoughts, the dreams, the memories plaguing me? The journals are missing. Ever since I was a little girl.. 8? 9? I’m losing track of my own memories with someone who looks just like me.

Who is she?

Why do we look the same?

Why am I connected with her?

Who is the BOY?

Who is the father?

Why can’t my parents tell me the answers I’ve been asking and why do they look nervous? They’re hiding something. My mother gets nervous when I bring it up and I ignored it for I was just little. Now, she won’t tell me. Changing the subject everytime I bring it up.

What does she know? I want answers.

For a while I was able to sleep, a luxiours thing for me. I see things that shouldn’t be there to the point I think I may have schizophrenia. I guess it could explain everything. I remember this morning as I was getting dressed. My birthmark on my stomach was red, blood red. I had to blink for a second just to see it normal. Did the man kill her in the same place?

I can remmber him pulling out a knife and ending her life with it. Yet, he called my name. Was it hers too?

I can remmber his smell and sometimes I can smell it when he shouldn’t be there. I think I need help. Doctors say I’m fine, but... Why is there something wrong with me?

Just eariler, I saw a figure, but it’s gone. I don’t feel safe.

Cecilia, please... Stop this. 5/5/----

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Feb.09.15.

Being down for absolutely no reason is possibly one of the worst things to experience. The inability to grasp onto the numerous possibilities of the unknown cause takes over your thoughts and actions, which could easily lead you to push everyone around you away. Which is ridiculous because not only does that make matters worse, you would also only leave others to watch it all happen and distance themselves from you. Because let’s face it, no one likes an individual who’s always down, right? But it’s genuinely impossible for others. Impossible for me to avoid the inevitable. Constantly do I trap myself in the negatives and through the dark corners of my mind. And it’s hurting because no one knows. No one knows the amount of times I’ve silently cried to myself. I experience this countless of times and I’d like to believe that these are just phases I go through every now and then but I just want it all to stop. I’m aware that the only person that’s holding me back from being happy is myself yet I choose not to do anything about it.. But it’ll pass. I know it will..

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RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent. RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! Now, here’s what you’re supposed to do and please do not spoil the fun. Delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 3-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

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1. Asked someone to marry you? Innocent 2. Kissed one of your friends? Guilty 3. Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent 4. Ever told a lie? Guilty 5. Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have? Guilty 6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty 7. Kissed a picture? Guilty 8. Slept in until 5 PM? Innocent 9. Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty 10. Held a snake? Guilty 11. Been suspended from school? Innocent 12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant? Innocent 13. Stolen something? Innocent 14. Been fired from a job? Innocent 15. Done something you regret? Guilty 16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? Guilty 17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty 18. Kissed in the rain? Innocent 19. Sat on a roof top? Guilty 20. Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Guilty 21. Sang in the shower? Guilty 22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guil...ty ? 23. Shaved your head? Innocent 24. Slept naked? Guilty 25. Had a boxing membership? Innocent 26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Innocent 27. Been in a band? Guilty 28. Shot a gun? Innocent 29. Donated blood? Innocent 30. Eaten alligator meat? Innocent 31. Eaten cheesecake? Guilty 32. Still loved someone you shouldn’t? Guilty 33. Have/had a tattoo? Innocent 34. Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty 35. Been too honest? Guilty 36. Ruined a surprise? Guilty 37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk afterwards? Innocent 38. Erased someone in your friends list? Innocent 39. Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty 40. Joined a pageant? Innocent 41. Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty 42. Still have communication w/ your ex? Innocent 43. Cheated on someone? Innocent 44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? Innocent 45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare? Guilty 46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty 47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good? Guilty 48. Thought about suicide? Guilty 49. Thought about murder? Innocent 50. How about Mass Murder? Innocent 51. Rode in a stranger’s vehicle? Innocent 52. Stalked someone? Innocent 53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Guilty 54. Gotten totally drunk during a holiday? Guilty

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Jan.11.15

I shouldn't even be feeling this way. I trust you, I do. But I know I always end up falling for those traps and although I know we're not the same, the thought still manages to slip in my mind and I'm just.. Afraid. Afraid to lose you. It's ridiculous to even have these thoughts because it's honestly hypocritical. To let myself vulnerable to these tricks-- yet hold you back from falling through. I just wished I didn't see that.. A whole weight was just plastered onto my chest and it hurts. Though it shouldn't.. [`sighs ] Foolish, I know I am.

#entries;#whatatatatatatas wrong with me tho wtf i aint always like this smdh

“Vibrant auburn cascading over full ebony attire,

Behold a most capricious, sanguivorous sire.

Donning a mantle so luxuriously detailed and defined,

Like a serpentine trail, it follows him from behind.

A most unfortunate fate for one to behold that horrible grin,

The next challenger merely to be a blood bag encased in tin.

His abode occupied by denizens assisting his sordid scheme,

The serpentine strands of Medusa eliciting many a scream.

And his azure and argentine-clad paladin,a prisoner as well,

An incarcerated soul forever condemned to his own personal hell.

Of indurate ebony and scarlet armor and a growing sadistic smile,

Such is the nature of this nefarious noble and crimson crocodile.

Basking in insidious immortality and caliginosity of his corrupted castle,

Woe upon all who must play the part of the unconsenting vassal.”

#ic musings;#poetic ponderings;#entries;#notations;#(I wonder whom this could be referring to ksdlfj)#(Nad keeping notes & tabs on various individuals throughout various verses/centuries lmao)

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06.17.16

when i stepped on your feet twice, and you elbowed the table. and we shared coffee instead of opinions

---

there are no more lazy mornings with you, and the curtains i pull back in the morning don’t billow the same way ours once did but my love is genuine, and the sun still shines

i hope you find yours

#entries;#honestly i don't know what this is LOL but there's probably a headcanon i haven't written yet about her journal

Entry 001:

The thoughts that scared my mind,

It haunts me.

The image that blinds my eyes,

It startles me.

The whisper that's deafening,

It frightens me.

Stop, stop, stop ! My knees are trembling.

No, no, no ! My eyes are watering.

I can't ! I'm suffocating.

My heart, it won't stop shaking.

It hurts, it hurts.

I can't breathe.

Someone please listen to my silent cries.

Seven.

#entries;

ENTRY 1049

Who is she?

Why do we look the same?

Why am I connected with her?

Who is the BOY?

Who is the father?

What does she know? I want answers.

I can remmber him pulling out a knife and ending her life with it. Yet, he called my name. Was it hers too?

I can remmber his smell and sometimes I can smell it when he shouldn’t be there. I think I need help. Doctors say I’m fine, but... Why is there something wrong with me?

Just eariler, I saw a figure, but it’s gone. I don’t feel safe.

Cecilia, please... Stop this. 5/5/----

#entries;

Feb.09.15.

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