May 27, 2024
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it is that time of the year of where i start feeling lonely
where i feel like i am not really a good person toward my friends and family and getting distant.
it really has been so hard to make a proper convo with stranger/friends/families after a certain break up with my friend
or to start a friendship with someone..
why is it hard? it was so easy..
so easy to find people to talk to and friend with.
what did i ever do wrong..?
#rondy is ranting#vent#sorry sorry sorry for venting too much#life is just getting harder and i cannot store up my feelings anymore yet i dont know who should i let them out#i cannot trust my own family to carry my burdens since they dont believe that people my age get 'a little depressed'#because we are more likely to be living at the best but they dont see it#they always think i am my best and okay and have no burdens my heart is carrying around.#i need to stop#i really need#to stop#and end it#end it all...#i wish i ended it earlier.#but it is hard to take such a step#but i dont remember who even cares about me really#i wish i didnt do such a step of losing someone who truly cared about me#oh- erms.... sorry for the sudden dumping
