#empty tears

Una lagrima vacía baja por tu mejilla, tu mano lentamente suelta la mía y me miras, tus ojos aguados, azules y blancos, me miran por un segundo y luego miran abajo, una lagrima vacía baja por tu mejilla, me volteo, porque no quiero verte mas, no podría soportar tu mirada quebradiza, de falsa sonrisa, de melancolía vacía. Camino lejos de ti, lejos del mundo que me prometió una relación…

Disclaimer: None of this is real and I am putting this together for dramatic effect. Anything in here is not offensive or trying to “throw shade” at someone. When I write these are the best types I do. So to get this story started here you go. Here is the Intro to @thekingbryson Fan Fiction and this is just one I will be doing. 

There are these times where I want to cry and the tears don’t fall like they are supposed to. This just so happens to be one of those times. I thought everything was perfect, but I guess they weren’t. A time of hurt and sadness… I don’t even know how it all happened. If only I would have never met him would things have been different. Or is this whole situation a good thing? Is this one of those situations you go through to become a better person? It totally sucks if it is. Only 16 years old and I have to go through things like this already. This is a bummer.

This isn’t a hurt that will go away with ice cream. It is just that one that I have to wait for the pain to go away. I just have to find new people. But I don’t want the pain to stop. I know that if it does I will be done with him. And I don’t want to forget him. I just want him to come back and fix what he has done. Hopefully he understands that’s all he has to do. Maybe we can fix it. I don’t know but I do hope so.