#enrusted

I think I still love you

because lately

 i've been catching myself holding the same  objects you held a little bit longer

 or been passing unnecessary many times behind you 

and all of that and more 

because it makes me feel closer to you in a way 

and it's weird 

because it doesn't really matter how much affection I feel towards you

 I still feel hate 

and all those times I told myself I despised you

 maybe it was only me trying to protect myself 

 and after all 

the wall between love and hate 

is so thin that it could only mean one thing 

all this hate might be