[fic] Baby, Weâre Really In Love (Arcade/Courier Six)
 Happy Holidays!
Here is @enclaveoilrig âs submission for @gaydeliverydriverunion.
Pairing: Arcade Gannon/Courier Six Summary: Prompt: âI think something sweet with Arcade and Courier six sort of having their own celebration of the new year together would be nice. they're away from their friends (a few months after an independent vegas ending i think) and sort of enjoying each others company. i think some sign of celebration in the distance would be cool. something sort of sappy would be really lovelyâ Word Count: 3.3K Rating: SFW Warnings: Alcohol usage
Within the glow of the Strip, Arcade works a late-night shift at the Mormon Fort. The power has gone out again, which is something almost all of Freeside has gotten used to by now. His collogues quickly adjust asking for portable lights or anything that gives off a glow. The patients do the same, a few making jokes to humor themselves. A couple of months ago he would have just grumbled under his breath about the unfairness of the NCRâs hold on Freeside, but now he briefly smiles. After all, the reason they even have a dedicated line of power in the first place brings back memories that have a sentimental attachment to them. Also, itâs their power, something they own, not the NCRâs or Houseâs.
Arcade isnât tucked away in the corner of the Mormon Fort much anymore. Sometimes he misses that slower pace, but ever since New Vegas gained independence, the Followers have stretched all their resources to the maximum. Heâs let himself take a bigger role within the Mormon Fort, too. His inspiration and motivation for this change stems from his experiences with Six and everything that comes with the other man. That âeverythingâ is a complex grab bag of unsaid words and feelings, but somehow between the two of them, there is an understanding that Arcade is grateful to have.
âItâs almost tranquil if it werenât for the lack of good supplies, tents, and organization.â Itâs Julie Farkasâ voice that pulls Arcade out of his inner monologue. âThis is your third late night shift in a row, isnât it, Arcade?â
âAnd your fourth,â he doesnât say that to shut her down or purely point out her hypocrisy. Itâs still a habit he has that makes him feel like he should deflect the conversation back on to the other person, especially if theyâre following his behavior and actions more closely than others. âItâs fine. We need the all the people we have, and I doubt any new graduates from the Boneyard are lining up to be sent here.â Itâs well known by now that the Followers have it tough out here, far tougher than before. Besides the NCR purposely making things more difficult for the Followers and anyone out in the Mojave, the aftermath of Hoover dam is overwhelming enough already. Â
âIâll stop putting off my vacation to San Francisco.â Heâs heard that line from Julie before, and by now, itâs a running gag. It might have been possible for her to leave the Mormon Fort back in September or August, but not now.
âEventually,â Arcade added, returning the humor.
âOf course.â The conversation between them feels comfortable, something Arcade did not often feel when talking to others until more recently. âI still have some time before the Shi celebrate their New Years; I want to see the blooming flowers that decorate the main gate into Shi-town.â
âItâs nice.â If he closes his eyes, he could envision the flower petals falling onto the ground. âSo Iâve heard.â The second part of his statement comes after a delayed pause, but Julie doesnât give him a strange look or say anything. Or maybe he just doesnât notice as heâs distracted.
The sun will rise in a few hours, and Arcadeâs age and fatigue are catching up to him. He could go back to the Lucky 38, but the place is like an Old World museum meets well preserved archeological gravesite. The only people who reside there these days are Six and him along with Sixâs eyebot and cyberdog. Arcade knows the suite will be empty tonight and has been for a few days. If someone were to hypothetically correlate the fact Six being away and him staying these late night shifts, he would say correlation does not equal causation. Yet deep down, something Arcade doesnât want to admit aloud, is that he doesnât want to return to an empty room without Six when the whole place reminds him of the man.
Arcade finds himself back in the tent he used to spend most of his time in at the Mormon Fort. While itâs tucked away, the tent is open enough to let sunbeams pierce through. Heâs not even sure when he went to sleep or how he ended up here. Those details donât matter as he has a feeling he should have been awake hours ago to help.
He starts to get up, a hand feeling he has his glasses on already before running a hand through his hair. More than just his back aches right now and the pains of hunger and thirst are starting to weight on him. He wonders briefly how presentable he looks right now, and if itâs bad, he would either have to borrow another coat and shirt from one of the other Followers or drag himself up to the Lucky 38.
He catches his reflection and he doesnât look like death walking. He actually appears softer around the edges most likely due to the fatigue. In his current level of sleep desperation, he might even be more personable and more passive to converse with. He knows within a minute or two of being outside the tent heâll find something to do no matter how he looks. Heâll either be pulled to help with someone who got mugged or tugged to help a child with malnutrition.
Even before he fully leaves the tent, someone is calling out to him. Itâs a familiar face, but one he isnât expecting. Itâs Emily Ortal, someone whose reassignment got approved and was moving to work closer to her hometown.
âLong night, huh? Well, Julie wants to pick up some supplies that came from Vault City through the Garett Twins.â
âSo, she wants me to take a break.â Supply pickups arenât the best use of his skills nor something he does that often. Sometimes doctors would volunteer to get a break from the Fort for half an hour or so.
âPretty much. Take it easy, Arcade, and make sure the Buffout and Med-X arenât watered down like the last time. You know how to tell, donât you?â He just nods at Emilyâs question, not wanting to really engage in anything further. âOh, and happy New Year, Arcade. Donât work through it unless you have to.â He continues nodding without realizing her exact words, muttering something along the lines of âyou tooâ or âsameâ.
He only realizes that it really is New Yearâs Eve when heâs close to the Atomic Wrangler. Thereâs a good amount of people going in and out of the place. The atmosphere is even slightly different, more of a celebratory tone rather than a suffocating burying-oneâs-trouble sort of feeling. Heâs never been too fond of this place and what it does, but the Followers have become dependent on the Garett Twins for supplies now the NCR isnât bringing as many traders and caravans.
When Arcade enters the Atomic Wrangler, a few of the locals recognize him and holler his name. He just waves back, feeling that too many eyes are staring right at him. Too much attention from others kicks in an instinct that he has to be careful, and that sort of instinct has paid off in the Mojave. Now if only he could cut down on the awkward rambling that causes others to look at him like heâs a brahmin with one head.
He notices that itâs Francine managing the front of the house instead of James; it is a relief in all honesty. He doesnât even take a seat at the bar or have eye contact with her before she starts talking to him.
âThe supplies came in early this morning.â Arcade gets a feeling sheâs saying this to him to point out sheâs waited a while. âIt was supposed to come in a few days ago, but the caravaneer said somethingâs going on between Vault City and some neighboring town.â
âThereâs always something going on.â If he were the overtalkative stage of fatigue right about now, he would have started a tangent on the injustice and corruption on Vault City. Luckily for the Francine, heâs either past that stage or not there yet.
âAnd we manage.â Francine cuts him off early, probably expecting Arcade to say more.
âWe do.â A quick reply and Francine gestures to the staircase. In the back upstairs is where the supplies are kept, and once Arcade gets a quick look through for quality assurance, heâll be hauling it back.
Checking supplies isnât Arcadeâs specialty, but heâs gotten a lot more practice now that the Followers and New Vegas as a whole doesnât have the NCR to rely on. New Vegas is still rumbling and finding itâs groove with being independent. That means plenty of conmen and people willing to take advantage of the situation to make quick caps.
Even checking the supplies reminds him of Six, and he feels pitiful about this. Isnât he old enough that seeing boxes of Buffout wouldnât make him feel this way? Or maybe it is nostalgia from being his age. Itâs so easy to get lost in that memory of when he first met Six, how the other asked him for some advice on Buffout and dosage level.
He doesnât want to describe and assign how heâs feeling to emotions because if he does itâll remind him that this isnât some casual affair between him and Six. No, in fact, itâs something much deeper than the two of them have clumsily found themselves in. He never expected to form a relationship with Six in this way, beyond just feelings. Theyâve been working together to help New Vegas rebuild and strengthen local governments. Six has given him the opportunity to actually help people rather philosophize and read Old World economic policies. Thatâs why heâs so grateful for Six in his life, that he truly brings out the best in Arcade.
Though, right now, Arcade doesnât look so great and paler than usual (and that is saying something).
Arcade decides he really does need some rest, which means going back to the very empty and haunting Lucky 38 to get some proper sleep. He drops off the supplies at the Mormon Fort before walking towards The Strip. This time the supplies are mostly in good condition, only about five or six of the Med-X syringes are dysfunctional versus any major problems. Maybe Sixâs talk with the caravaneers who go through Vault City paid off. Arcadeâs talks with the Modoc caravaneers and the Klamath ones proved fruitful so far.
Entering the suite still is unsettling to Arcade, and part of hopes that Six will come up in the elevator after him. Yet a minute later, no one is there and no one has greeted him. He takes his coat off and anything that smells like it needs to be cleaned. Heâll get to them later he tells himself, just wanting to sleep.
He lies down on the bed he shares with Six, but the warmth of another isnât there. The sheets are cold and the room isnât filled with him talking. Itâs too quiet, for a change, and Arcade wishes the silence could be filled. He could fill it himself, talking about supply-side economics, but itâs New Yearâs Eve, so heâll spare himself.
He does let his mind drift to a memory of Six and that lets him fall asleep a bit more easily.
âArcade,â the first thing he feels is a warm breath around his neck. Then he feels a squeeze, arms wrapped around his torso.
He doesnât have his glasses on this time when he wakes up, and from what he can tell, the room is almost pitch black anyway. His brain is telling him he should feel more alarmed, but his body feels relaxed. Itâs not long after he realizes whatâs going.
âWere you trying to wake me up?â Arcade knows Sixâs presence and voice, and the laugh confirms itâs him.
âMaybe. Maybe not. Whatâs the best answer?â Arcade feels a soft kiss planted on his neck. âIf I donât want to upset you.â
âAnd makeup sex was so last month ago.â Itâs easier to be the pleasant sort of sarcastic with Six here with him.
âWhat a shame. I guess Iâll have to find another way.âArcade turns around to face Six, even if he canât make out his face without having his glasses on. âMore fun for me.â They share a kiss, and itâs still surprising Six can be this tender and affectionate. Especially with how Arcade first perceived and judged him.
âIâll be patient.â He might not be able to see Six smiling, but he can somehow feel it. He canât explain why or how but he just can.
âGood. Iâll make it worth your while.â Six buries his head in Arcadeâs chest snuggling him. Arcade canât make out the exact words he said, but it sounded like there was a âmissed youâ and âI love youâ muttered into his chest. Arcade doesnât say the words back but he feels the exact same way.
The two of they just lie together in bed for maybe ten minutes or so in silence. Six is always doing something or moving about, but occasionally in these intimate moments together, itâs like Six is just focused on him and time and the Mojave are waiting on them rather than vice versa. The two of them touching each other and feeling each otherâs presence is enough, the sound of silence isnât a distractor but something positive. Â
âHappy New Year,â only now it feels like he can truly celebrate the new year with Six here. âFor auld lang syne.â He isnât sure, but he has a feeling Six has fallen asleep. Â Itâs a reflective moment Arcade wants to appreciate.
The two of them wake up again, and by then, The Stripâs lights seem brighter than usual. Activity on the Strip has picked up, Arcade watching people from the window. The Lucky 38âs penthouse is where most of the alcohol is stored, and Six suggested they go up here to get a better view, something the presidential suite lacks. Arcade hasnât been here too much since everyone went their own way. Itâs probably the most well-preserved parts of the hotel and thus the place that feels the most unsettling.
Six pours Arcade a drink while Sixâs eyebot hovers over the both of them. Arcadeâs gotten more comfortable with the robot, and theyâve even formed a kinship with each as they are both forgotten fragments of Enclave made anew to help New Vegas. It feels nice that Six is sitting next to him since he was gone for more than a week.
âYou didnât bring me up here just for drinks, did you?â Arcade takes the drink anyway, not waiting to hear Sixâs response.
âIâm trying that whole, uh, whatâs it called? Being âromanticâ thing.â
âGood luck with that one.â Arcade knows Six is really trying his best at being a good lover, something Six was honest with him about. Arcade knows he isnât the easiest person to be with, and sometimes he believes the struggles outweigh the benefits.
âI need all the luck that I can get, but we are in a hotel called the Lucky 38, soâŠâ Six pours himself a drink but just holds onto it for now. âYouâll tell me if I mess up or whatever wonât you?â
âI never exactly pictured you to be the type to recite Ovidâs Amores in perfect Latin, so youâre off the hook.â He watches Six make a face thatâs heâs all too familiar with. âI am kidding. Please donât do that. I might think that something in that Old World science laboratory finally got to you.â Â
âFine, fine. I was really going to see if I could find whatever you wanted me to recite.â Six seems eager and not ready to let this go.
âAnd recite it?â
âWell, first Iâd want to see what itâs about before sacrificing a part of my dignity.â Six doesnât seem embarrassed at all but instead seems to have embraced it.
âIt would be a rather large chunk, and very not you.â He doesnât want to have Six feel itâs something Arcade wants him to do. He prefers Six just be himself, so instead, he makes an offer. âIf I find a copy, Iâll read it to you.â
âReally?â Six actually seems happy, something Arcade is surprised about.
âHaving someone willing to listen to my attempt at making Latin poetry be entertaining? I think youâre the only one.â Arcade remembers nights in the Followersâ library when he was young where he would read as much Latin poetry as he could under Nicoleâs portrait.
âProbably.â They both laugh.
âAnd also itâs not every day Iâd sacrifice some of my dignity, but Iâll let that go as itâs for the cause of knowledge.â Arcadeâs glad to have someone like Six to talk with like this, where he doesnât feel like he has to hide or compartmentalize parts of himself for.
âOf course. Thatâs the only reason.â Six finally takes the shot he poured for himself earlier. âI love you, Arcade.â
âBecause I am willing to sacrifice some of my dignity?â He knows thatâs not the reason, but sarcasm as a deflection still is a habit he canât break. Maybe in time, heâll be able to say he loves Six back as easily as Six tells him.
âThat and plenty of other stuff. Want me to start listing âem?â The one good thing about their relationship is that Six is pressuring him, just him.
âNot for tonight. Weâve have a few drinks in us and that might lead us into the dangerous territory of emotional dumping.â Drunkenly telling Six he loves him over and over isnât how he wants to spend New Year. Â
âRight, right.â Six points out to the landscape in front of them âLuckily for you I got something to show you, and it should be starting soon.â
Arcade stares out the window, looking at the dark night sky and the softening glow the Strip has on Freeside. The view of the Stripsâ lights looks different from up here than from down below from the Mormon Fort. The darkness doesnât last so long, as a loud, almost thunderous, popping explosion sound goes off. Bright lights fill the sky, and while non-big city Wastelanders might not know what this is, Arcade does.
âMuggy found a stash of fireworks and I thought Iâd bring them back. I wasnât sure what to exactly to with them, but Yes Man thought itâd be nice to celebrate the New Year with.â
âItâs very traditional.â Itâs the first thing that popped into Arcadeâs head, and he wishes he would have said something else
âTraditionalâŠâ Six looks a bit confused, not expecting that word.
âI mean, itâs something before bombs fell that families and couples did. Watching fireworks and spending time togetherâŠitâs all very sentimental and romantic.â Arcade tries to recover, hoping the conversation gets back on track.
âWell, at least I got the romantic part down.â Six grabs onto one of Arcadeâs hands, spending this moment connected physically and emotionally with his lover.
âYou did, and the fireworks are a nice touch.â Arcade kisses Six this time, the sound of fireworks being drowned out by ED-E playing Auld Lang Syne in the background on cue.











